I don't own my candy love

Sorry if this offends

By the way, I'm not dead!

Guys you may not notice but I'm almost done with the book

And in this chapter you find out who the guy is (;

Chapter 8: Secrets Revealed

When I got home I barfed. Weird way to start this chapter huh? Blame the author, I don't think I need to go into that anymore.

In the mourning Castiel and Nathaniel weren't there. This sucked because I wanted to know who Deborah was (yes I do know her name thank you). I also found some very disturbing stuff out.

As you can't tell, my weekend was busy. The guy who shot dad was arrested, Mom started dating a jerk named Bruce (who I wanted so dearly to smack), and I had a dream of what happened when this 'Deborah' went to Sweet Amoris.

First she got Castiel kicked out of his dream contract with her and her manager, then she hit on Nathaniel starting a war between the two that I thought started in her diaper days (JK) and then broke Castiel's heart.

Something made me pity him. He must have been ok before this all happened. Like I was before dad died, now I end up in detention for not participating or paying attention in class. I decided that night I would stop being a Castiel and start being me again, after my last detention on Monday (today).

So I started asking questions. Who's Deborah? Why did this happen? Don't you know what happened? I made enemy's.

Deborah even took it to a new level by pretending to cry.

On Tuesday Nathaniel and Castiel showed up. Nathaniel refused to take my side, soas pay back I've completely ignored him and one-upped him in class by proving his theory in something was wrong, I don't know, I forgot.

Then Castiel told me to back off his girlfriend. I yelled at him in front of, not only the grade, but most of the teachers. I feel accomplished. Instead of crying like most girls would have done, I stomped on his foot with the heel of high-heels. I stomped away holding this terrible feeling inside of me.

I wanted revenge on Deborah, and knew exactly how to do it.

Step 1: I stole blueprints from Leigh and blackmailed him for them back (turns out Lysander's not the only one with bad memory). Step 2: I lured Deborah into a fake meeting. Step 3: I got all the teachers out of the building.

Step 4: I made a booby-trap.

On Wednesday everything went smoothly. Besides the fact Amber got me into detention I was was in place and the plan took off, right until Castiel, Rosalya, Lysander and Armin rounded the corner with Nathaniel. I forgot. Nathaniel was substituting detention and surly I wasn't the only one in it.

"Shhhh!" I whispered loudly looking around the corner. Deborah was flirting with Leigh, great! Just what I didn't need. When they got to me they looked around the corner. I cupped my hand around Rosalya's mouth to keep her from screaming, Castiel was flabbergasted with a face redder than his hair.

"Let me call my manager." I heard Deborah say as she walked into the classroom.

Rosalya stomped up to leigh with Castiel and Lysander at her heels. Armin walked slowly, emotionless.

"What were you doing with her!" She almost screamed.

"It's my fault, Rosa, I blackmailed Leigh."I said pulling out his documents. I handed it to Leigh as Deborah walked out screaming, "Fine be that way, I don't need you!" She looked up, in pure understandment.

"YOU TRICKED ME!" she screamed. I turned and ran toward the teachers lobby. I pressed the button with her not seeing me.

"Why did you do that!" she yelled.

"Because unlike everyone else in this school, I know what really happened! You used Castiel, framed Nathaniel and only came here to use Castiel again! Just because you old guitar player quit because your a bitch!" I screamed.

"This whole school is made of idiots! And I thought Castiel was the biggest of them all but it's really you!" Castiel was behind her. He heard every word she said.

"How did you know this?! Did Nathaniel tell you!" She yelled.

"No…" The words came out in a foreign tongue to me that I understood.

"I'm psychic!" I screamed then ran.

I never moved so fast in my life. Everyone would either call me a fake or a freak. I hated those words. I managed to stop myself at the girls locker room. It was empty. I sat and cried.

My dad promised to take this secret to the grave and now everyone knows.

I couldn't take it back and know I'd stay an outcast.

Andy and mom would be embarrassed to be seen with me.

So many regrets, so many secrets, so many choice's... I'd chosen right, right?

I fell asleep on the bench in the locker room. If I was lucky I wouldn't wake up.

I woke up. Castiel was here now which scared me. He and Amber were the ones I worried about teasing me the most. I sat up and he looked at me straight in the eyes. I walked out of the room, then out of the school and into the darkness of night. Castiel followed me.

"You could have told someone." his voice sent chills down my neck.

"I did..."

"Besides the entire school?"

"Yes and he's dead." I shot him a deadly look.

I don't know what happened next but the next thing I knew was his lips were on mine.

Looks like I found my mystery guy.