A/N:
Sorry for the late chapter but it's extra long! Thanks to my 22 followers, 9 favoriters, and over 2,000 viewers! It seriously means a lot to me!
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any of its characters, I do however creepily write about them.
Warning: Language, Homophobic Slurs, Violence
"It's winter breaaaakk, it's winter breaaaakk." Blaine sang jumping around the school parking lot.
"Oh my gosh, Blaine, stop. Your embarrassing me!" He said as many strange stares were sent their way.
"Your lying and you know it! You love me." He said more quietly so people wouldn't hear.
Kurt sighed jokiningly, "Your right, I do."
"I knew it!" Blaine said in the process of trying to jump over a bench.
"Blaine, stop. Your going to hurt yourself." Kurt said trying to stay serious.
"And your going to break your fun if you don't start playing around." Blaine said throwing a snowball at Kurt but missing.
"Blaine Anderson! If you throw one more of those at me I swear..." Kurt threatened, straightening out his already perfectly straightened out jeans.
"Or what?" Blaine challenged with a snowball in hand ready to throw.
"I'll, I'll..." He pondered thinking for a threat.
"I'm waiting!" Blaine said, snowball swung back ready to throw.
"I won't kiss you for a month!" Kurt threatened not even believing himself.
Blaine imediently dropped the snowball. "I know you probably wouldn't, but I can't take that chance..."
"Good choice." Kurt said getting into his car, Blaine following.
"Hey Kurt, can we go to the New Years together?" Blaine asked randomly.
"Umm... that would involve coming out. Are you sure?" Kurt asked nervously.
"I can't wait to show everyone who my handsome boyfriend is," He reached for his hand, "I couldn't be any prouder... do you not want to?"
"No! I-I do I'm just wondering if we're making the right choice." Damn, that came out wrong.
Blaine dropped his hand and frowned, "What's that supposed to mean?"
Kurt turned let go of the wheel and they stayed in the parking lot, "I just don't know if we should come out, were going to be miserable with all the bullying. Can't we just wait until high schools over?"
"You- your ashamed of me?" Blaine didn't seem to get it and he was very hurt.
"No! Blaine, listen to what I'm saying and stop making assumptions."
"Oh I get it, you love and are proud of me but not so much that you want people to know. Makes lots of sense Kurt." Blaine remarked.
"Blaine, come on! You know that's not what I mean." Kurt argued.
"No, it's fine I get it. Just call me when you think you can 'handle high school' with your boyfriend." Blaine got out of the car.
"Blaine! Don't be stupid, you'll get sick." Kurt opened the door trying to stop him.
"Stupid? I'm sorry I'm your stupid boyfriend your ashamed of!" Blaine said a little to loudly, people staring.
"I- I, whatever Blaine! Think what you want but I do love you. You just need some time to cool off." Kurt whispered.
"Oh, am I embarrassing you? I'm sorry Kurt but I thought we were in this together!" Now everyone for sure could hear them.
"Stop Blaine. People are listening-"
"Sorry Kurt, here let me fix it." He turned and yelled to everyone watching, "We are not dating! Kurt is straight as can be and I am to, sorry to stump your suspisions!"
Blaine turned around and walked away. What was wrong with him? One minute he was the playful and goofy Blaine and the next he was yelling at Kurt and he was pretty sure that they just accidentally came out to the whole school.
"Damn it, Blaine!" Kurt yelled when he was in his car.
He really didn't like fighting with Blaine, it was one of those things that shouldn't happen and by the looks of this, he was in deep. It wasn't that he was ashamed of Blaine, he was just scared. If Blaine had given him two seconds to explain that he would be in this car holding his hand and comforting him. The funny thing was, Blaine was usually understanding about this type of thing, something must be going on... Kurt reasoned.
Kurt drove home in his lonely car and was wondering what he was going to do to busy himself on the first day of winter break.
He began muttering ideas to himself.
"I could build a snowman with Bl- no." Kurt sighed.
"I could bake cookies with- no!" Wow, this was pointless. He was so used to doing everything with Blaine that every plan he made involved him.
No, this is good. He would finally have some time to be alone and do things for himself. Right?
He decided he was going to call his friends over. Mercedes, Quinn, and Rachel always knew what to do...
One hour later and the four of them sit in Kurt's bedroom doing each other's hair and nails.
"Well did he say why he was so upset?" Rachel asked.
"No, he just said that he was sorry I was 'ashamed' of him." Kurt sighed.
"Maybe he wants to come fully out of the closet." Quinn reasoned.
"But I don't know if I'm ready..."
"Boo, we get it but maybe it's time to because obviously this is upsetting Blaine to pretend your just friends." Mercedes added while braiding Rachels hair.
"I agree." Rachel said.
"Okay, I get it but don't you think we will be made fun of? I mean Blaine's a jock and is on the football team, how will those locker rooms be for him? What if I go back to being slushied? I know a fact my face can not handle any more slushie facials..." Kurt was truly confused, he usually had Blaine to talk to about this mess.
"That's just the price you have to pay for love Kurt." Rachel said.
"I guess your right, thanks for being so helpful. I love you girls!" Kurt said, hugging the three girls.
"We love you to." They said unanimously.
They watched the new Twilight movie and soon it was time for the girl's to leave.
Kurt was exhausted, he checked his phone to see if Blaine called him. Nope, no text no call. Blaine usually didn't last this long into an argument... Kurt sighed, maybe he would try tomorrow.
He got in bed and slept a restless sleep.
"Stop Blaine. People are listening-" was he serious?
"Sorry Kurt, here let me fix it. We are not dating! Kurt is as straight as can be and I am to! Sorry to stump your suspisions!" Blaine yelled out and ran away, walking home.
"Damn it! What did I just do?" Blaine said putting his head in his hands.
Blaine wasn't sure why he was angry, he just was. It could be the fact that his boyfriend didn't want people to know about him or the fact that his mom was engaged to Dale.
He knew Kurt wasn't 'ashamed' of him but it still hurt. The Kurt he knew was brave and strong and didn't care what anybody thought about him, but now it was as if he dug into the closet even deeper.
He reasoned that they just needed some time apart, it was natural for couples to get into fights. Right?
He heard a couple of yells towards his direction.
"Hey, fairy boy! We heard about your boy toy Kurt!" David Kurofsky yelled out to him.
Blaine froze, this could not be happening. "I-I don't know what your talking about." Blaine was even unconvinced himself.
"Don't play dumb! We know that your a fag, in fact we even heard you yelling it across the parking lot." David sneered.
"Mind your own business, Kurofsky!" Blaine yelled back.
"Oh, so you are gay!" Azimio yelled from behind David.
"I knew it since day one!" Another one yelled at him. Blaine recognized him from his football team a couple months back.
"Its disgusting isn't it? Look, I don't want you spreading your pixie dust all around the school so why don't you leave." Kurofsky slurred.
"Here's the thing, I'm not going anywhere." Blaine snarled at the ignorant boy.
"Well then I guess we should teach you a lesson. Maybe beat up your pathetic excuse of a boyfriend." Dave pretended to think.
"Touch him and I will kill you." Blaine said giving Kurofsky a push.
"We'll see about that." Kurofsky snapped and the two boys obediently grabbed Blaine by his arms holding him back.
Blaine thrashed around trying to break free but the boys had a grip on him.
"Let me go, you bastard!" Blaine yelled fighting.
"You see, that's not going to happen." He said while walking over to Blaine and punching him in the stomach.
Blaine made a oof noise and spit in Kurofskys face.
"So we're going to play that way?" Dave laughed punching Blaine in the ribs and face repeatedly.
Blaine stopped fighting and just took it, every punch burning like a knife stabbing through him.
Blaine was now on the ground, all three boys hammering on him from every direction. He heard a crack snapple and pop and saw black spots.
The boys stopped, "Tell anyone and your queer is a dead man." Kurofsky said spitting on him.
Blaine was in to much pain to comprehend what was just said. He tried reaching for his phone but couldn't move anything. He was to exhausted to scream for help so he just laid there in the cold, blood painted snow.
He was slipping away, he knew it. He fought to keep his eyes open but did it, he couldn't do this to Kurt.
"Oh my God! Blaine! Are you okay!" A shrill girl sounding voice yelled running over to him.
Blaine didn't (couldn't) respond. The girl voice was now sounding teary.
"I love you Blainey, just hold on." She reached for his hand.
Brittany.
Brittany dialed 911 (she was even smart enough to know that) and was greeted a operators voice.
"911 what's your emergency?"
"My- my friend is beat and bleeding. I- I don't know why, I found him like this though. I think he got jumped." She stuttered out.
"Okay miss, I'm going to need you to stay calm, tell me where you are."
"I'm at McKinley High School. I- I don't know the address."
"That's alright, an ambulance is being sent your way. Can you tell me if he's breathing?"
"How?"
"Put two fingers lightly on the side of his neck and feel for a pulse. It should be beating." The voice instructed.
"Okay." Brittany nervously felt and found a pulse.
"It's not going very fast!" Brittany yelled, scared.
"There's one and that's what matters, see if he responds to you."
Brittany called out his name but he didn't respond, she tapped his foot and he didn't respond.
"N- No, he isn't responding." Brittany said nervously.
"Okay, he must have fainted. Don't try to move him, just wait for the ambulance."
Brittany heard a beeping noise and a red ambulence pulled up beside them.
"Mam, I need you to step away from the boy." A man said, emerging from the ambulance with a stretcher.
Brittany reluctantly let go of his hand and stepped back. She watched as they put Blaine on the stretcher and in the ambulance.
"You can come with us." The paramedic said.
"O- okay." Brittany stuttered.
"One of the paramedics began driving as the other checked to see if Blaine was okay.
"Is this your boyfriend?" The driver asked.
"No, he's dating unicorn. I'm his friend." She said.
The paramedics gave each other a confused look but shrugged.
They finally arrived at the hospital and the paramedic gave Brittany a sheet about Blaine to fill out.
She filled our what she knew and turned it in.
"Is there a parent we can call?" The woman at the front desk asked.
"His mom."
"Do you know her number?"
Brittany shook her head.
"Name?"
"Alyssa Anderson." Brittany said.
"Okay, thanks miss."
Brittany sat down and waited. She wondered where Kurt was, how come he wasn't with him when Blaine attacked? Brittany knew for a fact that they always drove home together.
She heard frantic yelling and turned around to see Alyssa.
"Where is he? Is he okay?" She yelled in distress.
"Yes mam, I'm afraid you can't see him. He's in surgery." The woman said. The woman said calmly.
"Surgery! What happened!?"
"From what we know he was jumped in his school parking lot."
"Jumped! I need to see him!" Alyssa tried to get past but was stopped.
"Hon, I know it's painful but you have to sit and wait until the operation is done."
Alyssa reluctantly sat down. The small hospital waiting room all to familiar for her liking. Blaine used to come here often when his father would get a little to drunk...
"Hello, Brittany." Alyssa said, it was best to try and pass time.
"Hi Mrs. Anderson." The girl said.
"Please don't call me that, we are divorced. Call me Alyssa." Alyssa said.
"Okay," Brittany said awkwardly, "I have this for you, I didn't know the answers..." She handed Alyssa the medical forms and she filled them out easily.
"That was fast." Brittany said.
"Practice makes perfect." She muttered quietly.
Brittany gave her a confused look but shrugged it off.
A couple hours passed and Alyssa was called into the room.
"Blaine, honey! Can you hear me?" Alyssa ran towards him frantically.
Blaine struggled to open his eyes but did. "Y-y-yea,"
"Wh-Wh-where's... Kurt?" He asked weakly.
"I don't know, I'll get Brittany to call him though." Alyssa sat down next to him and held the broken and beat boys hand.
"How are you doing? Do you hurt?" His mother asked.
"I-I'm used to it..." Blaine tried to joke but it came out wrong.
That right there broke Alyssa's heart.
"I-I'm so sorry Blaine. It's my fault your dad hit, please forgive me! I was so stupid!" She said between sobs.
"Hey, hey! M-mom, nothing is your fa-fault." Blaine reassured before passing out.
"I'll go tell Brittany to get Kurt..." She walked off not wanting so see Blaine's broken and unconscious frame anymore.
"Brittany, can you call Kurt?" She asked.
"Of course, can I see Blane?"
"As soon as you call Kurt, dear."
"Okay," Brittany quickly pulled out her phone and called Kurt. It was about 11:00 at night so he was probably sleeping. Yes, they had been waiting that long...
"Brittany, do you know what time it is-" Kurt began to nag with his sleepy voice.
"Kurt, I need you to come to the Lima Hostpital." She said expressionless.
"Why? Is this some kind of trick cause I'm-" He began again.
She only needed to say one word and that word was, "Blaine."
"What happened!? Why didn't you call me earlier! Is he okay?" Kurt asked frantically into the phone.
"I'll explain it when you get here, bye unicorn." Brittany said trying to cheer him up.
Kurt paced his room back and forth. What had happened? Was it serious? And dear God they were fighting! What if he was dead?
Kurt threw on a coat and some sweatpants and ran out the door, keys in hand.
Kurt drove to the hospital (way to fast) and literally ran to the front desk. A woman greeting him.
"Blaine Anderson." Kurt said frantically.
"And may I ask what your connection to him is?" She asked.
Kurt thought for half a second, What would Blaine want? "He's my... boyfriend."
The woman looked suprised but motioned toward a room.
Kurt quickly walked in to see Brittany and Alyssa sitting with their hands on a motionless body. Where's Blaine? That can't be him...
He had multiple bandages on him. There was an angry purple bruise above his eye and stitches. He had a brace on his midsection, a cast on his leg, and a cast on his hand. His face was completely purple- many IVs sticking out of him and monitors beeping.
"I think I'm gonna be sick..." Kurt said holding onto his mouth and darting outside the room to the bathroom. He gagged and dry heaved but nothing came up. This was sickening, (not Blaine, of course) how could a sixteen year old boy be hurt so badly? Why would anyone do this? He shouldn't have left Blaine there alone.
He ran back into the room and the two girls were gone, leaving a chair for Kurt to sit in. Kurt gripped his hand.
"I love you." Was all he could say, "So much, I may not tell you enough but I do."
"Can you wake up for me? Say something, m-move?" Kurt was getting teary eyed.
"A-as soon as you wake up w-we can tell everyone were together. The whole world can know about my love for you." Kurt kept talking trying to reason with a unconscious Blaine.
"Re-remember that ti-time when I said I would never say goodbye to you? A-and you said you would never leave me. Please don't leave me." Kurt's tears were quickly turning into angry ones.
"Damn it, Blaine! I can't live without you, your my life. When I'm with you I feel like I can do anything. Please just wake up."
Blaine could hear him, he just couldn't respond. He wanted to pull Kurt into a big hug and tell him everything was going to be okay and that he loved him, but he couldn't.
"I-I'm so sorry Blaine. So sorry." Kurt said sobbing, "I- I know you feel better when I sing to you, I'm gonna do that now."
You don't realize how much I need you
Love you all the time and never leave you
Please come on back to me
I'm lonely as can be
I need you
Said you had a thing or two to tell me
How was I to know you would upset me?
I didn't realize as I looked in your eyes
You told me, oh yes, you told me, you don't want my lovin anymore
That's when it hurt me and feeling like this I just can't go on anymore
Please remember how I feel about you
I could never really live without you
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me. I need you
But when you told me, you don't want my lovin anymore
That's when it hurt me and feeling like this I just can't go on anymore
Please remember how I feel about you
I could never really live without you
So, come back and see just what you mean to me
I need you
I need you
I need you
Kurt finished with his silky smooth voice, sobbing uncontrollably.
"Just as good as I remember." A cracky voice said.
Blaine.
A/N:
Sorry for the angst but it was getting flowery. Lol. We got a nice little cliff hanger here!
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Song: I Need You, The Beatles