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It was still shocking seeing them. Elsa and one of Anna's whore cousins curled up together, their skin slick with the previous night's sweat, and Elsa's smooth white neck coated with a small patch of fresh hickeys. She…didn't know what she expected to happen. Her eyes squeezed shut as she exhaled and pushed away the feelings inside her. She had thought it was for the best but…she shook her head. She should've never done that to Elsa, never tried to separate from her because it hurt way to much. It was selfish, she knew that, but she wanted Elsa to herself even if they weren't together. She wanted Elsa to rage over her, beg for her, she still wanted Elsa to be hers and she wanted to be all of Elsa's! A part of her was glad that this had happened. If Elsa found out about Charlie now, she'd use Snow against her and things would be even, even if Elsa hadn't cheated and had done it when they were over. Even if it was an unofficial break-up she had a feeling Elsa knew they were done.

She stared at the pair again, then walked close and ran her eyes along the beautiful face of her lover. The delicate soft curves and the plump kissable lips slightly parted. She shook her head then turned away, the urge to kiss her elder half-sibling was nearly irresistible. She realized then that Elsa was all talk, and mentally smacked herself knowing she had played with cold and dangerous fire. The blonde woman spoke of how she'd hurt Anna if she ever left her, how she'd fight to keep her, how she only wanted Anna to be completely and totally hers and yet…she was willing to give up so easily!? All Anna wanted was more time with her doing things other than making love. It wasn't as if she disliked the making love part, she simply didn't want their relationship to solely be about having sex with each other…was that so bad? That she wanted a normal relationship? Was the concept so bad that Elsa couldn't sacrifice what she claimed "was the most important thing to her"… and yet she sought an outside source to satisfy her fucking urges?! She exhaled, trying to calm herself because there was no point in being pissed off…

Anna woke them up making as much noise as possible. She knew of course that she was being immature but she couldn't have cared less. She forced open drawers and then slammed them shut as she searched for what she had actually come here for. Her mom had actually sent her in here for a certain piece of jewelery she wanted to wear on a first date with, much to Anna's surprise, another woman. The anger drained out of her as she searched normally now, because she felt so much pride. Her mother had lived for so long, terrified and not able to be herself and she was taking the first step into breaking free from his powerful control over her… She checked through the drawers slowly now, carefully.

Of course they were already awake so she still looked like a complete asshole. Snow was yawning and Elsa was simply staring with dark, hooded eyes. She finally found the gold chain her mother wanted. She admired the pretty piece, the beautiful diamond that hung from the front. She was so proud…She turned her eyes back to the two. "Thanks for quieting down," Snow said softly, her tone appreciative. She nuzzled her face along Elsa. Anna didn't miss the flicker of desire for her. She stared deep in Elsa's eyes as she moved towards the door.

You don't look good together, that should be me in your arms, pressing into you like that. Anna eyed them with disgusted dismay. Snow was practically mewling as she pressed closer into Elsa's lap. Anna shivered at the intensity in those ice blue eyes, and then Elsa slid her finger's through Snow's hair, pulled her face up and kissed her hard. Envy tore through Anna and she turned her gaze away and stealked stiffly towards the door. Fuck, why was she jealous!? This was for the best, she had caused this!? She had ended their relationship with cruel hints, flirted with Charlie, left Elsa in that home alone even though she knew her elder sister feared solitude. "Sorry to disturb you," She muttered as she shoved the door open and slammed it shut behind her.

She had messed up, she had messed up bad. She leaned back against the door, her heart beating like a drum in her chest. She loved Elsa so much it hurt…she…didn't think she could handle letting her go.

FROZEN

Her mother was a wreck, her hands fluttering herself as she breathed in and out harshly. Her pretty face was consumed with worry and Anna swore she could hear the woman's heart pounding. "What if she doesn't find me attractive," She said with a flushed face, and Anna smiled at her. "I'm-"

"Mother, you're beautiful," Anna cut her off immediately. "Forget what he did to you…well, don't forget it but you're stronger than you can imagine, more perfect and beautiful, his control over you is over! What he did doesn't change who you are, how lovely you are." Her mother went still for a moment. Then her hands started to shake slightly, a telltale sign that she was trying not to cry. She turned her eyes onto Anna and before the younger girl could speak she pulled her close and held her tightly. The woman's chest was shaking, her fingers running over the long ginger strands of Anna's hair.

"I'm sorry I've been such a terrible mother, I left you here with him…I'm sorry," She whispered desperately, and Anna's throat tightened because at that moment her mother looked just like what she was. A once broken young woman of thirty-four who had her innocence stolen from her when she was only seventeen, tears pouring down her cheeks. Her mother had told her of when she was younger, seemed to thrive as she did so, seeming to be in ecstasy as she told her tale. Of a beautiful woman named Margaret who she had loved and who if she had a choice, would have been the other mother who Anna lacked. She cried through most of her story, speaking of how she had been forced to leave the woman, abandon her after five long, agonizing years of "betraying her." Anna insisted that she wasn't at fault that it was hardly cheating when she didn't want Terry, Anna's disgusting trash father. Anna willingly sacrificed her time to be with the woman because she had missed out on so much of this woman, been shut out by her…

I'm sorry I've been such a bad child, mother. Sleeping around with Elsa behind your back, betraying your trust like that…I wish I could tell you my feelings. I want you to tell me what to do. Her fingers ran through Anna's hair and she shivered because it was so rare that her mother held her like this. Her mom didn't like to be touched and it all made sense why. The woman was warm against her. "I need you to know that I'm sorry Anna. I wanted you to be sure that I wanted you, that even when I found out I was with his child, I was excited. You were my only light," She whispered. Anna trembled and she breathed when tears started to burn at her eyes. She couldn't handle this kindness. "You saved me," Anora breathed and held Anna closer, her face warm in her neck, "and I'm sorry I wasn't around here when he was. I…I can never forgive myself for putting you in that danger…when I found out-"

"We've been over this before mom," Anna whispered. "I…I wouldn't have wanted you near him anyways. I'm not angry."

"But if he'd got his hands on your…and poor Elsa, if only I'd had-"

"Don't blame yourself," Anna insisted passionately, gripping her mother's warm hands. "Mother, you did nothing wrong, I swear I would have done the same thing."

"Anna, you're my daughter and I abandoned you to a damn rapist because I was afraid, now here I am, I have the nerve to go on some blind date and enter a relationship-"

"Mom, I swear I'll never forgive you if you do not go on this date. I have to go somewhere, tell me before you go alright?" Her mother smiled very happily, and Anna was glad to know she temporarily pushed away the guilt the woman was feeling.

FROZEN

"Getting something for your girl," Charlie asked her. Anna looked over at the woman who was stretching slightly as she drove, her expression curious. She looked away then and shook her head, then held up the bag in her hands.

"We didn't work out too well. Returning something." She had gone out hastily to buy this while Elsa was still in the hospital. She had gotten the tightest and hottest maid outfit she could find, with a matching pair of kitten ears to wear with it that Oaken had insisted Elsa would love. Love more than a nurse outfit anyways, he said Elsa wasn't the type of girl who liked nurses. She found herself trusting his judgement. It had taken her a bit of time to realize that this man somehow knew they were sisters, she was underage, and didn't care. She had been pleased with her purchase, and had been confident in the way it looked because Charlie's eyes had bugged from her head, and when she reluctantly showed the outfit to her friend Kristophe he had practically had a stroke.

Charlie frowned, "Even after all that advice I gave you," she shook her head and tssked. "Listen, I decided I wanted to stay here, in Arendelle…" Anna practically bounced up and down happily. " Glad to know you're happy now, go return that sexy shit, I'm gonna wait in the car, too tired too move," she emphasized her words with a yawn.

"I'll be quick," Anna nodded. The car pulled to an abrupt stop and she slipped out of it, walking into the sex shop…her heart nearly stopped in her chest as a familiar head turned towards her.

"…Anna," Elsa breathed, and Jesus Christ why was she here!?

"…Hi," She said shortly, and walked towards where Oaken was singing and dancing slowly to Hawaiian music near the dildo section, his headphones in. Elsa followed her.

"What are you doing here," Elsa asked her.

"I could say the same thing," Anna snapped at her because shit shit she was not ready to see her again or explain what was in the bag. She rubbed her arms as Elsa watched her with calculating eyes, which dropped to the bag.

"…You're underage," Elsa said slowly, then her ice eyes locked onto Anna's. "Or was."

"You didn't seem to give a shit about that when you were the one that brought me in here did you," She said in annoyance, she just wanted to return the outfit as fast as possible and leave. Avoid this as fast as possible. Elsa grabbed her arm tightly, squeezed it with an iron grip and dragged her slightly closer.

"Who brought you here," Elsa asked angrily, "Who bought that?" Anna shook her off.

"Mind your own business," she said in embarrassment, clutching the bag to her chest. Oaken happily set up his packages on the shelves. He either didn't care about their quarrel or couldn't hear it. Knowing him it was the former. Elsa paused, and breathed and pressed close.

"Everything Anna is my business,"She said softly, running her fingers along the younger girls warm hands, rubbing softly. Anna shuddered at the cold sensation of her hands on her, at the sound of her pretty voice and the sight of those powerful ice eyes and her loose ice blond hair. Her body was cold as she pressed close. "Who got you those things Anna, was it Charlie," her tone was dark at the end of her statement, and Anna pulled away.

"It's none of your business, I'm not yours."

Elsa smirked widely. "I'm your elder sister. Of course I need to know who brought you here, underage, so I can inform your mother, the authorities…" Her tone was like ice… "We can't have that, don't you want me to be like a sist-"

"Don't you twist my words Elsa! Please just leave me-" Elsa's fingers twisted into her hair almost painfully, and she moaned softly as their mouthes pressed tight together. The fingers tugged until a delightful pain grew on her scalp, and Anna pushed her body against her elder siblings, breast to breasts, skin hot and cold together. Anna opened her mouth at the feeling of tongue. They breathed into the kiss, and Elsa's hands slid down her hair, until they pressed to the back of Anna's head and made the kiss harder. She could practically feel her soft lips bruising as Elsa pushed her back slightly, saliva slick between their parted lips. Anna felt dizzy because it had been too long, even if it was only a couple days, since they'd held each other like that.

"I won't let you leave me," Elsa whispered, her voice breaking. "I…I don't want to hurt you but you're making me so mad, don't you know what you're doing to-"

"So I'm supposed to just drop everything about myself so I can live my life as your fucking maid!?" She almost laughed because it was almost ironic. Here she was with an erotic maid cosplay, talking about how she didn't want to be that to Elsa. "Listen Elsa…I love you so much it hurts…but I don't want to be with you. I can't just have a physical relationship, it's appalling to me."

"Because I'm-"

She slapped Elsa as hard as she could. She knew what the girl was going to say. "Don't you say it Elsa." Elsa simply stared for a moment, held her reddened face, breathed deeply. Her eyes were wide, and she seemed beyond surprised. "Elsa," Anna sighed, "I want…a relationship-"

"I do t-"

"You don't know what a relationship is," She screamed angrily, then lowered her tone as a familiar form walked in. "…Just leave me alone Elsa." She rubbed her temples, her throat felt tight and so many other emotions were running through her. Fear at the entrance of her friend, anger at Elsa for not understanding, annoyance…sadness because Elsa could never be what she wanted and she could never be what Elsa wanted.

"You almost-you haven't returned it yet, Jesus Anna," Charlie shook her head, then smiled when she saw Elsa. "Hey Anna's sis, didn't expect to see you-"

"Stay away from my sister," Elsa said coldly, her body stiff. Her fists were curled together. Anna watched cautiously.

"…She asked me to drive her I didn't mean to offend you," the tall woman responded quickly, 'But I'll stay away if you want…I can't ignore a big sister's wishe-"

"Did you buy her that outfit? Did she wear it for you?"

"Don't answer her," Anna said hurriedly, stepping in front of the butch woman and glaring at Elsa. "I told you to mind your own business…"

"What are you hiding from me Anna?" Anna's face burned and she couldn't meet her sister's eyes. Elsa stared at her, body tight.

"…It's…it's not what you think,"She said cautiously. "Charlie isn't…I mean." She shook her head, and breathed deeply. Shit what was happening right now? "…I…bought this. Charlie brought me. It wasn't for her…she's just a friend who helped me out one time." Charlie chuckled and grinned.

"Yep," stop, "I helped her out," talking! She moved her hips in a sexual motion while chuckling and the color drained from Elsa's face. She seemed to remember that this was Anna's sister she was speaking to and coughed. "It was a couple weeks ago, we've been friends since then." Elsa just stared, and she closed her eyes as if thinking about when that was.

"…Can I go now that Elsa's here, I'm bored," Anna felt hot all over. Humiliation and shame was hot on her skin, and Elsa nodded at Charlie and it seemed like like the butch was no longer under fire. She couldn't believe what had just happened, why did she have to find out like this? Why did she have to find out at all?

"But you and Sn-"

"Shut your mouth Anna."

"…Ok," Anna said meekly. Elsa didn't say anything, she ripped the bag from Anna.

"Who did you fucking buy this for," She said it very calmly, and she almost sounded tired…don't look inside please. "Anna…who did you-"

"She bought if for you," Oaken boomed and Anna practically jumped. "Stupid girl, she bought it for you just like you bought this-," He grabbed a bag that was on the cash register and shook it, "for her."

It was like that was the most unbelievable thing in the world. The expression on Elsa's face held many emotions. Realization, disbelief…and Anna herself suddenly remembered that she and Elsa had been here before and Elsa had got something and…it hadn't been used? The man's hand was strong on her shoulder.

Why didn't Elsa think she was beautiful? How did she look in the mirror and see something "disgusting"? How did her mother!? "…I got it for you while you were in the hospital…then things happened…and I realized we wouldn't work…so now," She tapped her knuckles together nervously, "Here we are…" Elsa stared at the bag…then she reached inside and Anna forgot how to breathe because she was going to die from embarrassment. Elsa stared at it.

Her expression went from calm to completely lustful. Red tinted her pale cheeks. "F…for me," She stuttered, and shook her head, then covered her mouth with one hand. "…I…My…" She shook her head. "You got me this…to wear for me…I…sorry," She stuttered, and exhaled, "Please wear it…still, I mean, I want to see, that is," She coughed and trailed off. Oaken watched in amusement.

"Well…you umm…you and I aren't together…anymore," Anna breathed and Elsa didn't seem to care about her words.

"I want to take you in this, I want to enter you until you break," She said softly, and Anna shook her head because fucking hell she wanted it too. It brought her back to reality because this was exactly the problem!"I don't want sex…" Then she breathed, "Elsa I want more."

"I don't understand what that means!"

"…Do you know what a relation-"

"I'm sick and tired of hearing you bicker, grow up," Oaken grumbled, "Go on a date or something."

"A date?...I've…never really had one of those…they all kinda…ended in…sex, and then my relationships were…sex, oh god,"Elsa held her face in embarassment. "I want to get to know you wasn't an excuse to not touch me?"

"That's what I've been trying to say!" Anna shouted, finally, finally, she was understanding.

"But…you cheated on me,"Elsa said clapped his hands on her shoulders.

"Better now then later. Now, if you don't mind," He dropped the bag from the register into Elsa's hands. "I'd like you to get out of my shop."Elsa took it cautiously, and seemed to actually consider the huge man's words.

"Have a nice day Oaken," Anna flushed.

"You as well."

"We have a lot to talk about Anna," Elsa said cautiously, "I..owe you an apology." She shook her head, "I…I…need help, I guess. Snow told me that maybe…I should see a psychiatrist…but I don't want to Anna," She opened the door for Anna, and let her inside her car. Anna slipped in and welcomed the comfortable seats, and being close to Elsa again. "I just don't want to Anna."

"I'll be completely honest with you Elsa…you do need help," Anna said slowly, and a look of shame crossed her sister's face, "But I think you need people. Not a psychiatrist."

"All I need is you, I need you to be with m-"

"Elsa," Anna snapped, "I'll be there but I can't be the only one!"

"You're the only one I need."

"Look where that mentality brought us! Fighting in a sex shop for fuck's sake, you sleeping with one of my cousins…this is ridiculous Elsa! You need friends! You need humans, you need social contact other than me!"

Elsa simply stared at her, and withdrew into herself as she started the car and backed up. "…Snow then."

"Like hell I'll let you be near her again, after sleeping with her," then she realized what she had just said, how hypocritical it was, and Elsa stared at her coldly. "Please…" She sighed deeply and tucked her legs up into her chest. "It hurt to watch."

"It was the same for me. It took all my strength not to march over there and fight her. Snow stopped me from hurting you two…" Elsa stopped, such shit traffic. "I…" She sighed heavily. "We need to fix us Anna."

"I love you," I responded softly. "I want to be with you." Elsa's hand gripped hers.

"I know. I'm sorry. I've been…horrible-" Anna squeezed her hand and was about to respond when Elsa continued. "I'm going to fight for my father's things Anna. I'm going to fight for his business, and I'm going to fight for his money. And I want us to go on a vacation faraway and I want us to be happy together. Tonight, however, I think we should be away from each other." Anna smiled because she could tell that hurt Elsa. "I…struggle to get through nights without you but-"

"I'll be with you tonight…I don't want to be away from you anymore," Anna said softly, her hands squeezed Elsa's. "I'm sorry for abandoning you, I was frightened…" She remembered her mother's same words earlier and she internally laughed. Like mother, like daughter. She shook her head. We're a bunch of cowards. "Tonight though, Elsa, I want to go to the movies with you. Or some stupid little thing like-"

"Bowling," Elsa finished her statement. Anna cocked her head, and Elsa continued. "I was never allowed to go bowling. Father hated it… I want to go bowling with the person I love the most. Charlie can come."

"I guess Snow co-" They both locked eyes. "We should set them up!" Anna exclaimed and smiles spread both their lips. Anna felt so relieved, everything was coming together nice and properly, she and Elsa…they…they could make it. She smiled happily. They had survived her father. They had survived each other. She stared out the window…She was sure…nothing could tear them apart.

AN: Is this foreshadowing? WHO KNOWS? Sorry for the kinda late update I've been very busy and I've been planning a ton for this story! :D I was planning on ending it soon, but then I realized that…this story isn't even close to a conclusion, there are a lot of loose ends not closed yet…so yep, here's another chapter. Hope you enjoyed, and please pop out a review :B Please.