Okay so this one is not actually the one I mentioned having planned in the last chapter. This was a rather... spur of the moment writing. And as for the song, if you actually go and listen to the songs I mention or look at the lyrics, this one is pretty lose inspiration compared to most of my other ones. So yeah... have some spur of the moment smut that I hope is not horrible.
Checkmark by The Academy Is...
"Hey Axel?"
The voice was answered by a grunt as the person attached to the name didn't feel like putting forth the effort to actually answer.
"You've had sex, right?"
Axel scoffed. "Of course I have, and you know that. I told you the next morning. Just like you told me after your first time." He answered like it was the most obvious thing in the world and he couldn't understand why he was being asked.
"Do you think about sex much?"
"I'm seventeen, Rox. What do you think? And it's not exactly easy to find one night stands in high school."
Roxas chuckled from his place on the floor, not far from where Axel was sprawled out on his bed. "You could put forth some effort and get a girlfriend."
"First off, I could say the same thing about you. Second of all, all the girls at our school are super clingy and shit. I can't deal with that." Axel groaned, rolling over on his bed.
"You are the laziest piece of human flesh I have ever had the displeasure of meeting." Roxas laughed.
It was quiet for a while again, the two simply laying in silence.
Roxas bit his lip, trying to decide if he should ask his next question. He reminded himself that this was Axel, the guy he had grown up with, whom he told everything to, as girly as that might have sounded. They shared everything and never judged each other.
"Have you ever-" He cut himself off, biting his lip.
"Spit it out Rox, you know I don't care what you have to ask."
"Have you ever thought about a guy… that way?" Roxas asked quietly.
"Like, have I ever thought about fucking a guy?" Axel clarified. He continued to stare at the ceiling, which Roxas appreciated because he wasn't sure if he could handle Axel looking at him while he asked these things.
"Yeah." He breathed.
"Not really, I guess." Axel said, shrugging although Roxas couldn't see.
"Oh," Roxas whispered again. "Are you thinking about it now?"
Axel chuckled. "Of course I am, how could I not be?"
"And what do you think?" Roxas hesitantly asked.
Axel let the idea roll around in his head. What did he think? "Eh, I wouldn't be completely opposed to it, with the right guy." Axel shrugged again, and Roxas let out the breath he had been holding as quietly as he could. "Hmm." Axel continued to muse. "Might actually be a good idea, you know? Unlike girls our age who pretty much all want to attach emotions to everything, it would be nice to just… have sex with someone who just wants to have sex."
Roxas made a quiet noise of agreement before they slipped back into silence for a while. Axel was curious why Roxas was asking so many questions, but he knew that Rox would eventually spit it out and tell him. Roxas took in a breath, signaling he was planning to say something and Axel knew it was probably an explanation for that twenty questions round.
"You wanna have sex?"
Well that wasn't what Axel was expecting. Have sex with Roxas? His best friend since birth? A guy? Someone he shared everything with, which he trusted with his life?
"Yeah."
They sat in silence for a while again, neither of them moving.
"If you were intending for us to have sex right now, you need to move because, if you hadn't noticed, I am the one on the bed, and I am not having sex on the floor." Axel informed the blond who had yet to move.
"Oh, right." Roxas said, slowly sitting up and looking over at Axel on the bed, who sat up as well. "Um…" Roxas fidgeted a bit, unsure if he should move or not. He never expected to get this far.
"Stop being a pussy Rox." Axel grumbled as he reached over to grab his best friends wrist, tugging him onto the bed and leaning over him. "The point of having sex with you was that you are a guy, not some girl who blushes and gets nervous and backs out."
Roxas narrowed his eyes at his friend for comparing him to a girl before he reached up to snatch Axel's collar, pulling him down roughly and mashing their faces together.
Kissing his best friend was… different. Axel hadn't expected Roxas to be this… well, good. Not that he really thought about how well his best friend kissed, but he never imagined Roxas would be rough and controlling like this. He gasped a little when Roxas ran a hand down Axel's back and a tongue invaded his mouth, taking advantage of the gasp. With a shove to his shoulder, Axel found himself suddenly on his back on the bed, Roxas now above him, easily dominating the kiss.
Roxas set to work exploring as much of his friend body as he could at the moment. His tongue discovered every inch of Axel's mouth, which his hands ran over smooth fabric and skin, feeling the wiry muscles underneath. Axel groaned a little while Roxas ran his hands down his sides, rubbing a thumb into the space below sharp hipbones.
Feeling Roxas explore seemed to wake Axel up and realize that he was practically letting Roxas dominate, and that was something Axel could not stand for. He quickly pushed Roxas over so he was on top once again, burying a hand in soft blond spikes, while the other slipped down a thin chest. He pulled away from Roxas finally as they each gasped for air, but quickly moved to suck and bite at the neck before him. Roxas groaned low in his throat as he continued to run his hands over Axel's torso. Before long he seemed to be sick of the fabric separating him from Axel's bare skin. With some awkward movements and almost bashing their foreheads together, they managed to get both of their shirts off, letting them each run hands over bare flesh.
Finally Roxas was no longer satisfied with what they were doing. Sure, Axel was pretty amazing at whatever he was doing to Roxas's neck, but it was getting to be not enough. He needed friction and much lower locations. Without a second thought, Roxas reached down and grabbed the front of Axel's pants, squeezing. It earned him a growling moan into his neck.
Axel pulled away, leaning on his arms bridging himself above his best friend. His normally sharp green eyes were half-lidded and dark, looking down into blue eyes in a similar condition. "So who's topping?" Axel whispered through harsh breaths.
They watched each other for a moment before each suddenly springing into action, both deciding that whoever managed to get a condom from the box they both knew could be found in the redhead's bedside table first would have the privilege of topping.
Unfortunately for Roxas, Axel had the advantage of position from the start and managed to grab a little square before Roxas could, holding it above his head like the Holy Grail and crying out in triumph. Roxas huffed and fell back on the bed, pouting a bit.
Axel grinned down at the pouting blond, "Come on Rox, they probably wouldn't fit you anyways." That earned him a fist in his shoulder.
"Just hurry the fuck up before I change my mind."
"Yeah yeah." Axel shook his head, reaching over for the bottle of lotion as well, leaving it and the condom on the bed beside him and Roxas for easy access, but first, he needed to get rid a bit more clothes. He quickly set to work on the blond's belt buckle, slipping it out of the loops on his form fitting jeans before throwing it somewhere behind him, ignoring the blond indignant squawk about chucking his favorite belt who knows where. He quickly removed his own belt to join it. Their jeans were not far behind and Axel was finally faced with the last piece of clothes.
Axel stared at the black fabric that was doing nothing to hide the blond's excitement from what they had been doing so far. This was the moment of truth. The moment they go from just best friends to… what exactly? Axel wasn't sure. But he was pretty sure "just best friends" didn't have sex. And despite how tempting it was, he knew the phrase "no homo" really had no affect. He was really about to have sex with his best friend. The blond haired, blue eyed, smart-ass boy he had grown up with. And for some reason, that didn't bother him at all.
"Staring is getting us nowhere, Axe." Roxas grumbled, although he had to admit to himself that he was afraid that Axel was about to back out. That now that Axel was faced with direct proof that Roxas was a guy and not a girl like he had always been with before, he would change his mind and run off.
"Shut your smart-ass mouth or I shut it for you." Axel grumbled before he leaned forward, once again bridging himself over his friend. Looking down into blue eyes again, Axel couldn't help but lean down and steal those surprisingly soft lips with his, distracting both Roxas and himself as he pulled down the blond's boxers and tossed them away like the rest of their clothes. He continued to explore the blond's mouth as he picked up the lotion bottle without looking, coating his fingers before reaching down and behind the blond.
Roxas cringed and pulled away from the kiss at the intrusion that was rather uncomfortable. "Sorry," Axel murmured into his skin and he pulled back so he could use his other hand as well, using it to take the erection in front of him and distract the blond from the strange feeling. He continued to run his own lips over any skin he could find while he listened to Roxas sigh.
To help distract himself even more, Roxas ran his fingers through silky red hair, feeling Axel practically purr against his skin. He knew that Axel loved when people ran their fingers through his hair. When a second finger joined the first, Roxas flinched as the pain became more than the pleasure, his fingers tightening in red locks. He could feel Axel's fingers moving, searching for something, and it was the weirdest thing he had ever felt, but that thought quickly left his mind when the fingers brushed against something that sent rough chills down his spine and a moan past his lips.
"Aha." Axle whispered, smirking to himself as he found that spot again, lightly petting it with a finger, causing Roxas to shiver almost violently.
"Fuck, Axe." Roxas groaned trying to blink the stars out of his eyes as Axel went back to stretching him while he was still distracted by the lasting pleasure. "Fuck, are you almost done?"
"Yeah," Axel mumbled, "I think we should be good now." He pulled away, much to the blond's disappointment. Quickly discarding his own boxers, he snatched the condom off the mattress while Roxas propped himself up on his elbows so he could see and didn't feel so… useless. When Axel ensured he had enough lotion coated over the condom he crawled back over Roxas, making him lay back down again. Without even thinking about it, he kissed the blond while they shifted together.
Roxas pulled away, squeezing his eyes together at the new feeling that Axel's fingers did not quite compare to. Granted, he knew it could have been much worse. Once Axel was all the way in, he paused to wait for Roxas to adjust to the new intrusion. He softly kissed the lips in front of him before moving to the neck, whispering soft nonsense into the skin. Finally, Roxas nodded his head and Axel pulled out slowly before pushing back in. Roxas groaned again, shifting his own hips.
Axel wasn't sure if he could breath anymore. Being inside Roxas was… amazing. He never expected it to feel this way. It was too good, too perfect. He almost couldn't control himself, but he had to or risk hurting Roxas along the way.
But Roxas was quickly getting impatient with this slow speed. He wanted more, needed more. More friction, more pressure, more speed. "Axel, faster." He was pretty sure he heard Axel sigh in relief as he complied, shifting a bit to make it easier as he pressed into the blond beneath him fast, harder. Roxas couldn't hold back the higher pitched moan when the shift caused Axel to brush against that wonderful bundle of nerves, bringing back the shivers that wracked his body.
"Roxas, Roxas, Roxas." Axel whispered into Roxas's shoulder where he had promptly buried his face, overwhelmed by the feeling.
"Ah, Axel." Roxas whined as the speed continued to increase.
Axel wasn't sure how much longer he could hold out. He wasn't expecting it to be this amazing. He brought one hand around to Roxas's front, taking hold of the erection there once more in order to bring the blond to where he was. He refused to finish without his best friend. He did his best the match the speed of his own thrusts, overwhelming Roxas with the feeling.
"Axel, I-" Roxas chocked back another moan, unable to finish his sentence.
"Ye-yeah." Axel nodded, still somehow understanding what Roxas was trying to say. He was vaguely aware of the sound of the shifting bed beneath them, but was too interested in the noises Roxas was making. He never knew his friends voice could sound so hot. Almost without warning he couldn't hold it any longer. With one last groan of his friends name he released, Roxas following right behind him.
Roxas had fallen back on the bed, trying to catch his breath, Axel still leaning over him, his arms shaking from exhaustion. Once he caught his breath enough, Axel pulled away from the blond and flopped to the side. They simply laid in silence for a while, letting their breath even out and the air cool around them. Eventually Roxas shivered from the now cold, so Axel reached to the floor beside the bed and pulled his huge blanket up and over them both. He would worry about the mess later.
"So…" Axel started, propping himself up on an elbow now that his heart had settled down, looking down at his best friend. "What was all that about anyways?"
Roxas sighed, looking away from the redhead. "I just-" He sighed again, looking back over at Axel before continuing. "Recently I keep looking at you and wondering what it would be like. I wanted to know if you thought about it too."
Axel watched Roxas's face as the blue eyes slipped closed, waiting for Axel to respond. He couldn't help himself from running fingers through the sweat damp, blond hair. "Well I honestly never thought about it before, but" Axel sighed, "I don't think I will ever be able to get it off my mind now."
Roxas looked up at his… best friend? Ex-best friend? Lover? Ew, no, never mind. Forget he ever thought that word. "So what does that make us?"
Axel shrugged as best he could with the position he was sitting in. "Why do we need to label it? We can worry about that later. Right now… we're just us." His fingers continued to run through blond locks, blue eyes drifting closed. "We just have a new favorite activity." He smirked.
Roxas chuckled. "Yeah I suppose we do."