Author's Note: Hey all, I know it's been awhile. I've been busy, but I had some free time so I figured I write out a new chapter for ya. :D Enjoy.
I DO NOT OWN VAMPIRE DIARIES OR THE CHARACTERS.
Music Credit: "Domino" by Jessie J, "Collide" by Howie Day
Chapter Nine:
"Why do you care about everything that's been happening? I mean, I haven't really asked you why." I asked him, quietly. I can't bring myself to look at him.
"I can't stop myself from caring, Bonnie."
"That doesn't really answer my question."
"I don't know why. I know that I can't stop – I don't want to stop." He scooted closer to me. And just like that, everything changed.
I seemed to be spending even more time with Damon. If I wasn't at school, I was with Tyler, Caroline, or Damon. Lately, I spent more of my time with Damon than anyone else. He gave me a sense of security. It was nice to worry less about everything else while I was with him. It was easy to forget my troubles. And let's not forget the sarcasm – a definite plus. Things never felt this easy with Alaric. He hasn't spoken to me since he invited himself over to Caroline's. I'm relieved that he hasn't tried anything.
"What's going on in that pretty little mind of yours?" Damon pulled me from my thoughts. I blinked and turned my attention to him.
"I was just thinking about you."
"Ooh, what about me?" Damon asked, smirking. I shrugged.
"Just how good you'd look dressed like Lady GaGa." I managed to tease him with a straight face. He glared at me, before picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder. "I was just kidding!" I hope he puts me down. "Damon, come on. It was a joke."
"A joke would be tickling you until you peed your pants, Judgy."
"You wouldn't dare." I threatened as he dropped me on his bed. His face turned into a predatory stare.
"Wouldn't I?"
"Think this through – do you really want me peeing on your bed? Even you must think that's at least a little gross. And besides, if you did that, I don't think I could hang out with you anymore." I bluffed. He frowned.
"Fine, BUT don't think that I won't get your back, Witchy."
Damon spent the day wasting time. We drank and danced. Damon did both, I stuck to dancing… mostly. I've been watching Damon do his 'sexy dance'. Boy, does he do it well.
"Are you gonna watch, or are you gonna join me?" He asked. I shrugged.
"I was enjoying the show."
"The show would be better if you were in it." He argued. He pulled me over to him and kept moving his body. I pushed him away from me and started dancing, giggling.
'I'm feeling sexy and free,
Like glitter's raining on me.
You're like a shot of pure gold.
I think I'm 'bout to explode.
I can taste the tension like a cloud of smoke in the air.
Now, I'm breathing like I'm running,
'Cause you're taking me there.
Don't you know?
You spin me out of control.'
We shimmied and gyrated our hips. Damon unbuttoned his shirt and shook his butt. I tucked a dollar bill into the waistband of his pants.
'Dirty dancing in the moonlight –
Take me down like I'm a domino.
Every second is a highlight.
When we touch,
Don't ever let me go.'
Somehow, after all of our dancing, we ended up playing truth or dare. It should definitely be interesting, knowing Damon.
"Truth or dare, Judgy?" Damon asked. I rolled my eyes.
"Dare." I'm almost of afraid of what he'd ask me. Though, I doubt dares are any safer…
"Alright, I dare you to take off your shirt." His eyes gleamed. Oh, he would have me do that, too. I stood up and took off my shirt, throwing it at him. He caught it, easily. "Who knew Witchy had such a great bod?" His eyes raked over me. I blushed and sat down.
"Your turn Damon, truth or dare?" I asked him. He thought it over for a minute.
"Truth," he watched me in anticipation.
"Describe your ideal woman."
"My ideal woman?" He smirked. I nodded.
"Ideal woman, dream girl, chick of your fantasies – whatever you wanna call her. Yeah." I clarified.
"Basically you. Now, Bonnie, truth or Dare?"
"Wait, you can't just say that and not tell me how I manage to fit that description."
"I thought it was obvious." Damon rolled his eyes with his signature smirk. "You didn't tell me I had to give a description."
"Well, I am now." I challenged.
"You're headstrong, smart, sassy, sexy, funny, don't tolerate bullshit, OH, and stubborn. That's you in a nutshell, Witchy." He teased. Really?
"Alright, oh, um, truth."
"Why did you date Alaric? I mean, there had to have been a reason the two of you got together." I moseyed closer to me. I figured he'd ask me that at some point.
"Well, he's good-looking, smart, funny… I always liked that he was so kind. I guess the chemistry had been there for awhile, but I didn't notice it until we spent time together; you know? Even if I would have, before, the time was never right. And, it turned out that he wasn't who I thought he was. Whatever we had, ring or not, was just a lie."
"Fair enough. I'm picking dare. There's no way that I'm allowing tonight to turn into a sob-fest." He announced.
"Alright, I dare you to… streak through town, and make sure that Sheriff Forbes sees you." I told him, smirking. His jaw dropped. I put my shirt back on.
"Well, well, well, who knew you had it in you." He took off his shirt and kept it in his hand. "Let's go. If I'm doing this, you have to be there to see it." We drove to town and Damon parked his car. We got out and he started stripping. He handed me his discarded clothes.
"Oh, and Damon, no vampire speed…" I added. He smirked. He stood in front of me until I looked at him – all of him. He definitely… definitely… has a nice body.
"See you soon." He took off running, making his rounds. I took out my phone and started snapping away. I have to get picture proof of this. This is too good. I was giggling like a madwoman. I jumped when an arm slid around my middle.
"There's no way you're done that fast." I said, behind me.
"Who are you expecting, Bonnie?"
I jumped back and dislodged the arm holding me. I spun around and saw Alaric, clearly amused.
"Why are you here?" I asked.
"To see you," he answered, stepping closer.
"Haven't you done enough?"
"Bonnie, I wasn't myself. Things are so jumbled right now. I know I scared you the other night, but that wasn't my intention. I know that things can't be fixed, but I can't pretend like what we had between us wasn't there. I love you, Bonnie. That hasn't changed. You're the only good thing that's come into my life in a long time. It kills me that I ruined it. I just want you to consider friendship. I understand if you can't right away… But, eventually it's something I'd like to have with you. I'm sorry I hurt you. I know that you don't trust me. I wouldn't, either. My view of reality is still pretty skewed. I'd be lying if I told you that I didn't enjoy what happened… I know it's wrong. I can't change that. If you just give me another chance, I can show you how much better I can be. Your first experience with someone getting you off should have been so much better. Let me redeem myself." He kept moving closer.
He pulled me against him, and I froze. I felt his hands on me, pulling me closer, against him. I can feel his arousal. I should have seen this coming. He was talking in circles. I need to move. I need to do something, anything. I jolted myself from my thoughts. I felt him moving his hand to my core. I pushed him off of me and shook my head.
"Don't touch me." I told him, getting into Damon's car. I looked back and saw Alaric staring at me. I should have known he wouldn't give up this easily. I saw a blur run in front of Alaric.
"What are you doing with her?" Damon demanded. Alaric just smirked.
"She's mine Damon. Don't worry, eventually you'll find somebody for yourself."
"Come near her again, and you'll be wishing I had killed you." Damon growled. Alaric cocked an eyebrow and backed away.
"You can't protect her forever."
"He doesn't have to. I'll never be yours." I spat at Alaric, now out of the car. He looked livid. He took a step towards me and I used my magic to throw him back. "Damon, let's go, please." I pleaded. Damon got into the passenger's side and I got in and threw the car in drive. We got to my house in no time. I parked but couldn't bring myself to take my hands off of the steering wheel. Damon slid my hands off, gently. He picked me up and carried me inside of the house. We went up to my room and lay on the bed listening to music. I curled up next to him, his clothes still on my lap. "You always seem to be saving me." I told him. He shook his head.
"You save yourself. I just help out, a bit." He replied. I snorted.
"Well, I still appreciate it." I cuddled closer to him and put my head on his chest and my arm on his waist. I blushed and realized that he still didn't have any clothes on.
"See something you like, Witchy?" He teased. I shook my head. "There's no way you find this," he motioned over his body, "attractive."
"I do." I whispered. He rolled away from me, so he could see my face.
"Look at me, Bonnie." He coaxed. I looked at him, as he asked. "It's okay." He told me. He took my hand and brought it to his chest. "I want you to explore my body." He brought my hand to his navel. I shook my head. "I dare you."He challenged. I pulled away from him and did as he asked. I let my fingers walk all over his body. I memorized his face, his arms, his legs, his chest, and everything in between. "Do you like this?" He asked. I nodded, not trusting my voice. I brought my hands to his manhood. He hissed at my touch. I stroked his length and continued my ministrations with feather-light touches. "You can do whatever you like, Bonnie." He told me. I nodded and moved away, just watching him. It felt so intimate, just getting to know his body.
"Thank you." I told him quietly. He watched me, not saying anything. I felt his eyes on my body. This is so different than anything I've ever done before. He sat up and moved closer to me.
"Can I explore you?" He asked me quietly. I looked up and met his eyes. "I won't hurt you – I promise." I didn't say anything. I moved closer to him and took his hand and slid it up my shirt. "Are you sure?"
"Just exploring." I told him. He got off the bed and put his pants on. He laid me down and started pulling off my clothes. I felt his fingers on my body. I kept my eyes on his. This is Damon, not Alaric. He wouldn't hurt me. It kept playing through my mind like a mantra, until I believed it. I felt his soft caresses, followed by gentle kisses. This is what it should have been like before…
"Bonnie, let me show you what it's supposed to be like. Let me give you something to replace your bad memories with." He looked at me, trying to reading me.
"Why is it so important to you?"
"Because you deserve better – let me give you better." He moved his face in front of mine and kissed me, slowly. I slid my arms around him and tangled a hand in his hair. The kiss stayed slow and soft. We stayed molded together. He took everything slow. His lips traveled all over my body. I closed my eyes against his touch. "You're gorgeous." He whispered as he moved lower. I opened my eyes lazily, to watch him. He clicked something and music started to fill the room.
'The dawn is breaking;
A light shining through.
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you.
Yeah...'
He winked at me. I gave him a small smile. He licked from my navel to my womanhood. I squirmed underneath of him. He held me still, gently.
'I'm open. You're closed.
Where I follow, you'll go.
I worry, I won't see your face light up again.'
Damon let go of my waist and reached up and held my hands. I closed my eyes and squeezed his hands as he continued his sinful ministrations. I felt my skin get hotter.
'Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong word seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I somehow find you and I collide.'
"Damon," I moaned. He smirked at me, then continued to devour my sensitive nub. I squeezed his hands tighter.
'I'm quiet, you know.
You make a first impression.
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the stars refuse to shine.
Out of the back you fall in time,
We somehow find
You and I collide.'
I can feel the coil in my stomach getting tighter and tighter. I bit my lip to keep from crying out. Damon pulled away. I glared at him, frustrated. I was so close. There's no way he didn't know.
"I don't want you to hold back." He told me. I nodded. Before I could say anything he started attacking my bundle of nerves with his tongue. I squealed.
'Don't stop here.
I lost my place.
I'm close behind.'
I can feel myself getting closer and closer to finishing. I couldn't keep myself still. Damon expertly flicked his tongue.
'Even the best fall down sometimes.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.
Out of the doubt that fills your mind,
You finally find,
You and I collide.'
"Come for me, Bonnie." Damon told me, quietly. He moved his tongue again and I lost it. I all but screamed his name. Waves of bliss crashed over me. I shook against him.
'You finally find,
You and I collide.
You finally find.
You and I collide.'
I kept my eyes closed and waited for my high to come down. I felt Damon move and pull his hands from mine. He pulled me to him and stroked my hair. I laid my head on his chest. I looked at him. He smirked down at me.
"If we're being honest, I don't really understand what's going on between us." I bit my lip.
"What do you want this to be?" He asked me.
"I want this to be… something."
Author's Note: I know it's a cruel place to end the chapter BUT I gave you Bamon lemons. :D Anyways, reviews please.
Xo Xo
Anneryn