-6-

"I can't believe it's all over tomorrow. I have to go back home to mother, and…and leave you," Anna whispered, and Elsa shuddered with anxiety, grasping the girls hand quickly. She was just as troubled, but she didn't say anything. Anna's skin was so warm, even through the heavy cloth of the mittens, or maybe it was just Elsa who was warm. Elsa buried her face in the girls neck, and eyed the midnight sky from the corner of her eye. All the stars, barely visible by the crisp winter clouds. It was beautiful. She had thought the idea romantic, lying out in the snow, curled up together watching what they could see of the stars. Elsa hesitates, before she climbs up, on her knees, one leg on either side of Anna's.

"I love you," she whispered softly, Anna's fingers trail up her face and she shivers, her nails feel so good. Anna licks her lips and stares into her eyes, before she reached up and undid Anna's high bun. Her light blond hair fell to her shoulders, a curtain, and she exhales deeply because arousal is making her heart pound and her body hot. "Let's do it," Anna says playfully, "right out here in the snow. It's night, no one'll see," She pulls her mittens off, Her hand slides down Elsa's body, who trembled and squeezed her eyes shut. She tensed as Anna's hand slid into her pants, then her panties.

"Anna," She whispered…staring at that gorgeous face. I can't believe I haven't used it on you yet…it's being wasted. She meant the strap on she had paid 200 dollars for which lay unused under her bed because she was too nervous! Would she never use it? She bit her lip as Anna rubbed her gently with her palm, her thoughts drifting back to Anna's warm touch.

"No fingers for you," She teased, her bright eyes dark, the dark sky casting a delicious shadow across her face. She was beyond beautiful, her freckles were brought out. She shuddered as Anna rubbed again, allowing her younger sibling to do as she pleases because Anna loves to touch her for some reason. She swallowed and stared down. Anna was smiling happily, "I'd be so happy if you pulled your pants down," her tone grew more naughty, more amused, "and what's under them." Elsa wondered what was wrong with her as she pushed them down her legs, still kneeling around her younger half-sibling. She blushed deeply, face burning as she slid her light blue silk panties down her long white legs. Anna stared at her freaking vagina like it was magical or something, fascinated almost. "It's so wet," Anna murmured.

"Shut up," Elsa whispered in embarrassment, it wasn't her fault that Anna brought this reaction onto her… and then Anna's fingers slid partly into her and her embarrassment faded.

"I want you to do something for me," Anna said slowly, and Elsa raised her brows in confusion, before she licked her lips. The beautiful girl, her beautiful girl just smiles innocently. "I want you to grind on me. I want you to rub into me until you cum. My thigh, I want to feel you," Anna purred, and Elsa shuddered at the thought. She hesitated slightly as she moved, pressing herself down onto the girls leg. This was embarrassing. humiliating, almost, did Anna truly want this? The denim was scratchy but soft on her sensitive sex, and she shuddered and struggled to get a grip, her fingers slipping through wet snow before she was close to Anna's face, and they were kissing. Elsa hesitated again, but the ache in her loins made body move before she even told it to.

She pushed into the girls thigh, a breathy moan making a gust of frost in the air. Anna crossed her free arm behind her head as if it was a pillow, her own face crimson as she watched Elsa move. She shuddered, bunching her shoulders. She moved her hips faster, pressed harder into her, the denim dragging deliciously across her clit. She felt like she was burning, her hands gripping the wet frosty ground, her body shifting desperately, and those loving eyes on her own. "Fingers," she begged quietly, and Anna suckled her tongue briefly.

"Come on now," she said softly in her ear, and Elsa smiled crookedly…her mouth parting slightly with surprise. "Can't you say it a bit nicer?" Her tone was light and teasing, making it clear that if Elsa wanted to she could take the lead again…instead Elsa giggled playfully and smirked.

"Shall I say it like you," She asked with a raised brow, and Anna's lips twitched. "Anna fuck me, fuck me with your fingers until I cum, cause I'm a slut," she cooed in a mocking tone, and red flushed across Anna's cheeks. Then she crossed her arms across the soft swell of her coat-clad chest, and furrowed her brows.

"Better that than…please,"She did a mock cute expression, pleading almost, "please Anna, I'm close." Elsa raised her own brow, and tackled her sibling into the snow.

"In what universe? People like that," she teased, and her words made the light leave Anna's face. The auburn-haired girl pushed her slightly away. "Ann-"

"Don't really want to hear about that," She murmured softly, her tone sharp, and Elsa sighed. Those blue eyes were narrowed now. So angry. Elsa ran her fingers along Anna's face, cupping it. Anna's expression didn't change, and she instead turned her face away. Worry clutched at her heart as Anna stared at her, "I don't like that you're not a virgin," she muttered. She withdrew, and her heart pounded in her ears. She wished she was too. She wished she was too…she clenched her fists. The memory was still vivid, it wasn't that long ago after all. Father, in her, changing her back, fixing her…she trembled violently and suddenly realized how cold it was. Completely unlike that hot night. It hadn't worked. When she turned eighteen she moved away from home, into an apartment with her boyfriend and he stopped trying. It didn't work out. She didn't like him and he was just a guy who thought she was pretty. He hadn't cured her. Neither had the men after. Neither had father. Father promised that if she didn't get fixed soon, he'd work something out and that scared her more than anything. What if…what if he somehow finds out about us, and…t…touches Anna?

"I'm sorry," Anna's words tore through her thoughts, and her eyes snapped open wider. Anna was staring at her with worried eyes. Elsa stared into her eyes, and realized her own were filled with tears. She laughed weakly, no wonder why she was so blurry. She ran her fingers down Anna's face, kissed her mouth. "I didn't mean it," Anna attempted to cheer her with a smile, squeezing her bum, "I'll use fingers now if you want."

"I …I think I want to go inside the house," she murmured, because she felt strange. Alien. Not like his at all. but the memory of it made Anna's touch a perversion now, an intrusion. She had tried to forget, tried not to think of it. Perhaps she couldn't escape him as she originally thought. Then she looked at Anna. Her beautiful, beautiful girl stared into her eyes and her heart pounded, and her fists curl. All she needed was this pretty, gentle bright girl and she felt so powerful. Invincible. "Anna," she whispers, as the redheaded girl kneels. She kisses her thighs, and Elsa squeezed her eyes shut and welcomes it, spreading her legs open.

Anna's tongue is gentle as it presses inside, and she trembles and slides her hands down, into those neat ginger locks. Her arms are trembling, was she herself trembling? If she was it wasn't because she was cold. Her lips are soft as they graze her, Anna's arm around her, steadying her. Elsa's thoughts all bind together, twisting until they make a single thought process. Anna. Anna. She needed her, she needed her so badly, she made her strong, she made her feel so good. Her fingers twisted into her hair, her eyes widening as fingers slip in, and her hot mouth goes to her clit and teases.

"Anna," She purrs, and moved her hips gently. Everything felt so hot and wet, those fingers are so deep. Anna has gotten so good, her tongue feels so good and her fingers feel so good or maybe it's the fact that it's Anna that makes it good. She wouldn't care if Anna was bad in bed, all she wanted was to her hold her and to kiss her and spend her life with her.

"On your back," Anna whispers softly, and she allows the redhead to guide her onto her back. The snow drips into her hair and sinks through her coat. She could care less. She was going to lose herself, lose herself in Anna, this feeling.

"P..please Anna, please harder," And Anna does as told and her fingers are rough now, and she adds in a more until it's four fingers, and Elsa is spread so wide for her. Anna curls in her, forces herself deeper, and Elsa's dripping onto her she's sure…She moaned deeply, her face and neck flushed, she covered her face with her hands and bucked, her back curling as Anna's hot, long digits slide inside her. "Harder please," and Anna laughs nervously and hesitates, Elsa stares at her with burning cheeks. Before she nods and her arm moves fast, forcefully, and her fingers dive into her hard and shit, she's going to break. Anna is determined, her movements are so forceful...Anna's free arm secures Elsa, and the thrusts are controlled now, hard and long, fast.

"Good," She gasped, and Anna seems to work harder after the praise. Her eyes slid shut, and she lost herself in the sensation of Anna in her, her warm body against her, her own soft little noises as she sucked and lapped at Elsa…her body locked up, and she gasped noisily, covering her face with embarrassment. Her knees felt like puddy and she couldn't move, her body locked up as pleasure poured white hot through her, Anna, I love you I love you and she was gasping it out loud too, muffled by her hands. Anna smiles at her as she comes down from her orgasm high, the heat leaking away and leaving only a warm glow. Anna is smiling at her. She feels safe. Secure. Anna. Then Anna giggles and she pulls her sticky mess of fingers from her Elsa's sex and grins, sucking some of the moisture off before she smirked and offered it to Elsa.

"No…" The hand didn't move. Elsa took the hint, leaning forward, her lips parting to suckle sweetly. Anna flushed, and she licked softly, running her tongue along the warm members in her mouth. She tasted herself, felt disgusted but it was what Anna wanted.

Then Anna kissed her, pulled those fingers free and replaced it with her tongue. "Fuck, I don't want to leave you," She shrieked softly, and her fingers tug at Elsa's hair and Elsa laughs and pushes into her. Her eyes are steady on Anna's.

"I'm sorry. I tried to ask your mother about you staying with me…she wants you ho-"

"I don't want to be home," Anna snapped and bunched herself up, curling into Elsa. Elsa notices then that she is shuddering, and her face isn't just red from blushing. "This is my home."

"You're cold-"

"I don't care," her tone is dangerous. "I want you to take me away. Who cares about my moth-" Elsa twists her head back, gripping her hair and Anna laughs, even though it obviously hurts.

"Stop it," Elsa growled, "don't say that because I will in seconds Anna, I'll take you away, and they'll catch us, and I'll be arrested," she hissed. "Don't tempt me," then she let Anna's head go and Anna was moody now, and she pushed close. Elsa stared into her eyes, and she swallowed hard. "Say it. Say it again and I'll take you away. I'll take you away for four, five, six days and we'll be happy. Then they'll catch us and I'll be labeled a lesbian, incestuous, pedophile! Or you can wait a month until your birthday, and then we can live together happily ever after," she whispers.

Anna exhales deeply, the air fogging up where she breathed. "Are you cold," Elsa whispers and Anna just stares.

"I love you…I…" Her tone sounds agonized, "I'll wait the month. I'll wait the month," she said again, this time more firmly. Her hands are trembling. "I don't know what I'll do." And Elsa feels bad for being so harsh about the matter. Didn't Anna understand that it agonized her too?! That she was going to be in agony every second Anna wasn't by her side, with her, beneath her?! Clearly she didn't. She didn't understand…didn't understand that she was making Elsa strong, saving her!? Elsa grabbed her.

"Listen to me Anna, don't you leave me, don't you forget me…"

"I wouldn't," Anna snapped back angrily, "don't you do it either. Don't you touch anyone else.I… can still see you right?" No, no she couldn't. Because father would be here soon. And he'd touch Elsa. And she wouldn't let Anna be near that…Elsa tightened her nails into Anna and stared into her eyes.

"No Anna, I told you already. You can't. Father is coming."

Anna's eyes lowered. "I never met him. I want to meet him." Panic blurred Elsa's thoughts, of Anna broken and crying like she was that hot night, father in her and breaking her…"Elsa stop, it hurts," Anna hissed, and Elsa realized her nails were drawing blood. She pushed Anna back hard, pinned her down.

"No. You don't Anna. Promise me, promise me you won't come here," Anna shook her head.

"I want to see-" Elsa didn't know how to say it, how to do it, so she just slapped her as hard as she good, slapped the desperation of the situation, and Anna looked afraid, and Elsa realized she must've seemed insane.

"I will hurt you if you come to this house after tomorrow and I don't know about it. And if he's at your house. You only see him when you have to…" Anna choked out a desperate why and Elsa stared.

"Because he will hurt you. Like he hurt me. Like he hurt my mom. Like he's going to hurt your mom," Elsa whispered, "Because we're all sick…"Anna's eyes widened and she shook her head.

"He hit you," Elsa nodded at that because she couldn't know the truth that it was beyond hitting, he was "fixing" just like he fixed her mother, a weak-willed sad lesbian who was very sickly, had many different forms of cancers, and he raped her. She told herself, convinced herself, that mother died from sickness, but the cold truth was so very different. She had given up on life, he had fixed her so bad she just let it go and she withered away and died. And she couldn't tell her about her own mother, who he had raped and impregnated two years after her mother died. And she couldn't tell her anything about it, because Anna wouldn't be able to handle it and Elsa couldn't do that to her! She couldn't tell Anna that she was living a lie. "And he hits…mum?"

Elsa didn't answer.

"A…and your mom too?" Elsa stood, and gathered her clothes and pulled her pants back on. She had already said too much. She walked fast and Anna grabbed her wrist. "You tell me!" She shouted angrily.

"I can't. You can't say anyth-"

"Stop acting like I'm a kid, I can take care of myself! Don't keep this shit a secret! You think it's okay to not tell me my "dad's" an abusive dick who beats on you and my mom! You tell me right now Elsa." Elsa stared long and hard into her eyes. Then she smiled.

"Forget…I said anything," She whispered. "Just forget it." Anna wasn't amused, her eyes were narrow.

"Don't do this Elsa. I'll ask him, I'll ask that asshole. I'll tell him about how you told me." Elsa panicked and shook her head wildly.

"No no no no no," She gasped and shook her head. "I'm keeping you safe, I already said too much…please Anna, please! Please please just forget it, I'll be okay, and your mom will be okay, and we'll all be okay!" Anna trembled, before she stalked towards the mansion. She disappeared through the back door, and it slammed loudly shut behind her. Elsa smiled, relieved and blissful, trudging towards her house. Then Anna appeared again.

"I'll find out. I won't ask him. But I'll find out."

Elsa just stared.

FROZEN

Anna was still angry the next day. She had refused to sleep with Elsa, and pushed away her attempts to kiss. She was still mad now as she packed, throwing things around. Gathering up all the things Elsa had got for her. "I'm not going to come back," She said slowly, her voice low and her eyes burned into Elsa's. Elsa choked on her breath and registered it.

"What," She breathed out, livid.

"I won't come back to you. I can't knowing you're keeping this from me. How do I know you're not lieing to me about other things."

She didn't meet Elsa's eyes and she was trembling violently, and her hands were shaking. Another attempt to get an answer out of her.

"I want you safe…" Elsa whispered against her ear, "so I won't tell you even with that threat." She tilted the girls face up and smiled happily. "But when I end up hanging from rope, or overdosed on meds, or with my wrists cut open, you'll know I do care about that." Anna laughed strangely, and her forehead slid onto Elsa's.

"If you die I'd follow," She whispered and Elsa licked her lips. "Please…just tell me Elsa."

"We can see each other. I'll work something out. We can hang out after school or on weekends. Just please…don't ask me anymore and Anna," she stared deep into those pretty pretty eyes, "I swear it's to keep you safe. Don't you kiss a girl Anna, don't you kiss a girl." Anna stared into her eyes.

"I won't…" She said cautiously. "But I'm gonna break it off with Hans still. I don't want him interested in me when I'm with you. Even if we're a secret." You sound so sure now. Funny how before you didn't want to. Did I do that to you? "And Elsa. You will tell me. Not now. But soon."

"Don't show up he-"

"Stop fucking telling me that," Anna shrieked, angry again, her neck red with rage. She sighed then, and breathed. "You're driving me crazy with this...I deserve to know."

"I don't know what you'd do if I did tell you and I can't have that Anna, you have to understand it's not to piss you off it's to keep you safe. I love you. I love you more than the world, I'd kill myself if it meant keeping you safe but this is all I can do."

"I practically already know," Anna muttered.

"No, no you do not Anna. One day I'll explain, once father is gone. Only when father is gone."

Anna stared, kissed her again, and nodded. "Ok. I'll keep quiet, I'll keep quiet and stay away from him til then. But if he hits my mother…"She trailed off and Elsa felt heavy with relief. He won't hit her. You won't hear. After a while, I'm sure she learned to keep quiet. Just like Elsa did.

"Do what you have to, who knows, maybe he's changed…" She smiled sourly, and Anna clung to her.

"Pick me up from school from now on."

"Okay," she murmured. "Maybe even with father here... You can't be around me too much though. He'll think…he'll…know… especially with you ending it with Hans but I don't want him with you either," Elsa muttered. "Just don't show any interest in girls Anna. Talk about boys."

"I know," Anna sighed, then she head a honk and she turned her head. "That's mother." She stared at Elsa long and hard, then she pushed close and grabbed her and kissed her hard. The kiss was rough and dangerous, and Anna slammed her back up against a wall. Honk. Elsa gasped into her mouth, and Anna's knee jerked up into her, working her hard. "Anna!"

Harder, her knee slid, pushing into her and rubbing so hard and Elsa was high on her adrenaline, she raked her nails down the wall behind her. She didn't think she'd ever cum so fast before, it was the quickest orgasm she'd ever had as well, like a wave on the beach, hitting once before it drifted away fast. Anna backed away. That was a mini-orgasm…

"I love you." Elsa shuddered.

"I love you too. I'll get you back for that in a month."

"How about tomorrow after school?" And then she was gone. And Elsa smiled sadly, and panted. Father arrived tonight. She wouldn't see Anna tomorrow, she wouldn't touch Anna tomorrow. She breathed deeply, and stared out her bedroom window in time to see Anna happily getting in the car. As it drove away, Anna waved.

For the first time in a long while, Elsa was scared.

AN: Hello again, and I really hope you liked this new chapter and the conflict that's starting to arise however fucked up and sad it is...I hope I'm not uploading too fast, I just have everything planned out so I'm eager to get it out...REVIEW PLEASE! :( Review as always and tell me your thoughts about where this is going, I'm interested in what you're thinking. Here's a question for you, do you think Elsa's in the right or wrong not telling Anna? It was a question I myself just didn't know how to answer. Don't you forget to review :(