Sarah
"So guess what" Mariana said taking a bite of pizza.
"What?" Lexi asked.
"Me and Jesus are getting either a baby sister or baby brother soon" she announced happily.
"What? How did that happen?" Lexi asked confused and I was too. With all the drama going on she forgot to announce that they were even trying to get pregnant.
"Well they had Timothy being a sperm donor and i almost walked in on…" Jesus started to explain.
"Don't tell that story again"
"Eww… thats gross"
"Wait Timothy the english teacher?" I asked.
"Yeah I know right" she said.
"At least you don't have to go to his class each day knowing that you came really close to…"
"Eww don't…"
"Jesus!"Mariana said.
"I'm never going to be able to get that image out of my head." i complained. "Wait which one is even pregnant?"
"They have five kids" Lexi said voicing my thought of why are they even doing this.
"Lena and i know thats what i was thinking" Jesus answered.
"Well Lena never got to have a kid" i said. Than i realized that could be taken the wrong way.
"Biologically i mean" i said hoping i didn't offend either of them.
Mariana
What Sarah said yesterday still has me thinking. Am I bisexual? Do i like Zac? I don't even know how to know that? Does anyone? Even my moms couldn't answer. Should i talk to them? Maybe they could at least give me some advice. After all what good is it to have two moms if i don't taking advantage of it in this situation?
I knocked on the door knowing that it is the best time to get them alone and not having my siblings asking questions.
"Come in?" Stef said from the other side of the door. I opened the door and walked in .
"Hey sweets what's up?" Mom asked sitting up in bed.
"Can i talk to you?" i asked.
"Anytime" Mama said.
I went over and sat down on the end of the bed.
"So Sarah mentioned something yesterday thats got me thinking" i said. They gave me a look to go on.
"So there is this boy at school…" i said awkwardly and they both gave each other a sideward glance.
"Sarah kind of thought we were flirting and got all jealous anyways but um I wasn't flirting for the record… anyways she asked me if i was bisexual and i didn't know how to answer"
Sarah
He handed my a mixed drink of coke and vodka. I hesitated for a second before taking a sip of it and tried my best to keep my 'God damn that was awful look from my face'. He laughed.
"Wow you like it, don't you?" He said sarcastically.
"I prefer pepsi" i said and he rolled his eyes.
"You're seventeen almost eighteen and this is your first mixed drink?" he teased.
"Well i have had a beer before" i offered lamely.
"Aww baby Sarah can't handle a little alcohol" i said and i know he is just trying to get me to drink more. Despite knowing this and knowing how awful the drink is i chugged it.
Mariana
They looked between each other trying to figure out what to say.
"Well honey it's complicated and it's going to take a little more than a few weeks to figure out" Lena said.
"How did you know? I know i asked you this before but you have to be able to tell me something" i said realizing i sound desperate. She laughed nervously.
"Well…" she said and both me and mom looked at her intrigued. Obviously this isn't even something she has talked to mom about.
"Well i was in sixth grade and all my friends started getting boyfriends , you know those stupid relationships that don't last and are just friendship at best, and well this boy had a bit of a crush on me. He asked me out in front of the entire lunch." she started.
Sarah
I messed with the phone trying to read what it said. I went to contacts and typed in M and scrolled down to her name and clicked on call.
"Hey" her voice sounds weird.
"Mariana?" i asked knowing my words are slurred.
"Are you drunk?" she asked annoyed.
"I'm sorry… come over?" I asked laying on the bed.
"No you're not my daughter anymore" she said hanging up. What? I looked at the screen which announced the end of the call with my mom. Shit! That wasn't Mariana.
I called her and eventually she picked up, "My moms a bitch and i'm drunk, come over please?" i begged.
"What... Sarah?' she said.
"I'm sorry alone and scared!" i complained trying and failing to form sentences.
"What happened?" she asked.
"There was alcohol and drunk!" i said realizing that made no sense.
"I realize that honey… I'll be over" she said and suddenly i got more scared.
"Don't involve mom she got scary gun she kill me" i said bursting into tears.
'Sarah honey my mom isn't going to kill you" she argued but she's wrong.
"No she will… she say so. Please Mari i no want to die" i begged.
"You are not going to die" she said.
"Bullets kill people… i don't like them" i said and she sighed.
"She's not going to shoot you"
"Arrest? Oh god she arrest" i said almost falling when i tried to get off bed. I laughed despite my fear.
"The bed move" i said laughing. "Almost fall… room spinny. You still dere?" i said.
"Yes i'm on my way."
"Dank you love you love you so much… best girlfriend ever"
Mariana
Great as if my life isn't crazy enough right now Sarah goes and get drunk. To add to it i had that conversation in front of my mom.
I was struggling to come up more drama so i made Sarah get drunk. I do like it though because she was always doing what people expected of her and with all the stress in her life i believe it is realistic for her to crack. Keep reviewing