A/N: Thanks again for the comments… and I wanna reply to them directly… :-)

Dana: You will get an answer to your question about what Lewis thought who Alex was in this chapter, so I won't tell you beforehand, but you might be right ;-)

Also, I have to admit, that I didn't start watching GA before the whole Callie/Erica thing happened, so I might have never been that much under "that spell" or how you called it… I always liked the show, and Mark was my favourite since right from the start… I never cared much for Izzie or Lexie, for example… but I loved Jackson since right from the start, so yeah… I believe you when you say it's still good, but I'm just so sick of Shonda killing off all my favourite characters… (she did that in Private Practice, too, the same time she did it in GA -.-), so yeah… Maybe when I'm bored some day I will catch up, but with Mark – for ME – something is just missing…

Anyways… I'm glad you liked the chapter nevertheless, and I hope, you will go on liking the story… we'll see… :-)

JJ: I'm really, really sorry, and I hope, you're not gonna hate us after this chapter… ;-) XD

I hope, you all are not going to hate us after what we're doing here, but it's for the "greater good" *coughs*

I hope, you still enjoy Chapter 22… but if not, we'll understand… Merry X-Mas by the way… it's already the 24th December where I am and here we Celebrate X-Mas on 24th… so yeah… ;-)

Alex Karev POV:

Alex could not believe the way his night was turning out. If anyone had told him this morning that he would be making out with one of the most attractive people he had ever met, who had happened to be a guy, he would have called this someone a raving lunatic.

Yet, here he was being pressed up against an alley wall being told things that would make Hugh Hefner blush and was making Alex harder then he thought was possible. The things Lewis was saying he was going to do to Alex made his breath hitch and his pulse race.

"I want you so bad, it takes a lot of me not to rip off all your clothes and just take what I want, but that's not who I am. You can be sure I wouldn't do what you don't want."

Alex could hear the lust in Lewis's voice. He pressed his body tight to Alex's and when Lewis's erection collided with his own he felt his cock jump.

"Feels like you want me too, tell me you want me too" Lewis said as he kissed Alex again. Possessively and leaving no question of his want and intentions.

Breaking away from the kiss Lewis was looking at Alex intently. His eyes stirring the same feeling of need inside Alex that they had back inside the bar.

"Say it" Lewis commanded and Alex put two firm hands on Lewis's waist and pulled the man as close as possible.

"I want you. Now!"

With a smile Lewis began to rub his clothed erection alongside Alex's and received a moan in appreciation. Lewis was going to drive him crazy with want.

"You got a car?" Lewis asked and Alex nodded his head silently.

"Can't drive, though" he said "won't be able to make it up the block before I pull to the side and rip your clothes off" Alex was already imaging Lewis naked. Firm body and all that beautiful golden skin. He wanted to taste it. Lick every part of the man until Alex covered every single inch.

"I got it" Lewis said reaching into Alex's right pocket and fishing his keys out "I got you" and with another bruising kiss he grabbed hold of Alex's hand and pulled him towards the man's car that sat just across from the bar.

It took 33 minutes to get to Lewis's apartment. Alex had no idea what the man did for a living, but whatever it was, it paid very well.

The second after Lewis parked Alex's car he pulled Alex in for another kiss. His hand reached down and grabbed Alex's cock once more. "I don't want you going soft on me" Lewis said with a smile and taking a quick look out of the car window he unzipped Alex's pants and reached a hand inside.

Alex lifted his hips and gasped at the warmness that surrounded his cock at Lewis's hand. "You're so big Alex" Lewis said "I can't wait to feel it on my tongue as you fuck my face"

Pushing his head back into the seat behind him Alex felt like his entire body was on fire. "Please, Lewis" Alex begged.

"What do you want Alex?"

"I-I want your mouth on my cock"

Letting go of Alex's erection Lewis unbuttoned the man's jeans and as Alex lifted his hips Lewis pulled them down along with his boxers and Alex's cock sprung up. Long and thick and in desperate need of attention.

Leaning down Lewis kissed the tip of the head and watched as it stood up straighter. "Anyone ever tell you how gorgeous your dick is, Alex?" Lewis asked "because it's amazing"

Looking down at Lewis Alex managed to not blush at the compliment.

Tracing his tongue along the shaft Lewis made his movement slow and teasing. Alex grabbed onto the seat and dug his nails into the fabric.

When Lewis went back up he gave one last smile to Alex and in the very next second Lewis engulfed Alex's member.

"Fuck" Alex said as he bucked his hips up involuntarily. Lewis's mouth was so warm and the suction that the man gave every few seconds was making Alex feel dizzy.

Looking down at the top of Lewis's head he watched as the man went up and down.

Slow, fast, slow, fast.

Alex hadn't even cum yet, but it was easier the best blowjob he had ever received.

Placing a tentative hand on Lewis's head he ran his fingers through the tight curls. At that moment Lewis took him in fully until the man's nose was buried in Alex's pubes. The tentative hold turned into a tight squeeze and was joined by Alex's other hand.

As Lewis went back up Alex let him take a breath before pushing Lewis's head down again "Take it" he said as he lifted his hips to get more of his cock in the man's mouth.

Alex had never been one for dirty talk, but Lewis was bringing out a lot of things in Alex that he never knew were there.

"Your mouth is so warm" Alex told him "you're so damn amazing".

He could feel Lewis swirl his tongue around his shaft one more time and in that second Alex could feel the churning in his balls and he knew he was dangerously close to coming.

"Lewis, I'm about to-" he tried to say before another suction from Lewis. He felt the man lift off his cock and replace it with his hand "Do it" Lewis kissed him roughly as his hand worked furiously on Alex's shaft.

Alex looked at the man desperately. He wanted to so badly, but he didn't want this to end...not this soon.

"Come for me, baby" Lewis repeated as he buried his face in Alex's neck and as Lewis began to kiss his neck Alex exploded all over Lewis's hand with a strangled yell. He had only heard stories about blacking out during ejaculation, but Alex could now take it as a fact.

It took several moments before Alex was able to come down from his high and he saw Lewis smiling at him as he reached into his pocket and pulled out some wet wipes.

"You're so amazing" Alex said again "I'm sorry that I-" he trailed off.

"I'm glad you did" Lewis said as he wiped his hands off and then grabbed another wipe to clean off Alex.

Leaning over he kissed Alex's ear and took his earlobe between his teeth and Alex could already feel the familiar stirrings of arousal.

"We have a long night ahead of us" Lewis said "and I want to get everything out of you that I can" he trailed his kisses from Alex's ear to his neck.

"Now I want to take you to my apartment and fuck your brain out, how's that sound?" Lewis asked.

"Like a damn good idea" and Alex was surprised at how much he meant it. Alex wanted Lewis, all of him, and the thought of having the man inside of him made Alex's cock start to grow once again.

"Then let's get going" and with that Lewis unlocked the door and stepped out with Alex following close behind.

Lewis Avery POV:

Michael had to work the nightshift, so Lewis had asked him to have the apartment for tonight. He had already planned to hit on someone that night, but that he would find Jackson's boyfriend the exact same night was a welcoming surprise. One he definitely liked. And he had already noticed that Jackson had a really good taste in men, even though Lewis hadn't seen all too much of Alex just yet, but he liked what he had seen so far.

Once they were inside the apartment, Lewis pushed Alex against the door and pressed his lips on Alex' hard and forcefully, feeling that it was exactly the way Alex liked it that moment. He grabbed Alex' wrists and held them steady while he was rubbing himself up against Alex.

"Look who's horny again," he chuckled in between two kisses, letting go of Alex' lips and looking him in the eye. "Looks like someone can't get enough."

"Of you?" Alex smirked. "Not a chance." He freed himself from Lewis' grip and turned him around to push Lewis against the door. "It's my turn now."

Lewis grinned at him. If he was honest to himself, he wouldn't have thought Alex would be the one to take the initiative all of a sudden, but he liked that side of him and he liked, that he obviously was the one who had brought it out.

"Show me what you got, babe..." he heard Alex whisper into his ear and felt him licking his earlobe, nibbling at it with a gentle force that drove Lewis up the wall. He normally was the one in control, and to give it up like that - even for a minute - wasn't something he was used to, but he liked it right then and it kind of turned him on to let Alex have the upper hand for a moment.

Alex first got rid of Lewis' leather jacked, before his lips travelled to Lewis' collarbone and sucked on it. "You're so fucking hot... but I want more..."

"Why don't you take what you want? I'm all yours," Lewis said back, stretching his arms in the air when Alex tugged at his shirt.

Alex didn't waste any time and pulled the shirt over Lewis' head and then he just looked at him, standing there in his tight, dark jeans with the obvious bulge between his legs, obviously appreciating the view.

"Do you like what you see?" Lewis asked with a self-confident smile, pulling Alex closer again by his shirt.

"Very," Alex whispered, letting one of his hands slide over Lewis' chest.

"And that wasn't even half of it... wait until you see it all," Lewis whispered back, deciding it was time to take control again. "Come on..." He grabbed Alex' hand and pulled him to the sofa, sitting down and taking Alex with him who landed in his lap with his legs spread.

Lewis let out a low moan. "Now that's a position I could get used to," he said a little breathlessly, demonstratively bucking up and pressing his erection against Alex' ass who let out a moan himself.

"God... Lewis... I..." Alex stammered. "I wanna see it."

"Wanna see what?" Lewis grinned, even though he had a vague idea what he was talking about. He could tell that Alex hadn't done this dirty talk thing very often by the way he did it, but on the same time it was so fucking sexy that Lewis couldn't help it. He just had to make him say some more.

"Your... your cock... I wanna see your cock. I wanna touch it..." Alex finally stated and Lewis slid back on the couch a little more so Alex was now on his thighs.

"It's all yours... you just have to come and get it..." He leaned forward. "And look what a filthy mouth you're having. Have you any idea how hot it is having you talk like that?"

"Yeah?" Alex asked back while his hands were already unbuckling Lewis' belt.

"Oh yeah..." Lewis gave back, lifting up his hips just enough for Alex to be able to pull his jeans and boxers down, but that obviously wasn't enough for Alex, because he got up and undressed him completely in a matter of seconds, before sitting down in his lap again, while still fully dressed.

"I think... you're overdressed," Lewis said, making quick work of Alex' jacket and shirt, and not wasting any more time. He unbuttoned Alex' pants once again and shoved it down alongside his boxers and watched Alex stepping out of both of it immediately.

"That's better." Lewis said, pulling Alex down onto him again and pulling him very close. "And now..." he leaned forward, kissing Alex' neck, and touching his nipples. "Now I'm gonna prepare you for what's going to happen. I'm gonna prepare you for my big... hard... cock..." He took Alex' hand, placing it around his shaft. "See how hard it is? Feel how much I want you?" He started sucking one of Alex' nipples into his mouth, causing Alex to let out a loud moan.

"Tell me you want this too... tell me you want me to fuck you like there's no tomorrow."

"I want you..." Alex replied without any hesitation. "I want you deep inside of me and I want you to show me what good of a lover you are. You promised I would enjoy it," Alex went on with a grin and Lewis liked it. He liked that Alex got some of his self-confidence back.

He slid back a little and looked down between Lewis' parted legs.

"God... such a damn pretty cock of yours..." Alex said, before sliding down between Lewis' legs and kneeling between them. He grabbed a hold of Lewis' cock and started massaging it like he had never done anything else.

"Oh my god..." Lewis pressed out, surprised by the sudden forcefulness of Alex' actions. Judging by the way Alex touched him it definitely wasn't the first time he did it, even though on the other hand some of his movements were almost clumsy. It was the perfect mixture and Lewis had to put a lot of effort into not coming right then.

"Wanna take it into that hot, dirty mouth of yours?" Lewis asked, gently placing a hand underneath Alex' chin. "I would love to have your mouth around my cock... seeing it vanish between those petty lips of yours. Will you do me the favour and suck me?"

A light blush rose on Alex' cheeks, but maybe it was just the dim light they were making out in, Lewis couldn't tell, but he looked so erotic in this moment, so sexy, that Lewis just had to stare at him for a couple more seconds. He was enjoying that way too much, and he knew he would enjoy it even more as time would pass. This night would definitely be one Alex would never forget. Because he would make him never forget. He would make him scream his name and he would mark him, so whenever he had sex with Jackson again, he would have to think about him, because he was so much better.

Alex Karev POV:

Lewis's erection felt fleshy and strong in his hands. He would have never though the day would come when he was holding another man's cock in his hand for other than medical reasons and he was contemplating putting it in his mouth.

Alex didn't lie when he told Lewis it was beautiful. Most cocks, as far as Alex could tell from porn, were not very attractive. Discoloured and veiny, it had never made Alex want to be near any other one but his own.

Lewis's cock however. It was perfectly brown with a head that only seemed to get more engorged the tighter Alex squeezed the base. Alex could see the man was a fan of keeping things trim and neat, a habit Alex thought he could do well to covet. His balls sat comfortably just below his base and they were neither too big nor too small. If Alex was going to have cock envy for anyone it was going to be Lewis'. Looking up at the man Alex smiled as he thought about the fact that, at least for the night, that cock would belong to Alex and he could do anything he wanted to it.

"I would love to have your mouth around my cock... seeing it vanish between those petty lips of yours. Will you do me the favour and suck me?"

Alex's stomach fluttered at the request. He had come so far in such a short amount of time, but if he did this...if he gave a blowjob to another man that would be a line he couldn't uncross.

Still, he couldn't deny the insatiable want to do it.

It was time for Alex to change his life. He needed to accept that he wasn't the kind of man that was ever going to find the woman of his dreams. He was somebody who was going to burn through life and if that was the case he should enjoy everything that made him feel good until his light was snuffed out.

Giving a light tug to Lewis's dick and hearing the man moan Alex decided that making Lewis lose control was going to make him feel good.

Dipping his head down Alex stuck his tongue out and lightly swiped it across the heated flesh.

"That's it" Lewis whispered "just like that".

The talk had spurred Alex on and running his tongue up and down he tasted the hint of salt and soap and Alex felt as if it was a taste he could grow to love. Breaking away Alex looked at Lewis's erection as it glistened from his spit and licking his lips one final time he took Lewis's cock in his mouth completely.

"Fuck" Lewis said harshly as he bucked his hips up. The man was a bit too big for Alex to take fully, the cock felt heavy and thick in Alex's mouth and he tried his best to remember what Lewis had done to him in the car. Swirling his tongue around the shaft he sucked lightly whenever he travelled upward and going by Lewis' sounds he was doing a good job.

Everything he couldn't get in his mouth he pumped in time with his movements.

"Alex" Lewis said as he put a hand on top of Alex's head and began to guide his movements "you're going to make me cum if you keep that up"

Alex wanted to. He wanted to taste everything the man had to offer and more. He started to go faster and as he got used to the motions his confidence grew.

His mind was buzzing with so much arousal that it wasn't until he felt Lewis physically pull him off his cock that the world became something more then Lewis's dick.

"I want to be inside you when I cum" Lewis said as he kissed Alex. The man stood up and pulled Alex up with him. Both stood in the middle of the large living room completely naked and making out with one another. Lewis started to push Alex backwards towards an open door. Never breaking contact with his lips Lewis guided him through a bedroom that looked bigger then any bedroom Alex had ever seen.

He saw Lewis kick the door close once the two men were inside and when Alex felt the back of his knees hit the end of the bed Lewis pushed him down on it.

"Turn around and get on all fours" Lewis said. His voice was commanding and authoritative. It wasn't a request, but an order and Alex's cock got even harder. He would have never thought that being put in such a submissive role would turn him on so much.

"Now Alex" and without a moment's hesitation Alex turned around and got on his hands and knees. Lewis walked up behind him and rubbed his erection against Alex's ass.

"It's going to feel so good" Lewis said as he bent over and kissed the back of Alex's neck while he reached into the nightstand and pulled out a condom.

This was going to happen.

Lewis trailed his tongue down Alex's spine and it made the man shiver. His hands palmed Alex's ass and once the man gave a final kiss to the curve of Alex's back reached a hand down and lightly caressed the man's balls.

"I'm going to open you up" Lewis whispered "make you wide enough to take me".

Lewis kissed both of Alex's cheeks before spreading them and that's when he saw Alex's opening. Pink, puckered and tight.

At the initial feeling of Lewis' tongue Alex jumped. The sensation was new and he wasn't sure what to expect.

"Relax" Lewis said calmly and Alex willed his body to keep still. When Alex felt Lewis' tongue open him up he bowed his head. It didn't feel nearly as bad as he had imagined it would. The tongue penetrated him and as Lewis moved it back and forth Alex's cock started to grow hard once more.

Alex felt himself start to sweat. Suddenly everything felt warmer and feeling Lewis take out his tongue and replace it with one finger Alex gripped the bed sheet tightly. He couldn't lie and pretend like he wasn't uncomfortable. It felt like an intrusion, but Alex was going to ride it out.

The first finger was joined by a second and feeling Lewis bend his digits inside of Alex made the man's toes curl. Alex was just starting to get into it when he felt Lewis take his fingers out and stand behind him.

"I'm going to fuck you now" he said and Alex turned his head around just in time to see Lewis rip open the condom package with his teeth and smile down at Alex. It was one of the hottest things he had ever seen in his life.

"You ready?"

Nodding his head enthusiastically Alex wiggled his behind to show his want.

"That's my boy" and pressing close behind Alex Lewis put on the condom then put the tip of his cock at Alex's opening. It felt blunt against him and Alex took a few deep breaths as he prepared for the penetration.

Lewis was kind enough to push in slowly. Only letting the head enter Alex before pulling out. He felt Lewis reach under him and grab his dick to pump it. Alex was as hard as he had been in the car. Lewis was going to make him cum twice in one night and that was quite unique for him.

Lewis had worked in half of his cock before the discomfort started again, but at feeling Alex trying to get used to him Lewis pumped him faster. By the time Lewis was fully inside of him Alex felt nothing but the need for release.

"Lewis" Alex whispered as he lifted his top half off the bed and felt Lewis let go of his cock and wrap his arm around Alex's chest as he thrust into Alex with a steady rhythm.

"You're so tight" Lewis whispered in his ear "much tighter then I would have imagined". Alex wasn't quite sure what he meant, but at that point he really didn't care. As long as Lewis continued pumping into him Alex didn't care about anything else.

Pushing Alex back down Lewis put his hands on Alex's hips and pulled him back to meet him every time he went back into the man.

"You like this?" Lewis asked. His voice rough and scratchy "Tell me you like it"

"I like it" Alex said breathlessly "I love it".

Lewis increased his force and now with each thrust back into Alex the sound of Lewis' hips slamming against the man's ass made a resounding thud throughout the room.

Lewis pulled out and with his hands flipped Alex over onto his back. Before he knew what was going on Lewis was atop him and had thrust back inside in one long motion.

"Lewis" Alex exclaimed as he wrapped his arms around the man's neck.

"Lift your ass...meet me" Lewis said.

Doing so he felt Lewis hit something inside of him that made his body convulse. The feeling was completely foreign and Alex wanted to feel it over and over again.

Lewis had seemed to read his mind, because he started hitting that spot every time he went into Alex. Feeling Lewis grab on his cock he knew he would not last long at this rate.

"Tell me I'm the best" Lewis said "Tell me no other cock is as good as this one"

The spot was hit again and to keep that sensation Alex would tell him anything. "You're the best" he said to Lewis "no other cock is as good as yours"

Lewis' hand moved faster on his dick and Alex bucked up. He was so close and he wanted nothing more then to just feel that release again.

"Who are you?" Lewis asked harshly in his ear.

"What?" Alex asked confused.

"Who are you?" Lewis asked again as he thrust into Alex once more.

"Yours" Alex told him as he saw stars behind his eyes "I'm yours"

"Damn straight" Lewis said with a smile and he rammed into Alex fast and brutally. His hands worked over Alex and the man could not hold off any longer. Lewis could feel how close he was.

"Do it, Alex" Lewis told him "cum for me again" and that was all it took. Lewis bent forward and swallowed Alex's orgasmic screams. A few more thrusts and Lewis unleashed inside him.

It took several moments for the two to come down. Lewis had collapsed onto Alex's chest and bending down Alex kissed the top of Lewis' head.

"So, did I deliver my promise" Lewis asked.

"And more" Alex told him with a laugh.

The two lay in that position until Lewis extracted himself from Alex and he was surprised by the sudden feeling of emptiness.

Lewis stood up and rolled the condom off as he headed for the bathroom. He watched as Lewis dumped the condom into the toilet and flushed it before wetting a washrag and heading back towards Alex.

Wiping Alex's chest off he followed that by cleaning off his cock. Lewis bent down to kiss him "You were fantastic" he said.

"Likewise" Alex responded as he raised himself up of the bed and kissed Lewis again "I never knew it could feel like that"

"Really?" Lewis asked and if Alex didn't know any better he would have thought the man was surprised.

"Yeah" Alex said "I've never...not with another guy"

Lewis' eyes seemed to grow "I thought I heard you with your boyfriend on the phone earlier"

"Jackson?" Alex asked amused "he's my best friend and roommate, but no, it ends there"

Lewis stood up and suddenly Alex knew something was wrong "Everything okay?"

"Yeah" Lewis said and he sounded angry. Alex had no idea what was going on, but he suddenly felt like he was missing something important.

"I should go" Alex went to get up and Lewis ran over and put a hand on his shoulder "No, stay the night" Lewis told him "I'm going to want to fuck you at least one more time before we part ways" and the smile washed away all of Alex's worries.

"Okay" he said and laid back down.

"Now, I'm going into the kitchen to make us something to eat" Lewis said "I need to keep your strength up".

Walking out of the door Alex admired Lewis' ass until it was out of sight. Putting his arms behind his head Alex felt better then he had in quite awhile.

"Hey, you like turkey?" he heard Lewis ask.

"Love it" Alex yelled back and looking up at the ceiling a smile crossed his lips. He could get used to this.

Very used to it.

Lewis Avery POV:

Lewis was glad he was such a good actor sometimes. That was something he had learned very early on when he was still a kid. To never show his true feelings and such, because he was an Avery and Averys wouldn't do that. They would always be the sovereign people some other people would look up to and showing some feelings was showing some weakness. So of course Lewis managed to compose himself pretty well after he found out that he had fucked the wrong guy.

Also: it didn't change the fact that he enjoyed it pretty much. More than he thought he would. More than probably was good for him.

Alex made him feel different, and that he was the first one he had ever slept with, or rather, the first guy, made this night somehow special. He of course couldn't just let him go like this. He wasn't a bad person after all, and even though in the beginning he used him to hurt Jackson, the rest of the night wouldn't be about Jackson anymore.

Added to that, even though Alex was just a friend for his younger brother, Lewis knew that he wouldn't like the fact that the two of them had sex anyways, it probably just wouldn't hurt him that much that it wasn't his boyfriend. But that was still a goal Lewis could reach once he just met Jackson's significant other.

He knew there was someone, even though Michael had been very vague, because he hadn't been sure himself when Lewis had last talked to him about this. He had told him that he needed to find out more before he could tell him exactly who this person in Jackson's life was.

Lewis shook away the thoughts about Jackson when he heard the sound of footsteps and turned around to look at Alex, who was standing in the kitchen doorway completely naked.

For a couple of seconds he just appreciated the view, before he took a few steps towards Alex, grabbing his hips. "Couldn't wait for me to come back, huh?"

Alex looked up at him. "Pretty sure of yourself, aren't you?" he grinned and Lewis loved the playfulness in his words. He hated nothing more than a total submissive lover who did everything he wanted him to do in the wrong moments, but Alex was perfect the way he was. He had been insecure for a little while when they were having sex, but considering the fact that he obviously never had done it with a guy before that was normal, and right now it seemed like nothing of it was there anymore.

"Well... I have every reason to, don't I?" Lewis smirked, letting his hands slide to Alex' butt and pulling him close, slapping his ass and causing Alex to wince for a moment.

"Sorry, did... did I hurt you?" he asked immediately, but Alex looked up at him, shaking is head and grinning.

"Not at all... but it turns me on when you're so worried."

"I'm not worried," Lewis replied without hesitation and he really wasn't. He just knew that sex with a man could be painful the first time, even when it was done right. He experienced that himself with a very careless lover, and he definitely wouldn't do that to anyone else.

"Yes you are, but I think it's cute," Alex joked, causing Lewis to slap him on the ass again.

"I'm not cute, okay?" he replied in a warning tone, trying to keep up a straight face, but failing miserably and pouting instead.

"Oh yes, you are," Alex chuckled and before Lewis could say anything else, he already felt Alex' lips on his own and couldn't do anything besides responding to the kiss, that started out soft and gentle, but Alex definitely had learned his lesson, because he let his tongue slide into Lewis' mouth immediately and sucked it into his own, starting to kiss him like there was no tomorrow.

Lewis felt himself being pushed against the doorframe and Alex lips started travelling down, kissing one of his nipples and pulling it between his teeth and he couldn't help the moan that escaped his lips.

"I thought we... we wanted to eat something," he hissed, feeling Alex' hands on both of his thighs, sliding up and down and then between his legs, but without touching his cock at all. He was teasing him. And Lewis loved every minute of it. Every second.

"I'm not hungry anymore..." Alex replied. "At least not for food," He went down to his knees, starting to kiss and lick Lewis' inner thighs and it already drove Lewis up the wall.

"Alex... what are you doing? Stop torturing me," he almost begged. Alex brought out a side in him he didn't even know he had and it turned him on more than it probably should.

"No!" he heard Alex say, feeling Alex' hands grabbing his ass and sliding in between his butt cheeks with one finger, teasing his hole.

"No?" Lewis gasped. "What do you mean by no?"

"I mean..." Alex grinned. "That I want to make you beg... like you made me beg before."

Lewis raised an eyebrow. "That's SO not gonna happen," he replied, pulling Alex back to his feet and looking into his eyes and there was so much passion, so much fire, that he couldn't help admiring it.

"Sure about that?" Alex asked, leaning forward and kissing Lewis' neck, finding a pretty sensitive spot like he was some sort of sniffling dog who knew exactly what to look for.

Lewis hands clung to Alex' shoulders and he closed his eyes, letting his head fall into his neck. "Oh... God..." he whispered, trying to compose himself again, but the more Alex touched and kissed him, the more he lost control. His cock was already starting to rise up again. Without Alex even touching it.

When Alex rubbed himself up against him, Lewis could feel that he also was already quite excited and the hardness of Alex' cock made him even hotter. Made him want the other guy even more than before.

For a moment he gained control again and lifted Alex up, so he could wrap his legs around his waist, which Alex did immediately. Lewis turned them around and pressed Alex against the kitchen doorframe, thrusting upwards to make him feel what was undeniable anyways.

"You're... such a tease, Alex," he said into Alex ears, catching his earlobe between his teeth and biting it, causing Alex to moan out loud and cling to him.

"You... standing in the kitchen naked... with your bare ass directed at me was just too damn tempting to not do anything," Alex admitted. "And... you didn't lie when you told me you were a good lover."

"Told you so," Lewis said with a grin, still moving against Alex, but feeling that he started to get heavy with the time. So he decided it was time to switch positions and carried Alex over to the sofa before he sat down with Alex in his lap.

"You know what I would love right now?" he asked, letting a hand slide over Alex' chest downwards between his legs.

"What?" Alex asked curiously.

"For you to ride me... to ride my cock... to let me watch you move and squirm on me..." Lewis replied, grabbing Alex' cock and touching the head with his thumb. "You'd like that?"

"Oh yeah, I'd like that," Alex said and Lewis could tell that it surprised him very much to say those words.

Understandable after all Lewis had found out tonight. But now he was his, now he would never be able to have sex again without thinking about him. Without thinking about the things Lewis had done to him. Especially not with a man. Alex would never forget this night, ever, and Lewis would take care that he would have far more to remember it by.

Slowly, he pushed Alex off his lap and getting up.

"What are you doing?" Alex asked, looking up at him.

Lewis winked. "I'll be right back... gonna grab some... stuff," he winked at him. "And then I'll be ready for round two."

He already knew Michael would kill him if there would be any stains on his new couch, but right now Lewis couldn't care less. He would make it up to him. Or buy him another couch, whatever.

He went to his bedroom and opened the drawer of his nightstand to take out some condoms and the lube he hadn't used the first time, but would definitely use now, because he was sure Alex must be pretty sore after he just popped his cherry. It didn't have to be uncomfortable at all.

When he came back into the living room, Alex was sitting there with his hand around his cock, touching himself.

"Couldn't wait for me to come back, huh?" he asked, placing the condoms and the lube on the table and pushing away Alex' hand to replace it with his own. "Who told you that you could start without me?"

"No one," Alex replied, totally getting into Lewis' game.

"So why did you do it? I think I need to punish you," Lewis said in a very strict tone, causing Alex to shiver.

"Yeah, I was a bad boy," Alex moaned.

"I'm gonna..." Lewis leaned over him, letting his dick touch Alex' when sinking down on him, biting down at some spot on Alex' collarbone and causing him to buck up. "I'm gonna make you ride my cock and I'm gonna make you come all over again so you'll never forget how good I was and whose you are."

"I'm all yours, Lewis, I'm all yours," Alex replied and Lewis just smiled.

He had been angry when he had found out who Alex was and that this was definitely not how he imagined everything to be, but he knew he could take advantage of the whole situation anyways, because he would make Alex love this... their sex... so much that he would come back, and Jackson would hate him for it. Jackson was about to lose everything. First his friend, then his significant other. Lewis would make his life a living hell, and Jackson would finally pay for everything he had done to him, slowly but surely.

Jackson Avery & Alex Karev POV:

Alex woke up to the sun shining in his face. Throwing his hands up to try and block it out he lifted his head and tried to gather his senses.

The first thing he noticed was that he was completely naked and in a room that was not his own. The images of the previous night came flooding back into his memory and it made Alex smile.

"You're awake" Lewis said as he walked into the bedroom wearing nothing but boxers. Blue and white striped ones to be more specific. He was also carrying a glass of orange juice and a blueberry muffin for Alex.

"Yeah" Alex smiled as he took the offered drink and took a long gulp. Alex had no idea how thirsty he was until the glass was empty and he sat it down on the night stand.

"You want another?" Lewis asked and Alex shook his head no "I have to get to work" he said and made a move to get up off the bed before realizing he wasn't wearing anything.

"I think we're pretty much past the point of bashful nudity" Lewis said amusingly "but here" and he reached over to a recliner located next to the bed. He grabbed a washrag, towel, and a clean pair of boxers for Alex "There's a shower across the hall you can use"

"Thanks" Alex grabbed the items and stood up. Lewis was right. The two had become more then familiar with one another's bodies and to be shy now would seem childish and unnecessary.

The shower had felt amazing. Hot water and the shampoo that Alex had smelled radiating from Lewis had woken him up fully. He had brushed his teeth with the extra toothbrush Lewis had left for him and by time he exited the bathroom he felt like a new man. In more ways then one.

He walked back into Lewis' bedroom wearing the boxers Lewis had given him and saw the man laying down on the bed. His arms behind his head and his legs crossed at his ankles.

"You look so fucking hot" Lewis said with a grin "are you sure you can't play hooky?"

"I'd love to" Alex said as he crawled on top of Lewis and kissed him "but that place would fall apart without me" and before he got up he rubbed his cock against Lewis'.

"Tease" Lewis laughed "you know you gotta pay for that eventually"

"I look forward to it" Alex bent down to pick up the jeans that Lewis had set down on the end of the bed.

"Have you seen my shirt?" Alex asked and Lewis hopped up off the bed

"I'm afraid it still smells like the beer I spilled on you last night"

Opening his closet Lewis pulled out a blue 3 button shirt.

Walking over Lewis grabbed Alex by the arm and pulled him close "but I think this should fit you well" and he began to put the shirt on Alex.

Once it was on Alex shook it loose and looked at Lewis for approval "Hot shit" Lewis told him and followed it with a kiss.

"Thanks" Alex said "I can't tell you much this all means to me"

Lewis held a look that Alex couldn't really read, but the smile he got seemed genuine "It meant a lot to me too Alex, I mean that"

"Don't be a stranger" Lewis said and Alex scoffed "are you kidding? I'm going to be working my entire shift with a hard-on just thinking about you"

"You sure know how to make a guy feel special" Lewis laughed. Alex put his socks and sneakers on and grabbed Lewis around the waist to pull him flush against his body.

"I'm going to need to see you again very soon" he said and kissed Lewis' neck. Opening the night stand Alex pulled out a loose piece of paper and a pen to write down his number. Once finished he opened the waist band of Lewis' boxers and stuck the piece of paper in there and threw the pen onto the bed.

"Make good use of that" Alex told him and with one final kiss he exited Lewis' bedroom and his apartment.

It was stupid for Jackson to worry. Alex Karev was a grown man who was more then capable of taking care of himself. Still, he couldn't stop the little nugget of concern that wanted to at least know the man was okay.

He had been lost in thoughts and it wasn't until he heard Callie's voice that he was taken out of his thoughts.

"Hey Avery" Callie said as she walked up to the man and Jackson's body tensed instantly. Their last conversation still shamed Jackson. He was taught to always remain as stoic and civil as possible. Yet he had been a complete wreck in front of Callie.

He couldn't talk to her without having to relive every humiliating moment.

"How are you Jackson?" she asked softly. Loud enough for only him to hear.

"Good" he said as he looked down at a chart. He knew she didn't believe him, but he hoped that the woman wouldn't push it.

"Look Jackson" Callie said " I ran into Derek after our...talk". Jackson couldn't help but look up surprisingly.

Holding up her hand Callie gave him a small smile "Nothing happened between them...I can promise you" she told him as she placed a hand on his shoulder "those two just have this level of comfort with each other that leads to completely awkward, but completely innocent situations"

"I never thought..." Jackson started to say "I know nothing happened".

"That's good" Callie smiled "so why did you seem so upset?"

"Because me and Mark will never be that close" Jackson said quietly "it was just hard to see that fact laid out on the sofa like that"

"Jackson" Callie said and the man could hear the pity in his voice and it made his skin crawl. He hated pity more then anything else in the world.

"Mark is coming in to meet with Dr. Lee and his new therapist" Callie told him "I know he would really love for you to be there"

"No" Jackson said strongly and he could tell Callie was taken aback by it "I mean I'm just swamped today" he added.

"Talk to him Jackson" she pleaded and as he was about to respond he saw Alex stroll into the hospital.

"Yeah, okay" Jackson said "I'll talk to you later Callie" and patting her on the shoulder he ran across the room to catch up with Alex.

He was more then happy to get out of that conversation. He was about to reach Alex when he felt a strong grip on his arm that stopped him in his tracks.

"I hear Sloan is meeting Lewis today" Michael said casually. Jackson yanked his arm out of Michael's grasp.

"Yeah, so?"

"So" Michael said with a smile "I think it would be a good idea if we all had lunch together"

Jackson couldn't help but laugh "Not happening" he said and was about to walk away before he felt the hand back on his arm.

"That's wasn't a request" Michael said sternly.

Jackson's smile was wiped away as fast as it came "Fine" he said.

"I'd also like you to sit by me" Michael added as an after thought.

"What are you trying to prove?" Jackson hissed and now it was Michael that smiled.

"Nothing" Michael said "see you at lunch" and with that the man was off.

Jackson watched him leave and he did his best to calm the fear that fluttered in his stomach. Looking over he saw Alex walking towards the locker rooms and running over he caught the man just after he went in.

"Alex" Jackson said as he rushed into the room.

Turning around Alex looked at Jackson "Hey, man" he said with a smile as he put his book bag on the bench and opened it up.

"Hey, man?" Jackson asked "That's all? Me and April have been worried about you"

"Why?" Alex pulled out a stick of deodorant to apply "I told you I was fine last night"

"You didn't look fine" Jackson said "April really needs to talk to you"

"She said all she needed to last night" Alex responded "I dealt with it and I'm moving on"

"Just that fast?" Jackson asked.

"Come on, Jackson" Alex smiled "you know the kind of men we are...moving on is what we do best"

Jackson felt himself bristle. He did his best to ignore Alex's comment. He knew the man was hurting, despite his outward appearance.

"Just talk to her, man" Jackson said "she needs you".

Alex unzipped his jacket and once he took it off he placed it in his locker along with his back pack.

"I needed her, but she didn't seem to care very much about that, did she?"

Jackson was suddenly drawn to Alex's shirt. He recognized that shirt. It wasn't one of Alex's, but Jackson knew it looked very familiar.

"Where did you get that shirt?" Jackson asked and Alex looked at him curiously.

"Why?"

Looking up from the shirt to Alex's face Jackson's mind was racing. Alex may have had a total of 6 shirts that he rotated throughout his wardrobe and that was not one of them.

"Alex" Jackson said again "Where?"

"A friend" Alex said and pulled it further up his chest. It still smelled like Lewis and Alex smiled as the man's face came back to him.

Jackson had come to think of Alex as a brother and over the past few months he had learned to be able to read him pretty well and right now Alex was holding something back.

A brother

"You be careful out there; it's not safe if you don't know who to trust"

It hit Jackson like a bag of bricks. The shirt was the same one his brother was wearing when he saw him at Michael's apartment.

The exact same one.

"That shirt belongs to Lewis" Jackson said astonishingly. Alex suddenly looked as shocked as Jackson did.

"How do you know Lewis?" Alex said as he walked up to Jackson. Backing away Jackson looked at Alex and shook his head.

"Listen to me Alex" Jackson said "I don't know how you know him, but stay away from him. He is very bad news"

"I can make my own decisions" Alex told him. The anger from Alex rattled Jackson's bones.

"Alex" Jackson pleaded, but Alex waved a hand dismissively.

"I have a shift" Alex said and going back to his locker he took the shirt off and put on his scrubs.

"You don't know him" Jackson said.

"No, you don't know him" Alex responded and grabbing his stethoscope he pushed the door open and walked out onto the floor.

Jackson's stomach flutters were back and he felt himself become short of breath. He was having a panic attack. He doubled over until he placed his head between his knees and he started to take long, deep breaths. After a few moments he felt himself start to calm down again.

Jackson watched the door that Alex had just exited. Jackson couldn't believe that anything happened between Alex and Lewis. It just wasn't possible, and yet, something inside Jackson knew it to be fact.