(Time Setting: final year of high school.)
(Point of View: Kouji)
We had been kissing for awhile before my twin brother pushed me back slightly. I blinked my eyes open as our mouths were no longer one, his hands resting on my shoulders from were they had pushed me back slightly.
"Ever think about sex?", Kouichi asked me as innocently as he always spoke. It was as if there were nothing dirty to it at all!
"W-What?!", I stammered out, feeling my cheeks becoming far more red than they had been.
My body was already laying over Kouichi's own as we had been making out so very heatedly, but sex had never entered my mind! Hearing that sweet giggle now coming forth from that matching form only made me blush more, though a small frown was now added. What was he giggling for?
"Kazu-kun mentioned how he finally had sex with his girlfriend and asked me if I had slept with mine.", Kouichi said playfully, giggling alittle more at me being implied as his girlfriend.
"... And who said you'd get to be on top?", I growled, looking to the side as this was such an awkward converstation to have, specially in such a close position.
Though as awkward as it was, I wasn't about to let Kouichi be the pitcher in this relationship. Just because he was older than me by a few minutes didn't mean he got to be on top!
"Girls can be on top... Ah... Right?", he asked me with that adorable confused expression, tilting his head to the side.
To be honest, we both didn't seem to know. Hell if I knew! I had never been with a girl nor did I ever research such a thing!
"... I'm not a-", I had started to object as I tried to not turn redder at the sight of my brother's cute expression, but I was cut off from my words by a matching pair of lips covering mine in a sweet kiss.
A few seconds passed after I closed my eyes and the kiss was just as suddenly broken as it had occurred.
"I want you to be on top.", Kouichi said gently with his smile shining bright.
"...Why?" , I found myself asking. Was it not the goal to be on top?
"Because... You make me feel safe... I know you won't hurt me...", he whispered as if it were something so heartfelt that it might break if said any louder.
I stared at him for a moment, noticing right away that guilty look in his eyes. That same look he always gave when feeling guilty about what he had done as Duskmon. As if he was still making up for it after all this time.
"... I won't ever hurt you... But I already forgave you for what happened in the Digital World so why are you giving me that look?", I asked in a lower tone after stating an obvious fact softly.
I had forgiven him years ago yet he still gave me that look. I never blamed him in the first place! I had only said I forgave him so he would stop with this very same look! I didn't want him to keep blaming himself for something that wasn't his fault at all. It was a handful of other people's fault before his. Even I would take the blame before handing any to him!
"I...", Kouichi sighed and looked to the side with such a sad look for such cute features, "...Sorry..."
"... I love you, Kouichi...", I said gently after awhile, knowing that always cheered my twin up right away.
Indeed it did cheer him up, since right away he turned and smiled at me.
"I love you too, Kouji."
He wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled my head back to his, kissing me deeply once more. We would have to continue this sex converstation later...