Ch 8 Find Yourself- John O'Callaghan ft Sarah Howells

Quinn slams Rachel into the stall wall, pinning her arms by her side. Rachel bites the blonde's lip, pulling it back a little. The blonde winces with pain and releases the other girl's arms. Rachel releases her lip and groans while her nails rake down the back of Quinn's neck. The blonde reaches down the brunette's tan legs and hoists her up. Rachel's breath is uneven as her legs automatically wrap around the blonde.

Wet kisses are trailing down Rachel's neck. She's very surprised by how good it actually feels. The blonde seemed to know exactly the right spots to lick and suck. Brown eyes roll to the back of her head. Her face lit up with an immense heat once the blonde hit a particular spot between her collarbone and neck. A surprisingly loud whimper drew from the cheerleader. Rachel shook her head and tried to reign in her emotions. But her body was acting on a mind of its own. She had no control. Once again, she found herself at the mercy of the blonde who was nipping at her neck. Rachel kicked off from the wall in an attempt to gain back control. Quinn stumbled backwards until she was slammed into the wall.

"Fuck." Rachel moaned as she crashed their lips into each other again.

Fire was blazing through their bodies as each graze of their lips drove them deeper into a frenzy. They were intoxicated by one another. Words had no meaning. Reality no longer existed. Each second could only be fulfilled by giving into one another, pulling back, and taking control. They couldn't help it. The need to be closer spoke volumes with each touch. Each kiss was pushing too far, each swipe of a tongue drew them closer to the edge, and each time they gave in it started over again. Flames were eating them alive. But they didn't care because they were enjoying every moment, savoring it like it was their last breath of air. Anyone who would have entered the room would have disintegrated in an instant.

Quinn moans when Rachel pulls away and presses her swollen pink lips against her neck. The kisses are heavy with heat and moisture. The throbbing between her legs intensifies to the point to where she can't take much longer. The blonde uses the full force of her body and pushes herself forward. Again Rachel is back against the wall. Quinn's hips start moving. The wetness in her pants increase. Rachel digs her nails into the blonde's neck while pale fingers bring down half of her sweater and tank top.

Rachel's right breast came popping out due to Quinn's efficient work. Her dusky pink nipple was erect and in line of hazel view. Pale fingers brush against it in a soft but firm manner. The cheerleader moaned louder. A thumb circled around in a teasing way, eliciting the desired outcome. Rachel bit her lip, wrapping her legs tighter around the blonde. The sensation the blonde was creating with her fingers was driving the girl insane. Rachel's head slammed into the wall. A moan tumbled from her swollen lips.

Rachel ran her hands through blonde mane, gripping it hard and demanding more. Quinn responded by moving her lips lower until a warm wet tongue licked Rachel's nipple. At once Quinn's mouth latched on. Rachel let out a loud gasp.

Meanwhile Quinn's hands tightened on Rachel's ass gripping her hard to steady herself as their hips grinded into one another. The friction between their jeans was delicious. Quinn began picking up the speed, thrusting harder and faster. Pink lips released a nipple with a pop. Again lips met one another. Their joint movements caused themselves to start banging into the stall wall.

A pale hand moves to Rachel's stomach. With no hesitation her hand slips inside the girl's jeans. Fingertips dip underneath panties. Quinn runs her fingers in between folds, gathering wetness around her fingers. Rachel can't handle anymore. Suddenly a finger travels lower. Rachel embraces herself as a single digit goes inside. Rachel pulls away from the kiss because she can't breathe anymore. She needs to scream. Quinn continued pushing her finger in and out at a rapid pace, adding another finger in the process. Rachel lets out a blood curdling scream. All goes white for her. Quinn continues pushing in and out, not stopping. She's slapping Rachel's clit with her palm. Again Rachel experience's another round dose. This time Quinn slows down. Rachel was coming down from her high. She's shaking and trembling all over. The blonde holds the other girl until they're both only breathing. Quinn pulls out from her. Rachel closes her eyes and licks her lips. She's delirious and can barely stand. Quinn backs away to the other side of the stall.

Rachel's shaky hands zip herself up. She feels queasy. But she also knows that once she opens her eyes she's gonna let loose. Without another word she rips open the stall door and runs out of the bathroom. She's soon drenched in dim lighting from the club, the multicolored lights bouncing all around. Rachel rushed out brushing past all of the flowing and dancing bodies. She's in a rush and can barely see a thing. She can't feel anything but the loud pounding in her heart and the fire burning in her stomach. Tears are running down her face. Her hands push open a door. And suddenly it's cold. A sudden wave of nausea hits her. She holds a hand to her mouth as she rushes over to a corner and vomits. Her hands hold her hair back as all her contents come out. She's shaking. Yet she could still feel those lips on her.

She finds herself sliding down against the brick wall, bringing her knees to her chest. How did this happen? She has never felt like this before. There was a range of mixed emotions running through her and she couldn't place a single one. She still couldn't breathe right. Quinn was still with her, like she had stolen some piece of the girl.

Rachel heard the door open. She knew who it was. But she looked up anyway. Quinn was standing there, in the middle of the alleyway, panting like there was no tomorrow. Her hazel eyes were wide with concern and fear. Rachel swallowed and tried to look away but she couldn't help but stare at the other girl. She was really beautiful.

"Rachel- I am- soo fucking sorry. If I made you feel like you had to-" Quinn started off.

The brunette immediately stood up, silencing the other girl. Her gaze was darker than before. "Don't do that. It- It wasn't your fault. I-" Rachel breathed out heavily. "I was the one that threw you into that stall. I was the one that kissed you. I was the one that started it."

"Yeah but I- should've done something more to stop it from getting too far."

"We can't control everything Quinn." Rachel drew out.

Quinn is surprised by this answer. Rachel is too. "After tonight, I realized that things are going to happen. Things will be out of your control. Sometimes there will be times where the world wasn't made to be like this. We aren't meant to know everything. There's a reason for it because there is always going to be something that is out of reach. And sometimes we don't always get what we want. I think the scariest part is realizing that you really can't have it all. And tonight was just a glimpse of what I can't-"

Quinn looks at her with a hurt expression. Rachel looks away and trails off. A cold breeze hits her. She wraps her arms around herself, avoiding the blonde's heavy gaze.

"And who says you can't have it." Quinn asks.

Rachel doesn't respond. Quinn walks closer. She reaches out and touches the other girl's face to meet her gaze. Rachel is helpless against the other girl. She's losing her control.

"Maybe you're just looking at this the wrong way. Maybe…. The world is showing you what you need and what you want. You need this." She runs her finger through her hair. "You want this! You deserve to feel happy. And you deserve to get everything that you want in this world!"

Fresh tears fall down Rachel's face. Quinn wipes them. The gesture is so intimate and so foreign to the brunette. No one's ever touched her like this. "Just let go." Quinn whispers. With that she leans in and places a soft kiss against the girl's lips.

Rachel melts into the blonde and lets the tears fall.

Quinn pulls back and wraps her arms around the other girl. Rachel laughs and giggles like a little girl when the girl lifts her up and they start spinning. They pull apart, Quinn puts her down. Rachel is smiling with tears in her eyes.

"Thank you Quinn."

Just then the door bangs open. A panicked looking Puck rushes out. Sweat was dripping from his head. Rachel and Quinn turn and stare with surprise. Puck is huffing and frantically pointing in the direction of the parking lot.

"We got an SOS from Robert. We need to get there NOW! The car is out front."

Puck rushes off. Quinn grabs Rachel and they run to the car, both hopping in. A second later the car speeds off down the road and into the night.

More to come! The story is coming down to a close. Just a few more chapters then done! Let me know what you think! I love hearing your thoughts!