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Knockout Starscream - Another great chapter thanks for using the song I suggested. and mentioning me. can't wait to see what happens next. another good song I can think of is Dare by Stan Bush.

Autobotlover56 - I love using songs you all suggest and i hope you enjoy this Chapter!

LoveAngel592 - Hope you update soon, I'm really hope Amy is okay and happy new year of 2017.

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Bibliophile1303 - Hey! Love your story. It's really well written and tugs at my heartstrings every chapter! Maybe use Ordinary Human by imagine dragons from the Giver?

Autobotlover56 - Thank you! I hope you like how i used your song!

That night When Anna got home Optimus told her that he would look after Amy tonight so she could go straight to bed.

Optimus's pov...

I sat on my berth and simply held Amy in my servo and looked at her, at this moment she looked only slightly peaceful. She wasn't glaring at anyone, she wasn't that tense, she was just laying in my servos.

She shifted slightly and my sparked clenched when i flash of pain swept across her face, she settled down and her breathing slowed.

It was a few minutes later when Ratchet commed me.

"Optimus Deseptacons." He told me.

"Understood on my way." I replied stood and gently laid Amy on my berth and headed out.

Normal pov...

Optimus left his quarters and headed to the main room to head out with some of the others. Ratchet, Bee, and Jazz stayed behind.

"Do ya think Amy is ok?" Jazz asked. Ratchet sighed and Bee let his shoulders sag.

"No, Jazz. Amy, my new little sis, is not okay and i cant do anything." Bee said softly.

"It's not your fault Bumblebee. None of us can really do anything until she trusts us." Ratchet explained. "She wont let us help her because she doesn't trust us, and i have no clue as to how to get her to trust us."

"She likes music right? How bout through dat? I really dig da' music here on earth." Jazz said.

"That might work." Bee sighed.

"I'll try something soon." Jazz replied.

later that night...

The others had gotten back and were very tired. Optimus had gone straight to his quarters. when he stepped in Amy stirred and sat up rubbing her face, she still looked tired and not really awake.

"Amy, are you well?" He asked as he walked up to the berth. She nodded still trying to wake up. Gently he wrapped a servo around her and picked her up and held her to his chest.

"Go get some sleep dear one." He said and set her by her door. She slightly nodded and went in.

The next morning...

Amy's pov...

I woke with a start and looked around. I was in my bed, in my room, but what happened last night? I couldnt remember past Ironhide coming in and trying to come closer.

I sighed and rubbed my face and got up to get ready for the day. As I went about getting ready for the day a song popped into my head.

Dare

Sometimes when your hopes have all been shattered
And there's nowhere to turn
You wonder how you keep going
Think of all the things that really mattered
And the chances you've earned
The fire in your heart is growing
You can fly, if you try leaving the past behind
Heaven only knows what you might find

I bit my lip. "Let go of the past? How could I? After what he did to mom and what he could have done to Anna? I will never let it go!" I thought.

i growled slightly but softened my expression when I heard Anna stir.

"Morning." She greeted.

"Morning Anna. Sleep well?" I asked.

"Yeah, thanks. How'd it go with Dad?" She asked. I froze.

"what do you mean?" I asked slowly. She frowned.

"you don't remember? You had passed out and dad took care of you last night." She said. I swallowed hard and nodded.

"Get ready for the day." I told her.

Dare - dare to believe you can survive
You hold the future in your hand
Dare - dare to keep all of your dreams alive
It's time to take a stand
And you can win, if you dare

I have survived. I have to keep Anna safe, she needs a good future. She dreams so big, I will not let anyone shatter her dreams. I dare to win. I dare to stand. I dare to keep going. I got ready for the day and made Anna breakfast before we headed out for school are back packs in hand.

Everybody's trying to break your spirit
Keeping you down

Seems like it's been forever
But there's another voice if you'll just hear it
Saying it's the last round
Looks like it's now or never
Out of the darkness you stumble into the light
Fighting for the things you know are right

i will fight no matter what. I WILL keep Anna safe. I will let her have a bright future. I will fight.

Dare - dare to believe you can survive
The power is there at your command
Dare - dare to keep all of your dreams alive
It's time to take a stand
And you can win, if you dare

Dare - dare to believe you can survive
You hold the future in your hand
Dare - dare to keep all of your dreams alive
The power is there at your command

Dare - dare to keep all your love alive
Dare to be all you can be
Dare - 'cause there is a place where dreams survive
And it's calling you on to victory

My love? I still love right? I do love Anna. And all I want is for her to grow up happy and safe. I sighed to myself as we walked into the main room where the autobots were. Optimus saw us come in and I swallowed hard. I still couldn't remember what happened last night. It was so frustrating. I watched Anna walk up to Optimus who transformed and helped her in. I headed to my bike and watched from the corner of my eye as Ironhide started to approach me.

"Amy?" He asked. I glanced at him. He keeled down as I mounted my bike.

"Look, I'm sorry about last night." I nodded.

"I have work after school." I said putting my helmet on and starting my bike. He nodded and stood back up. I revved my bike before speeding out soon to be followed by Anna in Optimus.

...short fast forward...after school and work...

Amy's pov.

When i pulled into base Agent Fowler was there.

"Hey Amy i have some bad news." He said. I looked at Anna.

"Anna go with Raf and get your homework done please." I said she nodded and the two walked off. Optimus transformed and stood by the platform as i walked up the stairs.

"What is it?" I asked. his face was serious and worried?

"Its about your father and the guys." He said im pretty sure i paled at least slightly.

"What about them?" I asked slowly. He hesitated.

"We cant find them they have disappeared." He said. I gave him a blank look turned and started walking away.

"Amy?" Optimus called.

"So what if they are still out there? The only thing I'm worried about is keeping Anna safe and I will do just that." I said and walked off to my room.

Optimus's pov...

.I watched her walk away she did not care for her own safety. That worries me.

"Prime, I will do everything I can to find them." Fowler told me. I nodded.

"Thank you. I do not want any more harm to come to my girls." He nodded.

...later...

Amy's pov...

when The other bots had been told about my father they all become worse then before. Always bugging me and Anna. Bee wasn't that bad he would give me questioning look sometimes to ask how I was.

One of the bots is always right there and it is starting to tick me off. So I finally snuck off to be alone on top of the base to watch the sunset and play my violin.

I softly started to play and sing.

Ordinary Human

Today I took a walk in the clouds
Today I took a walk in the clouds
Used to keep my eyes wide shut
But now I'm staring down

Today I felt a switch in my vein
Today I felt a switch in my vein
Used to be a shadow
Now a shadow scream my name
And in the daylight I could swear
We're the same
But I'm just an ordinary human
(Ordinary ways)
I'm just an ordinary human
But I don't feel so ordinary today
I'm just a picture perfect nothing
Sometimes I medicate
I'll be a picture perfect human
Before the sun goes down today

"Picture perfect nothing. That's about right." I thought as I continued

Today I felt a switch in my vein
Today I made them all afraid
Used to be a shadow
Now a shadow scream my name
And in the daylight I could swear
We're the same
But I'm just an ordinary human
(Ordinary ways)

A lot of people are afraid of me, afraid of the monster I am.

I'm just an ordinary human
But I don't feel so ordinary today
I'm just a picture perfect nothing
Sometimes I medicate
I'll be a picture perfect human
Before the sun goes down today

I want to be a picture perfect human I want to be ordinary but that will never happen.

Just an ordinary human
But I don't feel so typical today

There'll be peace in the city tonight
Peace in the city tonight
But when I'm gone
I hope they get it right
There'll be peace in the city tonight
Peace in the city tonight
For when I'm gone
I hope they get it right

Just an ordinary human
(Ordinary ways)
I'm ordinary human
I don't feel so ordinary today

I am not ordinary no matter how bad I want it. I want it and Anna needs it.

...later that night...

Amy's pov...

I couldn't sleep knowing he was out there, that he could strike at any moment. it has been about a week sence Fowler told me. I have yet to tell Anna. I do not need her worrying.

I sighed and got up and quietly got dressed and left the room. I walked to Optimus's door seeing him laying in staces i walked out and headed for the training room. i don't know how long i practiced flips and dance moves and did my work out but i heard a bot come in and it was one of the ones i hardly see at all.

Prowl. I glanced at him for a second before standing on my hands and doing push ups with my feet in the air.

"Why are you up at his time? Aren't humans usually still in stases at this time?" He asked.

"Some humans are up at this time if you do research on "Humans" because they have different work shifts then others." I replied. I couldn't see his reaction but i heard him hum.

"Well you are not at work. So why are you up durin staces hours?" He asked. I growled under my breath finished my set and stood.

"Because i am. Now that i have answered that you will answer my question. Why bother asking me stuff when you don't care?" I looked at him. He took a second.

"I do not understand." He said.

"You don't care about us. Don't say you do cuz its a lie. I'm not stupid. You hide in you office or go out on missions but now that im doing something diferent Now that im out at a time you so happen to be you just need to know because its something to talk about with the other bots. So back off and stay away from me and Anna." I replied. He blinked and looked taken back.

"Amy, that is not logical.." I interrupted him.

"It is logical. You just don't want it to be. Go away. Leave me alone. And stop putting on the fake mask." I snapped. He frowned deeper but left.

...with Prowl normal pov...

Prowl walked away to go back to his office. Mask? He got onto his computer and started researching a on on masks and the way Amy was acting...

With Amy Her pov...

Finally he's gone. I sighed and looked around the room. sense i was done i headed off to the main room it was still pretty early so the only one up was Ratchet. He looked over when i walked in.

"Amy, are you well?" He asked. that line is so old. I sighed and walked up to the platform and straight into the elevator to go up top.

When i got to the op i walked out found a spot close to the edge and sa down letting my legs dangle over. It was a while later when i heard the bots elevator come up.

"Amy?" Bee's voice asked. I sat up quickly and looked up at him.

"Bee." I said softly. He came and sat beside me.

"I've missed you." He sated resting his servo beside me. I slowly rested a hand on his.

"I've missed you." I replied. We sat there in silence for a while. I don't know what i is about Bee but around him i don't have to be as tense as mean as protective and cut off. I almost hate i yet i can't. I don't understand why.

"It will be ok." He said after a while. I looked up to see him looking at me. "It will be." I nodded.

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