Sarah
I lied in the bed and tried to sleep ,this place is so un-homey, like spending the night in a bad hotel. I looked at my phone no missed calls, no missed texts and it's almost midnight. I miss everybody. Tomorrow morning i won't be woken up by the foster family getting ready for school and work. I won't get to kiss Mariana when no one is looking when we are both getting ready in the bathroom or hear everyone fighting over their turn in the bathroom. I will wake up in this place and i will get ready alone. At least it is arranged for me to pick Mariana up early so we can go out for breakfast.
I went to my contacts and clicked on her name but thought better of it. She's probably asleep and i would just be annoying her.
Mariana
I tossed and turned in bed trying to fall asleep. I don't know why i'm having so much trouble falling asleep it's not like she used to sleep in the same bed as me, moms would never allow that. It's just knowing she's not in the house that makes me miss her so much and no secret meetings. When she lived here i would sneak downstairs and spend about an hour just talking and cuddling with her. We have only been doing that for a couple of days but i can't seem to fall asleep without it.
I grabbed my phone. No missed calls or texts and it's almost midnight. Should i call her? No if she was awake she would call me. I put down the phone and just laid in bed until i finally passed out.
The next day i came downstairs ready about ten minutes before my usual time.
"Hey who would have guessed you can get ready quickly " Stef joked .
"I'll keep that in mind next time you make excuses about running us all late" Lena commented.
"Or when you hog the bathroom" Brandon said.
"Ok i get it, i take a long time to get ready. I woke up early today, relax" i said and everyone laughed.
"So when is she picking you up?" Mom asked after saving her almost burnt pancakes.
"Any minute… i will be staying there after school i will be home by curfew" i said and winced when i saw the look on their faces.
Stef faked laughed and Lena just gave me her look," Yeah thats not happening "
"We don't know how we feel about you two being there alone" Lena said.
"Callie can come than we won't be alone" i offered.
"Why am i always babysitting you?" she said giving me a look of no.
"You're not going and Callie isn't babysitting you, got it Miss. Thing?" she said crossing her arms. Her uniform making her 'I'm serious' look more intense.
"We were just planning on continuing to make the apartment more home like" i said and was shocked by what Lena said next.
"Yeah we know what that means" she said and i got bright red.
"Oh my god, mom. Only you were thinking that" i lied but still shocked she said that. I mean i wouldn't be to shocked if Stef said that but Lena… really.
"Right" they both said sarcastically at the same time.
Finally Sarah came and i could get out of here.
"Why are you so red-faced?" she asked and i rolled my eyes.
"My mom talking about sex… i can't come over after school" i explained and she laughed.
"Which one?" she said and i rolled my eyes.
"Lena…" i said and she looked shocked. "Really? i was gonna guess Stef. Oh so can you maybe sneak out or i at least come there"
"How about you come over during the day and i can sneak out at night" i offered and she smiled.
"Sounds great… midnight?" she asked and i nodded. Everyone should be asleep by than.
Lena
I looked out the window and sighed of frustration. how lovely now we have Mariana sneaking out . Stef is going to flip.
"Honey, Mariana is sneaking out with Sarah" i said cautiously.
"What? Oh she is in so much trouble" she said and i could hear the anger in her voice. She started getting dressed and told me she was going after her.
"Honey maybe it's best if i go" i said but she dismissed the idea. I sighed and waited until they got home knowing there is going to be a long conversation about that.
Sarah
I pulled her shirt off as we continued kissing and a knock sounded from the door.
"shit… whos knocking now"she said putting her shirt on. "Oh god what if my moms saw?" she said and i could see her face panic a bit. Thats the only thing i can think of too, great this isn't going to go over very well.
I opened the door to confirm it is her mom who stood angrily at the other side of the door.
"Hey mom" she said awkwardly.
"Don't hey mom me we are going home " she said and Mariana groaned.
"Don't start with me, Miss Thing" she said and they left. I should have known sneaking out was a bad idea.
Mariana
I sat down preparing myself for the upcoming lecture.
"You are grounded for a week , argue with us it will be two" Stef said matter-of -factly.
"I'm sorry… i shouldn't have snuck out" i said knowing it's better to not argue with them.
"Good… now there is something else we need to talk to you about" Lena said awkwardly. Oh great what are they going to be talking about now.
"You and Sarah aren't… you know?" she said awkwardly. Oh god, they aren't going to give me the sex talk again, are they?
"What?" i asked annoyed.
"Are you and Sarah having sex?" Stef questioned having enough of my hesitation.
"Miss Thing? Don't you dare lie to me?" she said getting more and more pissed as time went on. Lena put a hand on her shoulder as if to try and calm her down.
"Mariana we aren't going to yell at you we just need to talk to you about it" she said. What is this the good cop bad cop approach? I wanted to lie but i know mom will be able to read me so i just decided to tell the truth. Besides my lying ability sucks at one in the morning.
"Yes" i said simply not sure what else to add to this.
"You guys have dated for what two weeks maybe?" mom yelled.
"Stephanie…" Lena warned.
"What? Why aren't you mad?" she asked accusingly.
"I am… it's just not helping matters. At least she was honest" she defended me.
"Her honest response should have been no" she said.
"Brandon and Jesus didn't even get in trouble when they did it and i'm sure Jesus and Lexi weren't together for long either" i said realizing how unfair this is.
"We get that, Mariana. You aren't in trouble we just want to talk to you. You're mom just needs to calm down." she said and Stef sat down looking pissed. I avoided her glare and looked at mama.
"We need you to be careful about this… ok?" Mama said and i have no idea what she means by that.
"Careful? what do you mean? it's not like you can have protected sex in a lesbian relationship." Even if you could there isn't really a reason to.
"It's very easy to get hurt and i know everything seems great now but that doesn't mean it will always be that way. Please remember you are only fifteen and don't do anything you aren't comfortable with" she said and i nodded.
"I got that… she didn't pressure me or anything." i said just wanting this conversation to be over.
"Ok… and just because you don't have to worry about pregnancy doesn't mean there isn't consequences for your actions." is she talking about STDs?
"I know… can i go to bed? It is a school night" i said and they dismissed me. Wow i thought the sex talk was bad when i was eleven.
Now i'm not going to be able to seeing Sarah except for school for a week. This is not how i wanted the night to end.
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