A/N: Wow! So I know it has been a while since I updated and I am SOO Sorry. I have just been so busy and I promise to do my best to not let it happen again. If you guys are still interested, here is Chapter 14:
Chapter 14
Dean Ambrose walked into Claim Jumper with a huge smile painted on his face. He literally doesn't know if he has ever been this happy. Tonight is his first date with CM Punk, and hopefully the first of many. He has never been shy, or someone who would act awkward around anyone for any reason whatsoever. But he has never been this nervous in his life. He is afraid that he is going to say something stupid or make a complete fool of himself and make Punk not want to be with him.
And there is another issue. Punk says he is not ready to be in a relationship with a guy. So Dean is just wondering how this dinner is going to go. Will I be able to be intimate? Can I hold his hand? Can I sneak in a kiss? Dean Ambrose has never been one to care much about his appearance, and neither has Punk. But when it comes to your sexuality and you going against the norm and what people want you to be, you can be pretty reluctant in public. And he is nervous that Punk will be too caught up in his appearance to the outside world to really be able to enjoy the date, which could end up slowing down their relationship.
Dean walked in and saw Punk sitting in the corner. He went over to him and sat down on the other side of the table. "Hey, baby."
"Hey." Punk didn't even make eye contact. And what Dean was worrying about is quickly becoming reality.
Dean knew he had to make Punk comfortable now or it was going to be a very long and terrible date. He placed his hand on his knee and looked him in the eyes. When he did this, Punk snapped out of looking around and stared back into his eyes and a smile crept on his face. "Listen, Punk. Nobody is watching us. Nobody recognizes us. Can we please have a nice date with no distractions? That is all I want." Dean smiled his normal charming smile and Punk blushed a little.
Punk was finally starting to feel like there was someone out there who could actually care for him and love him. And he is starting to think that that person is Dean Ambrose. He knows it is going to take a while before he is able to be in a committing relationship with a man, but who knows. It may come sooner than even CM Punk thinks it will. "Alright."
The night went on and Punk thinks it went very well. And so did Dean. They made their way back to the hotel and Dean walked Punk to his room. "Want to come in?" Punk started biting his lip and looking at the floor.
"I would love to." That is the point where Dean knew that this may actually be going somewhere. With how many times Punk has kicked him out of his room. With how many times Punk has hurt him. Here they are, in Punk's room sitting on the bed.
"Um, so..." Punk was cut off when Dean shoved him all the way back on the bed and climbed on top of him. He connected their lips and shoved his tongue inside Punk's more than willing mouth. When Dean noticed that Punk was participating more than he has ever, he reached for Punk's shirt and tried to pull it off.
Punk realized that Dean was trying to initiate sex. And it was so hard to even fathom the idea of not going through with it while their erections were pressed together, but he knew he didn't want to start this possible relationship with sex. And even though they have had sex before, he wants to know that Dean is in it for more than just that.
So, Punk smacked Dean's hand away and just continued the kiss. Dean continued to press their erections together and Punk couldn't help but let out a moan. That is when he broke the kiss. "Dean?"
"Yes." He attacked Punk's neck and started sucking on that sweet spot that always drove him wild. Punk let out another moan and then rolled them over so they were on top. He pinned Dean's hands down on the mattress and kissed him one last time before just sitting there looking down at him.
"We can't do this right now."
"What? Why not? It's not like we haven't done it before." Dean squinted his eyes in confusion. He wanted Punk so bad, but he didn't want to push him into anything he really didn't want to do. But it was so hard when that sexy piece of ass was with him the who night and they were sitting in his bed. His attraction go the better of him.
"Because I want to start this off right. IF we get into an actual relationship, I want it to be more than just sex."
Dean leaned up and kissed Punk again. "Your right. Want to just watch a movie then?"
Both men stripped down to nothing but underwear before they put on some sweats. They got under the covers and started watching a movie while cuddling. They held each other tight before they both ended up falling asleep, Dean holding Punk as tight as possible. He was holding Punk like he never wanted let him go and as if he may not get the opportunity again.
Punk was the first to wake up in the morning. He looked over and saw Dean fast asleep, right arm draped over Punk's chest. Punk slowly rolled away from his arm and got up and went to the restroom. He looked into the mirror and splashed some water on his face. This is the first morning that he deliberately woke up with a guy in his bed and he has mixed emotions about it. He knows that he got himself into this situation, but he is trying to figure out if he wants to stay in this situation.
Punk was taken out of his thoughts when he felt a pair of arms wrap around his midsection. Punk couldn't help but smile when he saw Dean's bed head and his head resting on Punk's shoulders with his eyes closed. He grabbed Dean's hand and led him back to the bed. They laid back down drifting back to sleep as they were once again holding each other tight.
And CM Punk laid their wondering if this is where he wanted to be. And if Dean Ambrose was the one he wanted to be with...
A/N: So? How was it? I know it was definitely not worth the long wait but I hope you guys are still enjoying the story. Next chapter will be ALOT sooner. Thanks for reading and please REVIEW! :)
