It was 3am and 5 hous into there 12 hour flight back to the uk, Zoe watched fletch, charlie, tess and max fall aleep but zoe knew that there was no chance of her going asleep on this flight unless she clasped from exausture. Zoe just stared out the window and into the deep dark night which would slowly turn to day light as she got closer to wales, where is nick right now? Thought zoe to herself, she knew that nick was dead and that him and her werent very religious but that wouldnt stop her thinking the only thing that did was when a wave of nausea came over her and zoe ran to the toilets where she was sick. Zoe wiped her mouth and walked back to her seat, all 5 of them were in first class again and there was nobody else there so all 5 of them were spread out so that they could go to sleep, tess looked at zoe and knew what had just happened.

"you better get used to it" said tess

"I know" said zoe lying back

"max is gonna notice sooner than later" said tess

"shhhhhh" said Zoe "he is right over there"

"sorry" whispered tess to zoe

Zoe went into her bag and saw the photo album max had give her and smiled knowing that the photo album wouldnt take her mind off nick but might stop her blankly staring out the window.

"whats that" said tess coming over and sitting beside zoe

"max gave me it" said zoe "its a photo album of nick"

Tess smiled when she saw the cover which was a pictute of nick and zoe but not anyone it was the famous one taken outside the ED the day they got engaged, it sounds funny to say that its famous but it had been one seen by the whole hospital when they had found out that the perfect couple had broken up.

"can I see" said tess

"sure" said Zoe

Tess opened the book and the first picture inside was a copy of the front cover, tess looked at all the pictures old and new and nearly found herself in tears, then tess passed the book back to zoe.

"get some sleep" said tess "its not good for you know who if you dont sleep"

"I surpose" said Zoe

Tess walked back to her chair and got back to sleep where as zoe just stared out the window for the remaining 6 hours out of 7. An hous before the flight was due to land everyone woke up although zoe was still staring out the window.

"zoe you coming to get ready" said tess

"oh em yea" said zoe standing up

30 minutes later everyone was ready and it was 30 minutes to the plane was due to land.

"crap" said max

"what" said fletch

"none of the hospital know about nick" said max

"right once we get home and leave are suit cases off we have to go to the hospital" said charlie

Everyone agreed and sat in scilence to the plane landed all with the same depressed look on there faces, they all got out of the plane to be met by a rainey Wales.

"home sweet home" said max

"well at least the weather matches are moods" said Zoe

They all collected there luggage and made there way to the exits and once again zoe and tess went to the toilets as tess had to talk to zoe alone.

"dont take an hour like last time" said charlie

Tess and zoe just laughed, and tess smiled as it was the first time zoe had laughed since nick and probably the first time since he died that she hasnt thought of him just for a moment.

"god I look awful" said zoe looking in the mirror

"you didnt sleep" said tess

zoe shook her head and took some makeup out of her bag and applied it under her eyes.