After Kaname and I mated, we went on a honeymoon for a month over at Paris, it was relaxing and every bit romantic that I could have ever think of, Kaname and I were very pleased with our honeymoon. But when we came back Kaname was bombarded with paperwork from the vampire council, and the Hunter Association, so Kaname usually come back in to our room being very tired. I am starting to get just really tired lately too; I did just move all of my things to the night class dorm now and is part of the night class too, so I guess I am tired because I was adjusting to things around here. I have to say being pureblood's mate is really weird, everyone in the night class started to address me as Kuran-sama because I am now technically married to Kaname, so I asked Kaname to tell them to just call me Zero. Kaname's in circle were not surprised when I became Kaname's mate except Aidou. I keep asking Kaname what is on his mind these days but he says it is nothing for me to worry about. If Kaname is worried about it for more than a week then I next I should be worried too!

Later that day…

Kaname's desk was very messy so I decided to organize his documents and letters. Then a letter that Kaname was reading just a few hours ago dropped. "What the hell?", and I picked it up, after reading it, I now know why Kaname was so tired all the time, and why there is always someone form Kaname's in circle always following me, the vampire council didn't like me as Kaname's mate because I am an exhuman, and I was a man, so Kaname wouldn't have hires to his throne. How could I have been so selfish, and stupid!? Of course Kaname needed kids he is the to- be vampire king after all, and I mated to him because I wanted to be together forever, so that I can be happy, but was Kaname happy? I am so self centered I didn't think of what Kaname wanted. If I go away Kaname can mate to another Pureblood and can have children with her. Crying, I made my decision, I have to let Kaname go, because I am the one holding him back, also making the promise to never love again. Whenever I came to love someone they always ended up dead: my parents, and my brother. And with that thought I started to pack my clothes, and bought an airplane ticket to America. But I love him so much, I …I have to see him once more, and feel his heat against mine, only then I can leave so I can bring that memory with me , anywhere and, everywhere.

Kaname's POV

I went into my bed room to see Zero naked in the bed waiting for me. It has been so long since we last did it that wasn't less than ten minutes in the morning. So I quickly ripped off my clothes and started to ravish the body under me, nipping, kissing, licking, any surface I can reach, with Zero's delightful moans, singing in my ears. After quickly preparing Zero's entrance, I thrust in, making zero scream in pleasure.

Zero's POV

I was seeing stars, every thrust every touch sent electricity through me. It has been too long, but this touch, how will I be am to stay away from him to have his happiness. Urgh what am I thinking I can't be selfish I have to go aw, "AHHHHH! KANAME!"

I stared into his eyes, I always loved his eyes they told me how much he care for me, love me, "AHHHHH!" I came but Kaname kept thrusting, he sat up making me ride him while he plays with my nipples, my god he made me erect again when I just came, I can tell he isn't going to stop until he is dead asleep, he is truly a beast in bed.

After more than ten rounds, because I lost count, of doing it like bunnies Kaname finally fell asleep, so I went to the restroom to wash up then I got my duffle bag from and closet to go the nearby town to catch my flight. I walked over to Kaname, and I looked at his sleeping face, trying so desperately to imprint it into my mind, I started to cry knowing I will no longer see him like this anymore, and I kissed his soft, warm lips as final fair well.

I haven't updated in super long, I am sorry but I really need to study because it is near the end of the school year which means a bunch of finals, AP exams, and projects to be done. I will try to update as soon as I can!

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