I haven't updated in forever so please don't kill me.

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Chapter 6: I Really Am Hurt

I shouldn't be thinking like this.

I don't need this remembers?

He left me.

So why do I feel like crap?

Mika sat on her bed and strummed her guitar. She looked at the cello sitting near her bed.

I haven't played in a while. Maybe I'll head over to the boys. They might want to hear me play.

Mika stood up and put her guitar back on the stand they grabbed her cello and put the bow and it in the case before carrying it downstairs.

"Mama Je vais à la maison d'Emily. Je serai à la maison plus tard." (Mama I'm going to Emily's house. I'll be back later.) Emily kissed her mother on the cheek before continuing out to the car. Her mother waved her off from the door way.

"Soyez sûre amie. Emily dire Je l'ai dit Bonjour." (Be safe sweetheart. Tell Emily I said hello.) Mika nodded at her mother and put her things in the back seat of her car and got in and started it. She rolled down her window and yelled to her mother.

"Je t'aime maman. Je ne vais pas être en retard correct. Quand je rentre chez nous afin d'avoir une soirée cinéma." (I love you mama. I won't be late okay. When I get home we are so having a movie night.) Mika drove off and pulled up at Emily's house 15 minutes later. She grabbed her cello and went to the door and knocked. It was opened by a pregnant Emily.

"Mika!" Emily hugged her despite the trouble.

"Hey Em. I've missed you." Emily beamed and pulled her into the house.

"Mika's here you guys." All the boys looked up and waved. Paul and Embry ran up to give her a hug.

"Hey MiMi." She set her case by the couch and sat down.

"I brought my cello. I know how much you guys like having me play." Seth cheered.

"How about we invite the elders and we could go down to first beach and have a bonfire." Sam nodded and then looked at Mika.

"That means everyone is invited. Even Jake." Mika shrugged but inside she felt a twinge.

"That's fine. I'll be waiting down at the beach." She got up and Embry grabbed her case and walked with her down to the bonfire site. Everyone followed and Sam called the elders and they all gathered down at the beach in 20 minutes time. Mika was tuning her instrument. When the fire was going and everyone was seated she began.

The melody started out deep and haunting. It gave half of the pack goosebumps. Everyone listened to her obvious despair. The music made all of them realize how lucky they are. She was conveying so many feeling. Hurt, Anger, Pain, and Hope all in one piece. When she finished everyone snapped out of the trance they seemed to be in.

They finally realized what she was feelin and what this was doing to her.

"Oh MiMi..." Jared pulled her into a hug. Her shoulders shook as she cried. Billy and the elders decided to let the pack handle this. Mika didn't notice when they left or when she was pulled into Sam's lap. Emily rubbed her shoulder.

"It's not fair. It's not? What did I do? Am I not important enough? What makes her so damn special? Why doesn't he want me?" no one could answer her question. They just decided to comfort her in silence. Eventually all her sobs subsided and she slumped into Sam's chest. Paul spoke in a soft voice.

"MiMi we can't say we know what you're going through cause we don't. And none of us know what the hell is going through Jake's head. But we do know that you're not alone." Seth bit his lip.

"I mean yea. We're your family too. And we won't let you be this hurt again." Mika sniffled and closed her eyes. Sam put his arm under her body and lifted her up. He carried her towards the house.

" I think we should let her sleep. Embry call her mother and tell her that Mika went to sleep." Embry nodded and grabbed Mika's phone.

~Phone Conversation~

"Mika?"

"Umm no its Embry."

"What's going on? Is Mika hurt?"

"No she's asleep. Sam told me to tell you that she was staying over?"

There was silence on the other end for a second.

"Embry... I need a favor from you."

"Anything Ms. Lanoir"

"First call me Mecheal. Second I need you to take care of my daughter. She's going through so much and she'll need more than my help. She needs you and the pack... Can you do that?"

"... I'll do it. We all will. Mika is family all love her."

"Thank you Embry. I know she'll be happy again"