Chapter 4
As I make my way into the apartment, Sawyer greets me.
"Ana where have you been?' he asks.
"Oh I was just out for a walk, actually I was with Elliot, you can ring him to check if you like." I tell him. I really like Sawyer but know he's loyal to Christian and I will always be the one he doesn't listen to no doubt.
"Ok I may just do that" replies Sawyer walking off.
I head to the bedroom for a shower and change my clothes, my phone and ring still sitting on the bedside table, should I even put this back on? I ask myself. I turn on my phone and notice there's a message from Christian, from late last night.
"Hey Ana, you've turned your phone off, not sure why your phone is off but I'm hoping it's because you are sleeping and no other reason. My business has finished early so I will be home later today, see you later", and hangs up.
Wow I'm surprised he even had time to call me with all the hookers he took up last night, well time for a shower and to think about what on earth I'm going to do with my life. Am I ever going to be enough for Christian, am I ever going to bring him out of the light, I think to Grace and how often she tells me how much he has changed since he met me, am I really that good an influence in his life, I still must not be enough if as soon as he goes away he finds some others to hook up with. I just don't know what to do, maybe I'm destined to be his door mat, maybe when I get married things will be different. If he promises to be faithful will he be? Do I want to even take the chance, or try and look for someone who will love me the way that I deserve?
Later that afternoon Christian turns up, looking deliciously hot as always, and well fucked. Well that's probably because he is.
"Hey what have you been up to while I've been away?"
"Not much I replied, what about you, how was your business?" see if I can get any answers out of him.
"Yeah good same old same old, but now that It's done I'm ready for another session in the playroom, are you ready Anastasia?
And like a good little submissive I reply "yes sir" and off we go to the playroom, like nothing has happened.
