Soooo like I don't own Twilight sadly. But yea. Go Team Emmett, Jasper, Carlisle, and Paul Woooo. Anywho. I need help like majorly. So if you wan to help PM me and I'll decide. I need Ideas. Do you think Jessie should be just be about pop and rock with a little bit of country or should she try other things?
Chapter 7- Debts are Paid
Regular p.o.v
Jessie and Jasper started to get closer added with Jessie's occasional mood swings when she was tired from recording. No more incidents happened like that night. They went back to taking it slow. Jessie was watching Emmet, Jasper, Rosalie, and Leah play Guitar Hero. She was laughing at Leah's singing while leaning on Edward for support. Alice was doing the same with Seth. Carlisle and Esme were out hunting.
"It's not my fault I'm some famous singer with a wicked set of pipes." Leah was blushing and hugging Edward after the game.
"Well you silly girl. I did offer to teach you. But you graciously declined my offer." She was curled into Jasper letting him play in her hair.
"Oh shove it." Leah stuck her tongue out and walked off with Edward.
"No thanks love. I'll leave that to Edward." Jessie ducked from a glass vace being thrown at her making it hit Jasper. "Now that wasn't very nice." Rosalie and Emmett were laughing while they walked to the back door and took off to go hunting too. Seth and Alice looked the same and Jessie and Jasper. Alice jumped up suddenly.
"Jessie you might wanna answer your phone." Just as she said it Jessie's phone rang.
"Hullo."
"Jessie darling I have some good news."
"Yes what is it?"
"I got you an interview on Maya's Talk show(A/N: It's made up so don't look for it)"
"No fucking way." Jessie stood up. Jasper was smiling as was Seth and Alice being able to hear the conversation.
"Yes way. It's later today at about 6. You need to hurry and get dressed. I'll be there to take you to the airport in about 20 minutes...and yes Jasper can come too."
"I love you Mage you're the best."
"Don't I know it. Now get dressed." Jessie hung up and turned towards Jasper. "Are you daft man. Move along you heard the woman." Alice squealed and pulled Jasper and Jessie up the steps throwing them into separate showers. Thy showered and Alice brought them some clothes to put on. Alice gave Jessie some black skinny jeans with a black cami and an off the shoulder neon green shirt to go over it. She put her in some 6 inch black stilettos. Next Alice straightened her hair and cut a bang going right above her eye. She didn't bother with make-up knowing the studio people would do it. She gave Jasper a green button down shirt and some black jeans with some black and green Jordans. All that only took 16 minutes.
"There and Mage will be pulling up in about 50 seconds." No sooner did Alice speak they heard wheels coming up the drive. Jasper and Jessie waited on the porch and when the car pulled up they were rushed in with barely a word. The driver was driving like a maniac and they go to the airport in 30 minutes. Once there they took a private jet to California. Jessie fell asleep on the way. Jasper woke her up when they landed. He had to carry her off the plane. They were bombarded with Paparazzi on the way to the limo that's take them to the studio. They got there 30 minutes the 6. Jessie was immediately rushed into make up. She was waiting backstage next to Jasper.
"And here's a lovely lady that has wormed her way into our hearts as a talented singer from Britain at the age of 11. Ladies and gentleman welcome Miss Amber-Rose!" The crowd started clapping and cheering as Amber walked on stage (A/N: When she's at concerts or interviews she'll be known as Amber. Otherwise it's still Jessie.)
"Hullo everybody." Amber sat down on the sofa across from Maya.
"It's so great to have you hear with us Amber."
"I'm 'appy to be here."
"So what made you decide to stop singing?"
"Well as you some know. I was only in Britain from the time I was 7 to the time I was 12. When I went back 'home my family didn't really approve of it. Being a 12 year old girl all I wanted to do was make my family proud. So I quit."
"What made you start now? I mean really. Why decide to start singing again?"
"I had a falling out with my family. And some incredible people took me in. They encouraged me to do what made me happy. Plus I found someone that makes me want to do things that I wouldn't have thought of doing in the first place." Amber finished with a huge grin on her face with that last statement.
"Ohhh. So is that special someone here."
"Yes. He's backstage. He's rather shy so he won't be coming out."
"Aww. That's too bad. Well what do you hope to accomplish with your next couple of Cd's?"
"Actually I want to give myself a new sound. I want to expand my music from the lil' girl everyone knew a couple years ago."
"Well how about singing one of the songs off of your new Cd?"
"Umm. Only if you all want me to."
"Don't you all want to hear this beautiful woman sing?" The crowd went crazy and Jasper smiled at her when she looked at him.
"Well ok."The music board person looked at her and she held up 4 fingers.
How many times have you told me
You Love Her
As many times as I wanted
To Tell You The Truth
How long have I Stood here
Beside You
I live through you
You Looked Through Me
Ooo Solitude
Still with me Is only You
Ooo Solitude
I can't Stay away from You
How many times Have I Done This
To Myself
How long will it take
Before I see
When will this hole in my heart
Be mended
Who now is left alone
But me
Ooo Solitude
Forever Me and Forever You
Ooo Solitude
Only You Only True
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten Abandoned
Left Behind
I can't stay here another night
Your Secret Admirer
Who could it be
Ooo Can't You See
All along
It Was Me
How could be so Blind
As to see Right Through Me
And ooo Solitude
Still with me
Is Only You
Ooo Solitude
I can't Stay away from You
Ooo Solitude
Forever Me and Forever You
Ooo Solitude
Only You, Only True
Amber bit her lip as she finished the song with her eyes closed. She felt a cold hand touching her cheek and leaned into it. He whispered into her ear.
"It's ok darlin'. I'm not leavin' remember. It's ok." He hugged her and the crowd started cheering. Maya was crying. Jasper led Amber back over to the couch and sat down with her.
"That was beautiful Amber. Where did you come up with such a song?" Jasper still played with her hair and she relaxed a little.
"Well. It was in my head when I was living with my relatives. It was how I felt before I met my ...ex-boyfriend. And way before I meat Jasper. I just felt like I never really belonged. And that he didn't love me. But I'm over it now. That was then and this is now. I admit most of my songs are based off feelings of the past. But there are songs based off my feelings now. There are about four or five on this cd based of newer emotions." She leaned into Jasper. Maya and everyone else awed at that.
"Do you think we can here a few of those?" Maya inquired.
"Fine but only two. I have to go record tomorrow." Amber smiled and stood back up this time she felt Jasper's eyes on her back. She looked at the due and held up 2 fingers. The music started and she took a deep breath.
I am Confident
But I Still
Have my Moments
Baby
That's just me
I'm not a Super Model
I still Eat McDonalds
Baby
That's just me
Well some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing Everything
Because of where I
Had my Start
And where I made my Name
Well everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine
(Machine, Machine)
Who says I can't wear my Converse
With my dress
Well baby
That's just me
Who says I can't be Single
And have to
Go Out and Mingle
Baby
That's Not me (no,no)
Some may say I need to be Afraid
Of losing Everything
Because of where I
Had my Start and
Where I made my Name
Well everything's the same
In the La La Land
Tell me
Do you feel the way I feel
Cause nothin else is real
In the La La Land Appeal
Some may say I need to be Afraid
Of losing Everything
Because of where I
Had my Start and
Where I made my Name
Well everything's the same
In the La La Land Machine
Well I'm not gonna change
In the La La Land Machine
Well I will stay the same
In the La La Land...
Machine!
Machine!
Machine!
I won't change anything in my life
(I won't change anything in my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)
Amber bowed when the music was over and immediately held up 5 fingers to the Dj wanting to get this over with. The next song started playing and she held out her hand for Jasper to take it. When the music started she looked straight into his eyes.
I'm a Trainwreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in everyway
But all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet
You see the picture clear as day
I don't why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall Accept these Flaws and All
And that's why I Love you
And that's why I Love you
And that's why loooooove you
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I mean
I don't why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall Accept these Flaws and All
And that's why I Love you
And that's why I Love you
And that's why loooooove you
I don't why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall Accept these Flaws and All
And that's why I Love you
And that's why I Love you
And that's why loooooove you
At the end Amber kissed Jasper and the crowd went crazy. They were cheering and clapping. Maya was doing the same thing. Amber and Jasper stopped kissing and walked back over to the couch smiling.
"I can see why you're quickly regaining your fame. Wht do you plan to do in the long run however. With your music I mean?"
"I wanna show that can do hat you love. And still have fun. I wanna be inspirational to the young but alluring to the old. I want to be able to have my music reach both young and adult listeners."
"And how do you feel about Amber's dream...? What's your name?"
"Jasper and I'll support her through whatever she wants."
"Well that's the end of the show ladies and gentlemen. See you next time on Maya's Talk Show Good-Night."
_After the show_
"Jazz how did I do?" Jessie was in one of the dressing rooms removing the make-up they put on her.
"You did wonderful darlin'. No doubt Alice is gonna call any minute congradulating you." Jasper kissed her forehead when her phone started ringing. She looked at the caller id then at Jasper.
"Speak of the devil." She flipped her phone open only to be startled by a scream.
"OH MY GOD JESSIE YOU WERE SO AWESOME. YOU SOUNDED AMAZING AS ALWAYS. PLUS YOU ANSWERED TE QUESTIONS SO GOOD. AND THAT LAST BIT WITH JASPER WAS PAIN OUT SMART."
"ALICE!.Knock it off before you make me go deaf. I'll talk o you when I get home ok." Jessie hung up then finished cleaning her face. When that was done she got her check for appearing on the show they went to the limo. On the way back to the airport she fell asleep and Jasper carried her onto the pane and let her sleep some more. When they reached Seattle Airport the rest of the family was waiting for them. Jessie woke up in the car with Alice, Seth and Jasper and her and Alice got to talking. When they got back to the house Jessie trudged upstairs and went back to sleep dead to the world.
_The Next Day_
Jasper woke Jessie up at around 12. He brought her down after getting dressed to get something to eat. Emmett sat next to her with Rosalie leaning across the counter.
"So Jess. What're you gonna do today?" Jessie stopped eating and gripped her fork so hard it bent.
"Ummm. I kinda have to go down to La Push." Everyone ran into the kitchen at hearing that. Seth said something first.
"Are you crazy. Remember what happened last time?" Leah was next.
"No way. Sam was pretty pissed off." Emmett.
"Why is it so important anyway?" Edward.
"What if something happens?"Jasper
"No you're not going it's dangerous." Jessie stood up silencing everyone.
"I have to and I will. There is something I need to do and it can't be prolonged. If I do it now I can get it over with and let myself move on. Do you understand now." Everyone was quite as Jessie walked to the door. She took off her clothes when she hit the tree line and tied them to her ankle before phasing. She started running towards the border. She stopped before she hit it and phased back throwing on her clothes she walked the rest of the way. She got half way to her house when Sam ran in front of her growling.
"Move." He growled and snarled at her not listening. "I need to go and see my dad now move." Quil and Embry ran up next to him. Not growling but still backing up their Alpha. Jessie was getting fed up with this and said in an Alpha's voice. "I said back down damn it." All three of them whimpered and did as they were told. "You WILL let me pass Sam. And you WILL tell the rest of the pack not to get involved." Sam whimpered again and Jessie continued walking to her house. She reached the front door and took in a deep breath before knocking. Billy opened the door looking tired. When he saw her he perked up.
"Jessie." Jessie nodded.
"Hey dad. Can I come in?" He nodded and Jessie walked in. She went and sat at the kitchen table with Billy following.
"What're you doing here?" Jessie reached into her pocket and pulled out a check. She put it on the table and looked at Billy.
"You took care of me. For 17 years. It's the least I could do." Billy shook his head and tried to give it back. "No. Take it. Just please take it. It's my way of saying good-bye." Billy looked close to tears and so did Jessie.
"Please Jess. Just come home." Jessie stood up.
"No! D you honestly think I would be able to stand being here and not wanting to kill someone? This is for the best dad. After today I don't know if you'll even see me again." Billy went to touch her but she moved away.
"Jess don't."
"I'm sorry dad. I just can't" Jessie kissed him on the cheek and walked out the house where the rest of the pack was. Even the imprints were there.
"Jessie what're you doing." Paul was seething. "You left us to go to them. The enemy. We're supposed to be fucking family."
"Don't you dare Paul. You found 'appiness why can't I. Plus you're far from my family. Like I said before. Family doesn't do what you did." Jessie was just as angry. Paul moved forward shaking.
"So you go and find happiness with a filthy leech. As least my imprint is human."
"Don't talk about them like that. They're more 'uman then you'll ever be. And the only filthy thing I know is you and this damn pack. Please tell me. What's so special about imprinting. Have you ever broken it down. If you did you'd realize it's just magnefied lust unless you really feel something for them. If you don't they become nothing but your whores to carry on the next generation." Jessie said all this while stalking past all of them. When the last line came out of her mouth she had a Giant Grey wolf pouncing on her. She phased as they rolled into the trees. They growled, snapped and clawed at each other. Sem ordered Collin and Brady to take the imprints to his house. The rest of the wolves went to help Paul. Paul and Jessie fought until they were on the Cullen's side of the border. By then Jared had already joined the fight making it two on one but Jessie being just a little bigger had an advantage. She had thrown Jared into a tree and knocked him out. The Cullens ran and grabbed Jessie holding her back while Sam and JAcob got Paul and Embry and Quil got Jared. Jessie changed back to human form not caring if she had no clothes. "IT'S NEVER ENOUGH IS IT? HY THE FUCK AREN'T I ALLOWED TO BE HAPPY? HUH PAUL. ANSWER ME THAT WHY CAN YOU HAVE ALL THE HAPPINESS AND I HAVE TO SUFFER FOR IT? DO YOU EXPECT ME TO GO ON IN LIFE ALONE?" Paul changed back too.
"I NEVER SAID YOU COULDN'T. BUT YOU GO AND CHOOSE SOME DEAD BLOOD-SUCKER OVER ME?" Jessie started crying still trying to fight off the Cullens.
"YOU CHOSE MY BLOODY SISTER PAUL. YOU CHOSE HER WHY I WAS LEFT ALONE AND IN THE DARK. YOU FORGOT ME. YOU BROKE ME. YOU ALL DID." Jessie broke down and Jasper started rocking her back and forth on the ground. Paul froze when he heard those words. So did the other wolves. Carlisle suggested they go back to their side of the line. They all did looking miserable. Seth nudged Jessie with his nose whimpering for his Alpha. Both Seth and LEah threw back their heads and howled. Jasper ran Jessie back to the house and laid her in bed wrapped up in sheets. Jessie didn't talk for days afterwards. She just sat and stared at the wall. Everyone tried to get her out of her depression. Nothing seemed to be working. She had to find the light on her own.
A/N:
Ok so what do you think. But yea write to me if you have any ideas.