Thankyou to everyone who is supporting me with continuing this story and for your reviews on who you want Ana to end up with. Now some of you are going to be disappointed but I have done majority rules on this and most of you wanted her HEA to be with Christian. Of course it's not going to happen straight away look how fucked up they both are. Question is now do you want CG around for the births or for Ana to come back into his life after the babies are born? Please review and let me know.

ANA POV

I have now been Australia for a few months. I am loving the peace and quiet. My dad has been a god sent to me and I have even picked up a little bit of work. There are not many opportunities in this small town though I contacted the local newspaper and have been proof reading articles for them. They publish their paper 3 days a week so it gives me something little to do to keep me busy. I have also taken up aqua aerobics although coming into the colder months I don't know how I will do this as the pool will be closed. I have starting writing my own novel so that will be my focus in the winter. It can get into the minus in winter. Lucky Ray has been out and chopped us some wood. We are definitely going to need it. Today is the day I have decided to send the Grey family my letters I am now 5 months pregnant. I am so huge it's unbelievable. I say give me a month and I probably won't be able to get up. The disadvantage about being in a small country town is that I won't be able to deliver here. I either have to drive an hour away or head to Sydney, which I think is where I will end up going. They have two children hospitals there to choose from, Westmead and Nepean which both specialise in top notch care for babies and that is all I want is the best for them. I have had my 20 week check though decided that I didn't want to know what I was having, although I did see what I thought looked to be a penis on one of the babies, the specialist just laughed and said I'll leave it up to you to determine that.

I read back through my letters and have sent Christian, Grace, Carrick Mia and Elliot. Pregnancy photos as well as an update that I am going ok.

My letter to Christian

Dear Christian

I am glad you are respecting my wishes not to find me because I am sure that if you got on your securities back they would find me in a heartbeat. I just want to let you know that I am doing really well. I'm in a small country town where I have been reading some articles for the local newspaper, doing some aqua aerobics and I have also begun writing my own novel. It is so quiet and peaceful here and it has really given me time to reflect on our relationship and think about what I want. I want to apologise for leaving the way that I did though given the time to think on this I wouldn't change what I have done. I was so right in that last letter I wrote to you we are toxic for each other. I love you with all of my heart Christian but I realised that love is just simply not enough. I guess what I am saying is that you are free to do what you want with your life. If its subs that you want then you are free to do that and I won't stand in your way. All I want is for you to be happy, I love you enough to let you go. You will always be in my heart Christian. And well in case you decide that subs aren't what you want I have included some pictures of the babies for you to have a look and also my return address. I realise that this is probably a stupid move though let me tell you that you will not come to me. If you do I will run again and never give you the leeway to contact me. I am simply doing this so that you can tell me what you want to do with your life. If you have moved on please just tell me so that I can forget about you. If you want to stay in touch for the babies sake let me know. The address is simply for you to write back to me, and to be honest. At this point in time that's all I ask of you. I am going to go now but please think about what I have said and respect my wishes.

All my love Ana

To Carrick, Grace and Mia

I am really sorry for running away like I did and I will never be able to apologise enough to you all. There were a lot of factors going on in my life and my justification is that if I didn't get away you wouldn't have three beautiful grandchildren, nieces/nephews in a few months' time. Because I can guarantee that if I had stayed I would have lost either one, two or all of those babies and I couldn't do that. I want you to know that I am happy, safe and comfortable where I am. I have included some pictures of the babies at my ultrasounds for you to have a look at and also the video from the latest ultrasound. See if you can pick the sexes. I don't know how much you know about what has gone down but I admit to doing wrong and I needed to get away to fix myself. All I am going to say is that I betrayed Christian I am not going to say who with, that is not my place to tell or even if you know already though I am deeply sorry that I have hurt your family with my horrendous actions. I was selfish and was simply looking for comfort and love with someone else instead of trying to fix things with Christian. I hope that you aren't too disappointed in me for running away and I hope one day you can forgive me. Though please understand that I had to do what was best for my babies and this was it. To be honest Christian and I had a very toxic relationship it may not have looked like it but it was. I promise that I will keep in touch.

All my Love Ana

To Elliot

I know you are probably so disappointed in my for running and I know that if I told you where I was going you would be there for me in a heartbeat. That's what I love about you, you were my comfort, my shoulder to cry on, my best friend. I will never to be able to repay you back for all you have done for me EL. Though one thing I can do is let you go. I love you though the love I have for you is not fair to you. I have that all-consuming love for your brother and I wish it was for you though it isn't. I know you love me too Elliot so that is why I am asking you to let me go and I will also let you go. You deserve to find someone who is your 'all consuming' love. I am your best friend love and you are mine I can count on you and I know that you will always be there for me but there is someone out there who will love you like you deserve to be loved and you deserve that and more Elliot. If these babies end up being yours then we will talk about how we are going to deal with all of that. But don't turn your back on love that is all I ask of you. Find your soul mate and live happy. You know what mine and your brother's relationship was like and that is why I had to get away, I couldn't risk loosing these babies. They are my biggest priority now. I just want you to know that I am happy here and I am doing so well and so are the babies. Please take care of yourself El and I promise that I will keep in touch

All my love Ana

So there you have it, her letters to the Grey family, what did you think? I will do a bit of CG next to let us know what he is up to. Do you want him on the straight and narrow ie sorting out his shit. Would you like to see Elliot meet the love of his life? Do you want it be Kate or someone else? And let me know about the birth and what you would like to see happen. Just Ray there, CG or the whole Grey Family?