A/N: So… again I have a very busy week behind of me and it won't get any better next week, since I have my niece over for a whole week starting tomorrow, so I won't be on the laptop much and not able to post much! Anyways…
Thanks again for the comments and things are getting more and more complicated… and this part definitely needs a M-Rating again! Hope you enjoy it nevertheless :-)
Have fun with Chapter 41 everyone… next chapter will finally include a lot of Mark/Jackson again… sorry for not "having him around" all too much lately
Enjoy!
Alex Karev POV:
Alex had to walk away.
He hated leaving April to clean up his mess, but fighting with both Meredith and Jackson had been too much. He had no idea what was happening to him or the people he cared about, but the things he said, and the things said to him came from such a deeply personal place that he still felt completely raw as he made his way to Lewis' office.
Alex needed the man's smile and warmth. He just needed his presence to calm him down.
Making a beeline for the guy's office he looked in the side window and could see Lewis sitting at his desk rubbing his hand over his face. Giving two quick knocks he didn't wait for Lewis to answer before opening the door and walking in.
"Hey baby" Lewis said with a smile that looked far too tired to not make Alex worried.
"What's wrong?" Alex asked as he went up and stood in front of Lewis when the man raised up out of his seat.
"Nothing" Lewis waved as he pulled Alex close and kissed him "it's just been a very long day"
"It definitely has" Alex responded and leaned in to give Lewis a long and lingering kiss. After it was over both men were breathless, but Alex could see Lewis' smile was now a genuine one.
"I missed you so much" Alex said "I'm sorry for not making it over the other night"
"Don't worry about it" Lewis smiled "you have bigger priorities right now"
"You're a priority" Alex told him "and I think I can start making it up to you right now" and walking over he closed the window blinds and locked Lewis' door.
Turning around Alex gave him a sly smile.
"Now, what do you have in mind?" Lewis chuckled.
"Oh, you know what I have in mind" Alex told him as he pressed his body against Lewis' and reached his hands down to unbutton the man's pants and then pull his zipper down.
"You're not worried about somebody walking in?" Lewis asked.
"Let's give 'em a show" Alex responded "but if it makes you more comfortable I think blowing you against your office door could be very hot"
Putting his hand on Lewis' shoulders he swung him around quickly.
"Alex wai-" Lewis tried to say, but before he could get it out Alex had pushed him against the oak door.
"FUCK" Lewis shouted painfully as he arched his back and Alex backed up and looked at Lewis wide eyed.
"What...what happened?" Alex sounded just as scared as he felt "I didn't hurt you, did I?"
It took a few moments before Lewis stopped squirming "No, baby. It wasn't you"
"Then what happened?" Alex asked as he turned Lewis around again and lifted up the back of his shirt.
"It's nothing" Lewis told him, but once Alex got a look at the man's back he saw the long purple welt that made a clear line across the man's skin.
"What the fuck, Lewis?" Alex asked angrily "what is this?"
Turning his head around to look at Alex Lewis could only give him an awkward smile "I never told you about my clumsy gene, have I?"
"I'm a doctor Lewis, specifically one that deals with kids so I know clumsy and unless you hurled yourself against something hard this was not done by you"
"Alex" Lewis cautioned "can we just-"
"It was Jackson, wasn't it?" Alex asked and he could feel the anger course through his veins.
Lewis looked like he wanted to lie, but he knew in the end it would be useless.
"We argued. I got in his face and provoked him. He gave me what I deserved, that's all" Lewis said "can we please just drop it?"
"You can't be serious?" Alex asked "you have a four inch welt that I'm going to need to treat. He can't get away with doing these kinds of things"
Turning around he unlocked the door and swung it open.
"No, Alex" Lewis said with a panic "don't make this worse than it needs to be"
Alex was far too focused to hear the things Lewis was saying as he exited his office and stormed towards Jackson. Lewis had tried to follow him but trying to do that and hold up his pants proved a tricky task. By the time he sorted himself out Alex was already out of sight.
Alex looked at his watch and he knew Jackson would have already left the cafeteria and headed back to his office. Turning down the hall that held Jackson's office he caught sight of the man walking and sprinting down he managed to reach the door before Jackson was able to close it.
"The hell?" Jackson said as he turned around and when he caught sight of Alex and saw the rage on the man's face he backed-up.
"What do you want?"
Alex remained silent and he could see it was starting to make Jackson nervous.
"Look, either s-say something o-or get out"
"I saw Lewis" Alex told him "I saw what you did to his back"
"Look-"
"Shut the fuck up" Alex said "I'mtalking now"
Jackson stayed quiet.
"I know you're going through a real hard time right now, but that does not give you a reason to start hurting the people who are trying to help you" Alex told him "Lewis tried to cover for you, but it's not hard to figure out that you are spiralling and spiralling badly. You ever hurt him like that again and I swear I'll go to Hunt"
Alex could see Jackson bristle and he noticed the quick flash of fear before he made his face neutral.
"You finished? Can I speak now?" Jackson asked and taking Alex's silence as an answer he continued.
"Go to Hunt" Jackson told him "tell him whatever you're going to tell him, because I'm done taking orders"
"I'm serious, Jackson" Alex warned.
"Me too" Jackson responded "you're all so fucking alike. It's perfectly okay to beat me, isn't it Karev? Nobody bats an eye when it's me getting two black eyes in a day, when it's mewho gets tackled to the ground, or gets his head smashed against walls. You all say some meaningless sentiment about wanting to help me to make yourselves feel better, but none of you have ever asked how I was after I had to put an ice pack over my eye because you or Lewis thought the best way to deal with me was through your fists"
Alex felt as if he was going to be sick to his stomach. How could he let his anger make him forget all the times he had attacked Jackson? Then to come to his office and talk so self-righteously. He finally understood why Jackson hated him so much.
"You want me to never hurt Lewis again then you tell him this. You're both banned from my office. If you come in here again I'll go to Hunt myself and have you both suspended, are we clear?"
"It's gone too far, Jackson" Alex said and he couldn't believe it, but he felt his voice crack as tears started to well up in his eyes "somebody is going to get seriously hurt if this keeps up"
"GET OUT OF MY OFFICE" Jackson screamed in his face and jumping back Alex stood at the entrance way and pushing him back Jackson slammed the door in Alex's face.
Alex only heard quiet until the sound of glass breaking against the door signalled Jackson's action of throwing his candy dish against it.
Alex had managed to make it to the nearest bathroom a mere second before he doubled over the nearest toilet and lost whatever little bit of lunch he had managed to eat.
Lewis Avery POV:
Lewis had tried to hold Alex back, he had really tried. Because he knew if he let him go to Jackson in a moment like that, in a situation like that, it would make everything so much worse, but Alex didn't really give him a chance to hold him back. So when Alex vanished out of his sight, he first got his clothes back together, closed his pants and everything and left his office afterwards. He needed to find Alex. Maybe he could prevent something worse from happening. He had very little hope, but he still made his way towards Jackson's office.
Only to watch Jackson shout at Alex and throw the door in his face.
Alex was so taken aback, that he didn't even notice Lewis standing in the hallway when he started running towards the toilets and Lewis knew he had to go see him. He had to take care of him. Especially since this was his fault. It was all his fault, that Alex and Jackson got yet in another fight. Because he just couldn't stop himself from making a sound of pain when Alex pushed him against the door.
He waited for a minute, maybe two, before he decided it was time to follow Alex and made his way to the bathroom and inside of it.
First, he couldn't see nor hear Alex, but then there were sounds coming from one of the stalls.
"Alex?" He said aloud, waiting for a reply, which came only a few seconds later.
"Go away. I don't want you to see me like this..."
Lewis could hear that Alex was crying, even though he tried to hide it and it really broke something inside of him to know that Alex was suffering that much.
"The hell I will..." he replied, moving towards the last stall and pushing the door open. Alex was sitting on the floor, his eyes were red and there were still tears shimmering in them.
"Please go..." Alex repeated again, but instead, Lewis bent down and placed a hand on one of his arms.
"No!" He sat down next to him, pulling him into his arms. He felt Alex resistance for a moment, but then Alex sank against his chest, clinging to his shirt.
Gently, Lewis started stroking his back, trying to calm him down, but he knew it would take a while. It hurt a lot to see Alex like that and he rather wanted to cry with him, let out all his pain, but he had that moment in his office when he was alone. Now he needed to be there for Alex. Now Alex needed him. He was an Avery, and he needed to be strong.
"Sssht... I'm here, baby..." he whispered in Alex' ear, trying to comfort him, holding him close to his body. "It's gonna be okay..."
"No, it's not..." Alex sobbed. "He said that... if you... or me... ever show up in his office again he's going to Hunt to get us both suspended... I... I just don't understand how it could have gotten that bad. I just wanted to help him, Lewis, but I fucked it up even more."
"It's really not your fault, Alex..." Lewis said calmly, trying to get through to him.
"Yes, it is... I made it so much worse... I should have listened to you..." Alex gave back.
"Stop it, Alex... please stop," Lewis replied, grabbing Alex' face and making him look at him. Gently, he wiped away some tears, leaning forward and capturing his lips in a tender kiss.
"This is not your fault... and this wasn't my brother talking, it was the drugs..." He leaned his forehead against Alex. "If it's on someone, then it's on me... if anyone should know that, it's you..."
"But... I know you didn't mean for him to take drugs again..." Alex said, and it meant a lot to him that Alex still thought that high of him.
"No, I didn't... but it was my doing that put him in such a bad place... if it wasn't for me or Michael, he wouldn't be that bad off right now." Lewis replied, still feeling guilty as hell. If this got any worse, he would never forgive himself. He was the one that did that to Jackson, but he seriously never expected him to crash like that. He should have known better. He knew his past, and still he had done all those ugly things to him.
"You were hurt, Lewis," Alex defended him, and Lewis couldn't help the smile crossing his lips.
"That doesn't excuse anything I did..." Lewis gave back. "I really can't believe it, Alex... you know I'm a bad person and yet you're here, looking into my eyes with so much love and defending all the ugly things I did... I... I don't think I deserve this..."
"You made mistakes... you're not perfect, but neither am I... no one is... we both made mistakes we're not proud of... but that doesn't mean you're a bad person..." Alex said, gently touching Lewis' face.
"You're not a bad person either..." Lewis replied, pulling Alex close again.
"So what now?" Alex asked after a while, looking up into Lewis' eyes.
"I... I don't know... At this point, I don't think it's up to us anymore. We're really not able to help him anymore... he shuts us out and he doesn't even want us to be near him anymore..." Lewis felt a deep sadness rise within him, and there was something else. Concern. Concern and fear. Fear of losing Jackson again when he kind of just found him again. When he just found out that he wanted back his little brother, but maybe it was already too late for that. Maybe there was no way back to being brothers again for him and Jackson.
"So what? We're just standing there and watch him go down? I don't think I can do that, Lewis... He's still my friend and I love him." Alex gave back.
"I know... and so do I... but right now there is no way for us to make him see that... he's way to invested in the drug already... we can't help him... but I probably know someone who can..." Lewis replied calmly. "He helped him once... maybe he can do it again. He might be the only one Jackson will listen to."
"Who?" Alex asked, tilting his head.
Nervously, Lewis bit his lower lip. "Tyler..." He blurted out, avoiding Alex gaze.
"Tyler? As your ex-fiancee Tyler?" Alex wanted to know, and Lewis could literally feel Alex look at him.
He nodded slowly. "Yeah..." he replied. "I... I already told you that this is not the first time Jackson is using... and the last time he did it was Tyler who pulled him out of it...
"Okay... so... can you call him?" Alex asked, taking Lewis totally by surprise with this question.
It took a couple of seconds until he was able to look at Alex again. "In fact... I already did..." he admitted.
Alex tilted his head again. "When?"
"Right after Jackson pushed me against his shelf... I... I just didn't know what to do anymore... and he's the only one that came to my mind... the only one I know Jackson trusts enough to maybe open up to..." Lewis explained.
"And... are you okay with it?" Alex wanted to know, grabbing one of Lewis' hands and caressing the back of it with his thumb.
"I guess..." Lewis replied, shrugging. "I mean... it's... it's been a while... I haven't seen him in years..."
"And yet he's the one you called..." Alex smiled. "You still love him, don't you?"
"I... no... I mean..." Lewis hurriedly replied. "We're long over... and even if he calls me back, it's all about Jackson, not about me..."
"That's not what I asked," Alex gave back with an honest look on his face. "And if you do, I totally understand... I mean, he was... is the love of your life... and that you still have his number after all those years... says a lot, don't you think?"
"Maybe," Lewis admitted. "But it doesn't change a thing... even if that's true... which I don't say it is... it won't make me fall back into his arms just because he helps Jackson or something like that... I'm with you, and even though I'm not in love with you, I genuinely love you and care for you... and I wanna be with you, because I'm happy..."
Grinning, Alex leaned forward, capturing Lewis' lips with his own. "That's probably the most romantic thing you ever said to me..."
"Don't tell anyone, that would totally screw my reputation..." Lewis answered, responding to the kiss immediately.
"What do you say we get out of here and make the best out of this messed up day?"
"Do you have anything in mind?" Alex asked, causing Lewis to chuckle.
"Yeah... maybe..." He leaned forward, capturing Alex' earlobe between his teeth for a second, causing Alex to hiss.
"I wanna take you out of here... and then I wanna go to a cheap motel with you... we've never done that before..." he whispered into his ear. "We've done the luxury stuff... now I wanna do the opposite... just let's get out of Seattle and find some cheap sleazy hotel... where we annoy whoever is in the rooms next to us, because we're going to make hot, passionate love the whole night... I need to get that tension out of my body... I need to relax... you're with me?"
"Cheap and sleazy? Really, Lewis?" Alex laughed, and Lewis was happy that it was him to bring that out of him. To make him feel better, even though they were still sitting in the toilet stall. "I thought you were all for luxury and expensive things..."
"I am... but sometimes I just need something different... something that feels dirty and forbidden..." Lewis explained.
Another chuckle followed. "And an expensive hotel isn't?"
"Not really... not in the way I want it so be..." Lewis said.
"You're full of surprises, Lewis... I like that..." Alex got to his feet, reaching out for Lewis' hand, and Lewis grabbed it and let him pull him to his feet as well.
"So that means we're doing it?" he asked, placing his arms around Alex' waist and leaning forward, rubbing the tip of his nose against Alex'. He just wanted to forget about everything for a couple of hours. Needed to forget, and he had a feeling Alex felt the same. He needed to get out of Seattle, and he needed to do so with Alex. If Alex would come along, that was.
Alex Karev POV:
Alex needed this. He needed Lewis and him alone with the world completely forgotten.
The day had been one of the worst Alex had experienced in a long time and that was quite a feat since Alex had experienced a lot of candidates for that title over the past few weeks.
Being with Lewis made Alex...sane. His worry over April and the baby, his falling out with Meredith, and Jackson slipping further and further away from all of them was taking it's toll on Alex.
After he and Jackson's last argument something had just broken inside of Alex. The snap was definitive and brutal. When Lewis had found him in the restroom Alex had felt humiliated, but once again Lewis proved why he was such an important part of Alex's life.
They had found a motel, even one just off the interstate that made Alex laugh and commend Lewis on his dedication to this idea. They both wanted cheap and sleazy, but they were doctors and cleanliness still had to be a priority.
The room had one medium sized bed, a television that still sat on a metal stand, and a bathroom that sat off to the right.
"It's perfect" Alex said once he stepped in and took a look around the small quarters.
"No, you're perfect" Lewis said as he saddled up behind him and grabbed him around the waist to kiss his neck.
Placing his hands on top of Lewis' Alex let his head fall back and closed his eyes. He had no idea how much he needed this and feeling the warmth of Lewis' body was already stirring lust in his body.
Beginning to walk to the bed Lewis pushed him to the edge then turned the man around to kiss him. Tilting his head to the side Alex opened his mouth and welcomed Lewis tongue wrapping his own one around the man's.
Lewis moved his hand to Alex's waist and pulled his hips against Lewis' own.
Breaking away Alex looked at Lewis' blue eyes and they were so easy to get lost in that Alex had to concentrate to keep himself focused.
"How are we going to do this?" Lewis asked, his lips full and shiny and begging for Alex to kiss them once again.
"I want you to fuck me" Alex said as he kissed Lewis' jaw "I want you to spread me open and take me apart"
Lewis smiled widely at him "Fuck, you know just what to say to get me going"
"I'm a poet" Alex chuckled then pushing him down on the bed Lewis fell on top of Alex before kissing him again. Starting on his lips Lewis travelled across to Alex's right cheek as he started on undoing the man's pants. Moving from his cheek Lewis went to the man's throat and dipped his tongue in the hollow of Alex's Adam apple. Getting his pants unbuttoned Lewis pulled down his zipper. Then moving down Alex's body Lewis got on his knees in front of Alex and pulling his pants down Lewis let them settle at Alex's ankles. Then looking at the light blue boxers Lewis could see Alex's cock straining against the fabric.
"Somebody's excited" Lewis said with a grin.
"You always make me excited" Alex told him.
Moving in Lewis mouthed Alex's cock through the fabric and feeling it twitch Lewis ran his tongue over the length. Alex placed his palms on either side of the bed and threw his head back.
"Lewis" he whispered.
Reaching his fingers inside the waistband of Alex's boxers he pulled them down slowly and once Alex's erection was free it sprang out. Rigid and hard, wanting nothing more than to find the white hot blinding pleasure that came from the heat of being inside the wetness of Lewis' mouth.
Lewis started by kissing the head of Alex's cock and stuck his tongue into the slit. Sending an erotic shiver through Alex's body that made him grip the sheets and bunch them within his hands. Then licking the underside of Alex's cock he wrapped his tongue around the heated flesh before pulling back then pulling the appendage into his mouth fully Alex bucked up with a harshly cry and put his hands on Lewis' shoulders.
Easing back off Lewis let just the head of Alex's erection remain between his lips for a second before taking him back in. With each thrust downward Lewis got more and more of the cock into his mouth until finally his nose was nestled in Alex's pubic hair.
"Please, Lewis" Alex begged.
Pulling back once again Lewis looked up at him "What do you want?" he asked Alex.
"You...anything...everything"
"Turn around" Lewis commanded and without hesitation Alex stood and put his back to Lewis. Kicking off his shoes Alex bent over, making sure to put his ass in the air as high as possible and right in Lewis' face. Leaning further up the bed Alex looked behind him at Lewis who was licking his lips.
"See something you like?" he asked and Lewis laughed.
"You fucking tease" Lewis chuckled.
"Wanna give me a hand?" Alex queried and lifting up Alex's left foot he removed the pants and boxers and then did the same thing to the right leg.
Once Alex was free of the binding material Lewis placed his hands on Alex's waist again and pulled the man back. Kissing the fatty flesh of Alex's butt cheek he gave a small bite to both orbs and got a hiss of pleasure from Alex. Spreading apart Alex's cheeks Lewis looked at the pink opening and going in he ran his tongue over it and Alex wagged his ass in appreciation.
Sticking his tongue into the opening Alex gasped and the sound only served to make Lewis harder. The tip of Lewis' tongue darted in and out with a steady rhythm and then pulling back he stuck his index finger in and curved it slightly. After a minute or two Lewis stuck in a second finger "Put your legs further apart and make yourself wide for me, baby" Lewis told him and Alex did so immediately. With the wider opening Lewis could stick in a third finger and moving it in and out Alex started to grind against them telling Lewis that he was ready.
Standing up Lewis stood behind Alex and rubbed his crotch against the man's backside. Undoing his button he quickly undid his zipper.
"It's too bad we didn't bring a video camera" Lewis said as he took off his shoes "I'd love to be able watch you like this with a bowl of popcorn while your sucking my dick"
The dirty talk was making Alex dizzy with want. The image that Lewis put in his head was something he wanted to do.
After stepping out of his clothing he leaned over Alex and pulling the man's head back Lewis gave him another searing kiss. Reaching down he had grabbed his pants to fish out the condom he kept in his back pocket. He wasted no time in putting it on his cock as it stood straight and long.
Twitching with anticipation.
Feeling Lewis's cock at his opening Alex looked at him with a heated gaze "Fuck me, Lewis" he said and at the first push in Alex bit his lips. Outwitting the pain as he waited for the pleasure to take over. Once Lewis was halfway in he asked Alex if he was okay and nodding his head Alex pushed back and got more of the man's cock inside of him and this time it was Lewis who had the gasp of pleasure.
Unable to hold back any longer Lewis buried himself inside Alex and started a rhythm that was causing Alex to bounce forward with every thrust.
"Just like that" Alex said "tear me apart" and feeling Lewis increase his speed Alex let his head fall on the bed and at the feeling of Lewis hitting his prostate stars exploded behind his eyes and in that moment the world completely fell away and the only thing that remained was he, Lewis, and this glorious feeling that was taking over his body.
Lewis began ramming into him and placing one arm around Alex's chest he pulled the man up as he spit into the palm of his other hand and wrapped it around Alex's cock and stroked it in time with his thrusts.
"Lewis" Alex pleaded as he turned his head and pulled Lewis down for a kiss. As Lewis moved up to a neck-breaking pace Alex felt his balls tighten signalling his release. Alex barely had time to say anything before he shot clear across the bed and just for a moment Alex felt as if he would black out.
Once Lewis had completely drained Alex he pushed the man down on the bed "Now it's time for me to tear that ass apart" Lewis told Alex and hammered into him once more.
Alex always secretly loved this part. After his orgasm his body was used to give Lewis as much pleasure as possible. It made him feel euphoric.
After another two minutes Alex heard Lewis' breaths start to hitch and moving his ass back again he felt Lewis dig his nails into Alex's side. Tomorrow Alex would be able to see and touch the crescent moon shaped marks and remember this experience and he couldn't wait.
"Alex.. I'm about-" Lewis said and before he could finish he ejaculated and it was so strong that Alex could feel it, even with the condom.
Twenty minutes later, and a quick wash later, Alex was spooning with Lewis.
"I love you" Alex said as he kissed the back of Lewis neck.
"Love you too" Lewis whispered as he felt his eyes become heavy "thank you for this, Alex"
"No, thank you" Alex told him and with a smile Lewis closed his eyes and less than a minute later Alex could hear the steady breathing that told him that Lewis had slumbered off.
Alex looked down at the decreasing welt and the pain of the day still felt fresh. Leaning down Alex lightly kissed the bruise and Lewis moved involuntarily in his sleep.
"I'm going to fix this" Alex said "I'm going to bring Jackson back to us and fix you two, I promise" and putting his hand around Lewis' waist he pulled him close and laid his head atop Lewis'
There was so much that Alex had lost in his life. His family, Rebecca, Izzie, April, and he wasn't going to lose Jackson too. The man might be hating he and Lewis right now, but that wouldn't stop him.
If this Tyler person was Lewis' main hope then Alex was going to do everything in his power to make sure the guy lived up to Lewis' expectations.
Lewis Avery POV:
When Lewis woke up the next morning, he felt well rested and really relaxed. And good. Coming here had been a really good idea, even though he felt a bit egoistic for even doing it. Running away like that. But he knew Alex had needed that, too. Alex had needed that as much as he did after all that had happened. To come down again.
He lifted his head, looking down at Alex' still sleeping figure and cuddled into him, feeling something hard touching his leg.
A huge grin formed on his lips and he slowly and as careful as possible and hustled Alex off his body so he was laying on his back, and pushed the covers down.
God, Alex was beautiful, so fucking beautiful. His tanned skin, his muscular chest, his abs, his ribs that moved up and down underneath Alex' steady breathing. Lewis could have stared at him for hours, if he hadn't had something else in mind.
It turned Lewis on so much, seeing Alex like that, with a hard-on he didn't even know about. Maybe he was dreaming, maybe not, but he definitely looked satisfied, almost peaceful. But Lewis didn't plan for him to stay that way.
He wanted to hear him moan, he wanted to see him curl underneath him and he wanted him to beg for Lewis to do something. Anything.
He pushed down the blankets even further and crawled in between Alex' legs, gently pushing them apart, before he leaned down, starting to kiss Alex' chest.
Licking one of his nipples, he already felt Alex move, but when he looked up, he saw that he was still asleep. So he moved downwards slowly, taking his time with kissing every inch of Alex' beautiful body, even the marks he left last night that made Alex look even better. Like he was his, and somehow he was.
Lewis didn't even know when it happened. When they had slipped from being casual fuck buddies to something like a real relationship.
He hadn't had something like that since Tyler. Never even wanted to be in a relationship again. Never wanted to be exclusive. He wanted to be free and enjoy his life, but with Alex everything felt so good. He didn't need sex with anyone else. He was happy with how they were.
Shaking away his thoughts, he decided it was time to go on with his plan and take care of Alex again.
He lifted his head just above Alex' stiff member and put his hand around it, gently pushing back the foreskin and baring his glans. God, how he loved to just look at Alex' cock like that, and he felt a familiar heat rise inside of his stomach.
For a second he just enjoyed the view, but then he let his tongue dart out and lick over the slit, before taking it in his mouth and licking at it enjoying the taste of Alex' cock on his tongue.
He noticed Alex' breathing hitch but he hadn't awoken. Not yet, that was. Lewis wasn't about to let him get away without waking up, so he decided to increase his efforts, starting to move his head up and down, until he was swallowing him whole, nestling his nose in his pubic hair again. Just like last night.
Watching Alex, he saw his eyes fly open and stare at him, half surprised, half shocked, rearing up and then falling back onto the mattress, letting out a low moan.
"Lewis... what... what are... are you doing?" he stammered, grabbing the sheets, when Lewis started to suck on his dick.
A grin formed on his lips and he drew back just enough to be able to speak.
"What do you think I'm doing? What does it look like?" he teased him. "I'm waking up my hot and sexy boyfriend, because I wanna have sex with him."
"You wanna have sex?" Alex laughed. "And here I thought this was all for me..."
"Where's the fun in that?" Lewis wanted to know, sliding upwards, so he could look Alex in the eye and was also able to kiss him.
"Good morning, by the way..." He leaned down and captured Alex' lips with his own, letting Alex feel his own taste that was still lingering on Lewis' tongue.
"Good morning..." Alex murmured in the kiss, looping his arms around Lewis' neck and pulling him onto him, so he could put his legs around Lewis' hips and grind upwards.
"Oh God..." Lewis hissed, letting his head fall into his neck and taking in a deep breath. He had been hard before, but he was getting that much harder with every second their cocks were touching.
At first he hadwanted to do this for Alex, only for him, but Alex just drove him crazy, and he needed to have him. To feel him inside of him. He needed to forget about the world outside this hotel room just for a little longer. Reality would catch up with them soon enough and he wanted to enjoy that as long as possible.
"Oh Baby..." he whispered into Alex' ear, nibbling at his earlobe. "I'm rock hard just for you... look what you're doing to me..." He grabbed one of Alex' hands, moving it downwards between their bodies and to his cock. "Feel that?"
"Oh yeah..." Alex replied. "I love it when you're about to lose control like that... when you just can't resist me..."
"I could never resist you," Lewis gave back. "And I need you to be inside of me... I need you to fill me up and give me that pretty cock of yours and fuck me senseless. I want to have it all... I want to ride you and I want to be on all fours letting you control me from behind... and then I want to lay on my back while you finish with me... I want to see your face when you fall apart and I want you to see my face when I shoot my cum between our bodies... you think you can help me with that?"
Watching Alex swallow hard, Lewis knew he had him exactly where he wanted him, and he loved it. Loved to turn him on like that with only words.
"Oh Lewis... please... please stop talking like that or I'm gonna come without you even touching me... you have no idea how much it turns me on to hear you say things like that... and to imagine doing all of this with you," Alex admitted, and it made Lewis so proud, that he had such an effect on Alex.
Especially considering the fact that before him Alex had never slept with any other guy, and maybe would never sleep with anyone else besides him.
Lewis turned them around so he was on his back and Alex was right above him and now it was on him to put his legs around Alex' waist, making him feel his erection.
He felt Alex' lips on his own and then one of Alex' hands moved down, grabbing his cock and pumping it for a moment, before he went down further and started playing with Lewis' hole.
"You have lube here somewhere?" he asked, while teasing it with the tip of his finger.
"No... but the condoms are extra lubed... it's gonna work like that..." Lewis tried to calm him down. Alex didn't look very convinced, though.
"You sure?"
A grin appeared on Lewis' lips. "You want me to show you? Prepare myself?"
"Fuck..." Alex hissed. "Only the imagination..."
"Really? Turns you on, huh?" Lewis asked, even though he knew the answer already.
"You have no idea..." Alex gave back and that was all Lewis needed to hear. He gave Alex a gentle push, so he was landing on his back and he crawled onto him, kneeling directly over him. He moved one of his hands to his lips and sucked in two of his fingers, wetting them with his saliva, before moving them down.
He could literally feel Alex look at him and spread his legs further apart, so Alex had a better angle watching him.
Slowly, he touched his hole and then he pressed in both of his fingers at once, feeling a familiar pain, but this burn turned him on even more, so he didn't even waste any time and started moving his fingers, thrusting inside of himself.
"Fuck, Lewis..." Alex breathed out. "Have you any idea how sexy you are right now?"
"Just as sexy as you would look doing that..." Lewis gave back, scissoring his fingers and trying to find his prostate, but from his angle it wasn't this easy. Still, he knew his body well enough, so after a couple of seconds, he let out a loud moan, feeling himself tensing around his fingers. He hadn't prepared himself in a while, but seeing Alex with such lust in his eyes was so worth it.
It didn't take him long to insert a third finger and open up enough so he was ready to welcome Alex cock, so he looked down at him, licking his lips. "Ready for the ride, baby?"
"You're so, so dirty..." Alex commented, causing Lewis to grin at him.
"And you love me just that way, don't you?" he replied, looking around for his jeans in which he had stored some condoms before they came here, because he knew they would need them eventually.
"Damn right..." Alex leaned upwards, capturing Lewis' lips. "Nightstand..." He whispered. "I've put them all there last night before we took a shower, just in case we might get horny again before we leave."
"That's my boy..." Lewis smiled, reaching out to the drawer and taking out one of the condoms, opening the wrapper and putting it onto Alex' cock with his skilled fingers, before he positioned himself right above it and grabbed it, to bring it to his hole and then he sank down with one slow move, causing Alex to let out an ecstatic cry of pleasure.
"You like that, baby?" Lewis asked breathlessly, just enjoying the feeling of Alex filling him completely before he started moving on him, getting up just a little bit to sink down even harder than the first time.
"I love it... I love you..." Alex replied, capturing Lewis in another kiss and grabbing his hard member almost the same time and starting to pump it.
That was the perfect way to start a morning and Lewis could really get used to it. To all of this, because it was just really nice to have someone to start the day with.
After a relaxing shower and Lewis paying for the room, Alex and he were just about to leave when he grabbed him and pulled him in his arms for a moment.
"This was... really nice... I could get used to it..." he sad quietly.
"What? A sleazy, cheap motel room?" Alex joked, but Lewis shook his head, touching Alex' face and getting serious again.
"No, silly. I meant us..." he replied.
An honest smile appeared on Alex' lips. "I know..." His arms were around Lewis waist and he pulled him even closer, getting a serious look on his face.
"You think this Tyler guy is really calling you back?"
"I seriously hope so... Alex, I don't know what else to do..." Lewis admitted. "He's like my last hope... I wouldn't know who else to turn to and I know Jackson still trusts Tyler... it just has to work out..."
Alex didn't look very convinced, though. "And what if not? I... I don't wanna lose him. I can't lose him... I've already lost way too many people in my life... I... I don't think I'll survive if something bad happens to him..."
"Me neither..." Lewis agreed. "But we'll figure something out, okay? If the worst case happens and Tyler hasn't gotten back to me in a week, we'll find another way to help Jackson... to make him see how much we love him... Okay?"
"Okay..." Alex replied and another smile appeared on Alex' lips.
"No matter what happens, we're in this together... You're not alone," Lewis replied, leaning forward and kissing him.
"Neither are you," Alex gave back, responding to the kiss and hugging Lewis close afterwards.
In his arms Lewis felt so safe and secure and he just knew they would get through this if they just stayed together. With Alex by his side he could overcome everything, even the possible fallout with Michael. If Michael didn't back off soon, Lewis had to have a serious talk with him. He wasn't very eager to do this, and he even was a little afraid to lose Michael because of it, but he had already messed up way too much. This one time he had to make the right decision. For Jackson, if that really became neccessary.