Author's Note: Hey guys! So… fair warning, if you don't want to read anything dark, WELL, you probably shouldn't read this. This is the turning point for the story. So, back out now, OR forever hold your piece. Lol. Anywho, I couldn't sleep and kept thinking about the story and what I wanted to do next, SO here you are. Enjoy!:D

I DO NOT OWN VAMPIRE DIARIES OR THE CHARACTERS

Chapter Five:

The next couple of months were great. I found myself spending more and more time with Alaric. Now that I had gotten in the habit of spending so much time with him, it became impossible to stop. I love being around him – there's just something about him. We've gotten closer, not that I mind. It's a nice change.

"I'm glad you came over tonight, Bonnie." Alaric murmured in my ear. A shiver ran down my spine. I smiled at him and pressed myself closer to him. I tilted my face up for a kiss. He accepted my invitation, readily. The heated up quickly. His arms went around me as I out my hands on his back, keeping him to me. I turned on my side and moved my mouth against his. He pressed himself further into me. We kissed so aggressively that we ended up falling off of the couch and landed on the floor.

"Ow." I rubbed my bruised side. He chuckled.

"Leave it to us to hurt ourselves kissing." He laughed. I made a face at him. "You know, we can always take this somewhere more… comfortable." He suggested. I looked at him, hesitantly. "We don't have to do anything that you're not ready for, but I think it'd be nice to be able to kiss without worrying about a hospital trip."

"Alright…" I gave in. "Lead the way Teacher Man."I let him lead me to his bedroom. He turned and picked me up and carried me to his bed, bridal style. I giggled, not quite used to this kind of treatment. He laid me on the bed gently and joined me. I stretched my arms around him and pulled him in for a slow kiss.

It wasn't long before he ended up on top of me and I started to lose myself in the sweet sensations between us. His hands were everywhere, my face, my neck, my hips, and everywhere in between. I broke away, trying to catch my breath. He kept kissing on my neck and sucking on my ear. I held onto him tighter than before. I wiggled, trying to contain myself. He growled and started grinding against me. I shut my eyes and moved against him.

"Bonnie," he said softly. I forced myself to open my eyes and look at him. "Do you think you'd be willing to try something?" He asked cautiously. I gave him and confused look and stilled myself. "I know you seem to like it a little rough… and I know your boundaries, but would you… be willing to let me bind your wrists while we kiss?" He looked at me almost fearfully. I bit my lip. Bondage? I mean, not really bondage… but tying me up? Well… he said it would only be my wrists… And I trust Alaric, I do… We've been through so much together… He's never given me any reason not to trust him…

"If it's gets weird or if I feel uncomfortable, we can stop, right?" I asked.

"Of course. I'd never want you to feel forced to do something." He assured me.

"Okay… we can try…" I told him. He gave me a small smile. He grabbed something out of his dresser and started to kiss me and gently put my hands behind my back. I felt something metal clamp around my wrists. I jumped in surprise. "Handcuffs?" I asked, worried. He nodded.

"Is that okay?" He asked. I nodded, meekly. Here goes nothin'. He laid me on my back just as gently as before and we resumed kissing. He didn't hesitate to deepen the kiss further or to explore my body. I kissed him back and relaxed a little. I felt his hands rake over my sides and travel to my chest. His lips moved to my neck as his hand dipped to my navel and slipped under my shorts. I jerked away from him.

"What are you doing?" I asked him, out of breath. His eyes flashed and he looked at me like I was stupid. "Ric what are you doing?" I asked with more volume. He didn't move your hand.

"Does this bother you?" He asked. I nodded. "I'm trying to loosen you up. Just relax. It's okay, Bonnie." He tried to reassure me. I glared at him. He actually smirked and unbuttoned my shorts. I squirmed and moved out of his grip.

"Stop."

"Come on Bonnie; don't be like that. We're having a good time."

"No. We were having a good time. Now I'm going home."

"We haven't even started having fun yet."

"You crossed my boundaries. I'm leaving Ric. Take off the handcuffs." I got off of the bed and turned around so he could take them off. I heard him move towards me. I relaxed. It's okay. I'll be home soon and everything will be fine. I took a deep breath. I yelped as he threw me back onto the bed.

"I'm going to make you feel good Bonnie – can't have you mad at me."

"Get off! I'm not shitting around. Get the fuck off of me Alaric!" I yelled. His features contorted with anger. I didn't even hear it, until I felt the sting. My lip is throbbing and I can feel blood dribbling down my chin. I stared at him in disbelief. I started kicking my legs, but he only held me down. My magic won't work on him as long as he wears that ring… Fuck. He straddled my waist with his back to me and slipped off my shorts. "Why are you doing this?"

"I want you."

"I'm not yours for you to take. I'm not anything to you, not anymore." He slid off my underwear and I jerked against him harder than before. How could I be stupid enough to let him put handcuffs on me? I should have known that was a recipe for disaster. Damon warned me… and I didn't listen. I won't cry. I won't. "Try to relax, Bonnie. You might actually enjoy it." He said, repositioning himself between my legs. "It's not like I'm going to rape you." He added, darkly.

"Bastard, don't touch me!" I threatened. He grinned and slid down so his face was by my navel. My eyes widened and tears fell down my cheeks. It wasn't supposed to happen like this. I tried to roll away but his arms gripped my hips. I can't move a muscle.

He started slowly, watching my face, making sure that I saw everything he was doing. He moved his tongue across my womanhood. I slammed my eyes shut and tried to block it out. I tried to think of anything but what he was doing to me.

He started licking sensitive nub and I felt body getting hotter. My body was shaking with sobs. He didn't stop, didn't slow down. I knew I was getting closer and that there was nothing I could do to stop him. I hate him. I hate myself. I feel dirty and contaminated. I'm repulsed but my body is betraying me. He knows exactly what to do to please my body. I think this is what he wanted…

I clenched my fists so tight that I can feel my palms start to bleed. I'm getting so close… When I finish, this will be over. When it's done I'll be able to leave. I just want it to be over. I'm disgusting.

My raspy breathing quickened. It took everything I had not to scream out when he brought me to orgasm. My hips jerked and I was drowning in a sea of confusion, pleasure, and pain. I cried harder and managed to pull away from him. I'm not sure when he let go of me. I felt him turn me onto my stomach and he unlocked the handcuffs and took them off.

He tried to pull me to him but I shoved him away. I grabbed my underwear and put them on. I grabbed my shorts and ran for the door. He reached me before I even made it out of the room. He spun me around and looked livid. I slapped him as hard as I could. I fell to the floor after he backhanded me. I spit out blood. He pulled me to my feet roughly. He didn't hesitate to slam a bruising kiss on my lips. I pushed him away. He tried to pull me back to him but I kept beating on his chest.

"We're done! Don't touch me! Don't EVER touch me! You bastard! Let me go!" I screamed. He stopped and just looked at me with a maniacal glint in his eye.

"We're over until I say that we're over. You're mine; do you understand that? You're mine, Bonnie." He snapped. I laid my hand on top of his and began to massage his fingers. He looked at me surprised and gave me a slow smile. "I knew you'd come around." He actually smiled. That bastard smiled. I waited a second and pulled off his protection ring. He didn't realize what I was doing. I muttered a destruction spell under my breath and watched it disintegrate. He raised his hand to hit me, again. I glared at him and used magic to put excruciating pressure on his brain. He screamed and fell to the floor.

"Never fuck with a witch, Alaric."

"Haven't you heard?" He said through clenched teeth. "I've already tongue fucked one." He gave a dark, pained laugh. I squeezed on his brain, harder. That shut him up.

"Watch your back." I turned and ran. I grabbed my purse and my shoes. I slipped on my shorts and my shoes and bolted. I didn't drive here. Fuck my life. I started running home, sobbing as I went. I slammed into something. I started fighting when I realized someone was holding me.

"Bonnie, relax. Tell me what happened. Who hurt you?"

"Alaric… you were right about him. He asked if he could handcuff me and things… went bad so fast." I ran into none other than Damon Salvatore. He's furious. "Damon, don't. I handled it… for now, anyways. I destroyed his ring. I-I don't want to be alone tonight… Can I stay with you?"

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Anneryn