Sarah

She ran up to me screaming,"Sarey!" Ive missed Sierra so much and when Jess offered to bring her to the park so I can see her again I jumped at the chance.

"I miss you so much" she said as I lifted her up.

"I missed you too" I said and smiled at Jess. I have seen Tyler and Jess at school occasionally but we haven't had much time to talk. I've texted Jess but she can only respond when our parents aren't in the room because they are trying to keep all their kids from talking to me.

"How are you?" Jess asked as Sierra handed me a picture she drew. In the picture it had us as a family again, all of us. Me, Jess, Tyler, Sierra and our parents. I tried to blink away the tears before she would notice but she noticed anyway.

"What's wrong?'" she asked and I kissed her head.

"Nothing, sweety. Your picture is just so beautiful that it brought tears to my eyes" I said and gave Jess a look telling her I'm ok.

"Will I be as good as you?" she asked talking about my drawings.

"You'll be better" I promised. "Want to go to the swings?" I asked and she literally jumped for joy. I smiled, kids are so cute. I want to kidnap my baby sister so bad. When I was still in the house I used to babysit her more often than she was taken care of by our parents, due to their jobs, and I ended up being more like a mom to her then our mom. I know Jess has the job now and im so jealous.

I remember when Sierra was just getting to the age where she should be saying her first word and mom and dad were both trying to get her to speak. Naturally mom was trying to get her to say mama and dad was trying to get her to say dada. Neither of them were successful but when I was holding her and It was just me and Jess in the room she called me mama. Ever since then Sierra has been always closer to me then she was our parents. Now she doesn't call me mama but she will occasionally tell me how she wishes I was her mommy and it always brings tears to me eyes. Now that I was kicked out I feel like im abandoning her. Shes to young to understand why I had to leave. As if reading my thoughts she asked a question that made more tears come to my eyes.

"Sarey, when you coming home?" she asked once we got to the swings, which was her running and us running after her. I lifted her so I can put her in the swing.

"Soon,honey" I said knowing I just lied to her but what else was I suppose to say. I pushed the swing lightly and she squealed with delight demanding I push her higher.

"Are you ok?" she asked now that I can answer.

"Long day. I accidentally told her I love her and she didn't come after me so i guess things are over and I have no where to go" I said pushing the swing a little higher this time.

"I'm sorry. Any chance you can just talk to her about it?" she asked.

"She's been trying to get hold of me so we can talk but she's just going to break up with me" I said thinking back to how many times my phone went off since then, I must have a million missed calls and texts.

"Not necessarily, just go back to the house and talk to her" she said and I'm starting to get the feeling that she knows something I don't. I raised an eyebrow at her and she explained how she talked to Mariana at school since they have English together last period.

"She's just... she feels like things are going to fast. She likes you a lot so just talk and figure it out" she advised. I know she needs to slow things down im just afraid that she's going to be scared away by the love thing. What if she never feels the same for me? What if she is really just experimenting with me? Im a lesbian, I don't want someone to experiment with I want I real relationship.

Mariana

I called mom hoping she will answer. I have no idea where she can be and she hasn't answered her phone. I'm getting worried, where can she be? She doesn't have anywhere to go and if we don't find her soon she will be spending the nights on the streets. The thought made me even more worried. The streets are dangerous, anything can happen there. I took deep breaths trying to calm me down since im so worked up i feel like im going to vomit. I squeezed Jesus hand since he is staying with me for comfort.

"Mariana im working this better be an emergency" Stef said bringing me back from my thoughts.

"Sarah is missing!" I said practically shouting it into the phone.

"What?... ok calm down and tell me what's going on" she said trying to stay calm for me. It worked a bit.

"She told me she loved me at lunch and then ran off and I don't know where she is" I said before completely freaking out.

"Oh my god what if we don't find her and she ends being a missing person. what if..." I said and her calm voice interrupted me. How can she be so calm?

"Mariana its ok. We will find her I promise. Focus on breathing and calm yourself down" she said and Jesus asked to talk to her so I gave him the phone.

Jesus

I took the phone from her hoping that me being calm would help the situation. I gave her hand a quick squeeze knowing she's having a borderline panic attack because of worry for her girlfriend. I haven't seen her like this in such a long time, since before being adopted, and its making me feel like I need to be protective of her. She used to get so scared in our previous foster homes it would cause panic attacks and I would have to take care of her. I have never seen her react this way about someone else's, minus me and mom when she was shot, safety. Mariana already seems to be in love with Sarah but I don't think she knows this. This intense worry is love, it seems. Besides over the last week I have seen how she looks at her.

"Hey mom it's Jesus." I said into the phone while trying to calm down a crying Mariana.

"Oh good someone I can talk to. What's going on, Jesus?" she said. I explained the situation to her and explained how obsessively Marianas been calling and texting her and how Sarah isn't answering.

"Ok tell your delirious sister Sarah will be fine. I'm sure she's just trying to get some alone time after that and probably hasn't even left town. Me and Mike will go around town and see if we can find her. You two stay home if she comes back. Is there any place she would probably go?" she asked.

Ok review and let me know what you think. I hope you liked the cliff hanger last chapter, get used to it. I can be evil.