Summary: Kurt stays at school after practice on a friday night. But before he leaves He gets Raped. But by who? Will kurt Tell Blaine or his dad? After all the trauma will he ever be able to Face the Titans again? (The summary sucks I know)

Warnings: Cursing, Cutting, RAPE, M/M Kissing(idk yet), Bullying.

Rated: M

Pairings: Klaine. Original Character

Chapter 5: Losing Grip


*Kurt's POV* (This is Kurt's POV from the last chapter sort of.. when Blaine got off the phone with him)

Blaine was coming over... and I knew this had to be the time to tell. Really I couldn't take it anymore. Ever since the rape happened... He.. he has been bothering me so much. Shoving me into lockers. Leaving threats in my locker. Cornering me in the hallway during class time when I would be out in the hall. And I just... I was done. I thought about doing it tonight but Blaine came into my head and... I needed him. I needed him badly I just.. I didn't wanna loose him. If I had did it.. who knew how badly it would affect my dad's heart. That also came into my mind and made me worried when I was thinking about it. I looked at the blade in my hand. I almost did it but the door knocked so suddenly.

"Kurt open the door please. It's Blaine." It was Blaine... it was... really Blaine. He came. I felt tears fall. I was still gripping on the blade like it was my life or something.

"Baby, please open the door. I just want to help you I don't want you to hurt yourself. You should already know that. Just please let me in." His voice came through again. I couldn't do it. I threw the blade into the trash.

"I promise it's just me." Blaine said quietly. I stood up and walked to the door. I slowly opened the door and flung my arms around Blaine's neck, sobbing into his shoulder. I couldn't control the tears anymore. Blaine just held me and rubbed my back in soothing circles. Eventually I did calm down but was still crying slightly.

"Don't ever scare me like that again." Blaine said.

"Blaine?" I said quietly.

"What is it baby?" Blaine asked. I was going to tell him... oh god. Tears started to come again.

"I... I was raped." I cried.


*Blaine's POV*

"I was raped." Were the only words that were in my mind at the moment. Kurt... was raped? That was the reason why he was so upset. How could... how could this have happened? Who did this? Why did they do this? Kurt didn't deserve this.. he didn't deserve to suffer in pain. How did I not see this? I was going to kill whoever did this to MY Kurt! This was not okay.

"Baby... who did this?" I asked. Kurt.. Kurt was the most amazing, sweetest, funniest, most smart person I have ever met. Who could've done this to him? All I wanted to know was who... Whoever did this, broke my Kurt and hurt him.

"He said he'd kill me.." Kurt whispered.

"Who? Karofsky? Jacob? Who gosh damn it?!" I asked. Suddenly Kurt was sobbing harder and was trying to push me away.
And I realized what I did wrong. I shouldn't be pressuring him to speak about it.. gosh I felt so stupid. What the hell is wrong with me? Kurt shoved me out of the bathroom and shut the door.

I knocked on it. "Baby I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to yell at you or anything, I was just pissed off... not at you just the person who did this to you. Please let me back in." I explain.

"No just go away." Kurt said through his sobs.

"Okay.. I'll.. give you your space but I'm not leaving this room... when you come out... you don't have to talk about it or anything.. I was an ass and just... while you're in there... please please don't do anything stupid... " I sighed and sat on Kurt's bed... this was going to be a LONG night.


Yes I know this was a short update but Hey at least I updated right? But um... I'm really sorry I haven't been updating.. I've been super busy with school and I'm still going through a breakup so I'm just sort of hurting right now. But anyways. I'll try to update it again soon and make it long. This chapter I basically just improvised like I did to the other ones. And this mainly took like a half an hour to write so yeah. But next time I'll do my very best to make it longer and not take to long to update. Please rerview and tell me what you thought and maybe give me ideas for the next chapter :)

~Scout.

Check out my other stories too while you're at it.
For instance: Bruised Deeper Than Skin
Screams in the Night
or Your kind of love hurts :)