A/N: Thank you to everyone that reviewed the previous chapter. I appreciate each and every one of them more than you know. Hope you guys enjoy Chapter 18. :)

Chapter 18

Punk woke up the next morning with a terrible headache. He got out of bed and headed towards the bathroom. He was in nothing but underwear. It has been hard for him to go about his normal daily activities with everything that has happened to him. He wants to talk to Dean so bad, but he knows he can't. He knows he has to some how fall out of love with him. But that isn't easy when he was falling so fast and so hard for him. This isn't going to be an easy thing to do. He knows he is going to have to cover up his pain and heart ache, something he is all too familiar with doing.

But the one thing he is not looking forward to the most is the conversation he is going to have to have with Dean. He knows that Dean is going to try and talk to him and that he is going to try and be intimate with him, but Punk knows that none of that could happen. He is tired of looking over his shoulder for Roman and Seth to jump him from behind. He is tired of having to work so hard at a relationship that hasn't even technically begun. It's all too hard, and not worth it in Punk's mind.

Punk was brought out of his thoughts when there was a knock at the door. He was actually glad that someone knocked because he feels like he is about to go insane. He pulled on some gym shorts to cover up his underwear and he answered the door with nothing on but the shorts. But when he opened the door, his heart sank. It was the one man he wasn't allowed to talk to. It was the man he was falling in love with. It was the man he had to fall out of love with, if that is even possible. It is Dean Ambrose.

"Punk!" Dean yelled and quickly pulled Punk into a huge hug. He has been worried sick. "Where have you been? I've been trying to get a hold of you for almost two weeks now, I was worried."

Punk was actually taken aback from how Dean was acting. He never thought he would see panic in Dean's eyes, and so much loving emotions from him. But here they were, right on display for him to see. "You wouldn't believe me if I told you." Punk was sure about that. He wanted to spill his guts to Dean about where he was and how his best friends kidnapped him and is forcing to do the one thing he was not wanting to do. It took Punk so long to admit his feelings for Dean. And it took him so long to admit that he actually wants him. And now he has to give him up and it breaks his heart. Punk couldn't help it when his eyes started getting watery from the thought of doing this.

"What's wrong, baby?" Dean ran his hand across Punk's face and Punk's eyes fluttered shut from the touch. But a second later, Punk's eyes shot open. He had the strange feeling that Seth and Roman were somehow watching him and seeing everything that is happening right now.

"Nothing. Don't worry about it." Punk said.

Dean was worried that Punk was going to close up on him again, so he did the only thing he could to try and get Punk to act on his feelings. He turned around and shut the door quickly. He then turned back around and pulled Punk in roughly. He attached their lips and wrapped his arms around Punk, picking him up. He carried him to the bed and laid him down, climbing on top of him.

Punk didn't even realize what was happening. He fell right into it. He was so lost in the kiss that it took him a minute to realize that he was kissing back and what this whole thing could cause should two certain people find out about it. Punk broke the kiss and crawled out from under Dean. He rubbed the back of his neck trying to figure out what he was going to say and how he was going to say it.

"What's the matter?" Dean sat down on the edge of the bed and rested his arms behind him, leaning on them.

Dean looked so hot that Punk almost jumped on him, but he knew that he couldn't. "I don't think we should see each other anymore."

Dean was caught off guard with that. He was not expecting this at all. He didn't think he would have to worry about that anymore since Punk admitted that he liked him. "What!? Why the fuck are you doing this, Phil?"

It caught Punk off guard when Dean used his real name, but he just bit his lip and continued. "This is wrong. My heart is not in whatever this is and I don't want to hurt you." That was the first thing that came to his mind. But he didn't think Dean would buy that considering his eyes were all watery. If he was about to cry because of this, then his heart was definitely in it. Especially since it is very rare for anyone to see Punk cry. Very few people could actually say the have seen it.

"Bull Shit!" Dean stood up and grabbed Punk, slamming him against the wall. He pressed his lips to Punk's and felt Punk kissing back, but once again Punk pulled away. "I know you have feelings for me, Punk. I can't believe your ending this." Now Dean's eyes were starting to get watery.

"Technically there is nothing to end. We were never official, but thank you for all the good fucks." Punk couldn't even believe what he was saying. He was being so mean even though he didn't want to be.

"What? I can't believe this, Punk. You disappear for two weeks and then the first thing you say to me is that your done with me? I don't buy it. There is more to this."

"You don't have to buy it, Dean. We are done. Get over it." Punk slithered out of Dean's grasp and walked to the door. He opened it and pointed to the hallway, signaling Dean to leave.

Dean made his way to the door and left the room. He turned around facing Punk one last time. "This isn't over, Punk. I love you."

But Punk couldn't take it anymore. He just slammed the door in Dean's face and fell to the ground, holding his knees to his chest. He couldn't believe what he had just done.


On the other side of the door, Dean fell to the ground and leaned back on the door, knees to his chest. He had no idea that just on the other side of the door, Punk was doing the same. He couldn't believe what just happened. And he is left completely confused. He knows that Punk has feelings for him and he actually admitted it.

Dean does the only thing he could do. He get up and presses on, walking towards his room trying to wipe the hurt and pain off his face. He vows that he will get to the bottom of this. He vows to figure out why Punk ended it out of no where. And he vows to once again hold Punk in his arms and 'officially' be his.


A/N: Thank you to everybody that has been staying with this story. I appreciate it more than you know. The next chapter will be very soon. And in the mean time, I would LOVE to know what you guys think will happen. Do you think Punk will end up going back to Dean? Please REVIEW and let me know. Thank you for reading. :)