Chapter 19: rise from ther DARKNESS

It Was dark and I think I was asleep when that happendd. Everythig was darkness and I was floatingin a black place where it was also dark like a nighttime.

Suddenly I hard a voice that cxame fom all around me and yet from nowhere atound me at the same time. Then I realized it was my soul that was talking to me. "Janis sama, I am your soul" it said. "I will tell you the reason hat your magic went away for a bit and disappeared bak then during the battle with harry Potter."

"What happen to me?" I asked the soul which was my own.

"janis, I have lived through the lifetime of the very first Janis jadeapple who would have been Janid Jadeappe l Punkdaft had she not fallen in love. You see, the problem among every Janis jadeapple is the issue of your heart. Every Janis Jadepple has had a heart that is a nuclear heart. Nuclear magic is the o[pposite of wizard magic, do you ubnderstand? You can use wizard magic and thasts why your at Hogwrats, bbut the powers in your nuclear heart magic fail when someone with a uclear heart falls in love with someone with a heart of wizard, which is the kibnd of heart most wizards have."

"But WHY?" I aske the soul! I was very confuse and now al of this shart of this new heart information filld me with worried!

'Janis jadeapple the second, you must not fall in loev with a wixard if your are to keep your nuclear magics. If you do, the you will lose all of your pure heart nuclear magicvs, like your womens intuition, your flying, and the curse of Dufflegrist will rise again and kill you and all of your friends!'

"I understand now, heart sama…" I whispered, my pure heart fill eith pain and confusion. "I will not fall in love with a wizard!"

Then the air around me started to get lighter with pure glowing like fire and was getting lightwer and lighter and then I knew I was rising into the light nand waking up…..

I wwoke up in the hospital wint. Feeling very cinfuse and sad. And harry was right by my side. A bee buzzed by my head and flew out the hospital wing window.

"Harry" I said

"Janis said harry. With sigh. "I was so wrorried about yuo"

"He was" said Hiormeny. "He hasn't eaten or bath in three days!" and they laughed and I laughed too but it was weekly becauste still feeling kind of zoowy. "Janis" said harry "you okay? You was while you were sleeping ou talked in ouyr sleep."

"oh my!" I gapped. I hoped I dodn't said the things that my soul told me in the dream out loud while I was dreaming in my sleep in the wherever I was

"Where am I?" I saked changing the subjects.

"in the hopstipal"

"oh" I said. I bated my eyelashrs then stopped because I wasn't supposed to fall in love. So I blinked at him instead. Seriourly. "Harry" I said" "Im breaking up with you"

"But we weren't even togethers yet!" he cried out, surprise!

"im sorry harry but I have to follow my heart~~~~~~~~~" I cried as I jumped out of the hospital bead. I tripped on the next bed bevause it was too close together and fell on my face but then I got up and I ran away. Fast. With tears spilling from my amethyst gem orbs in my face like a streams of crisp clear champagn.

Vhapter ninetween: descent nto darkness AGAIN PART too!

I was devistasted. I was so sad and I had bothing to live fur. I wanted to DIE. DIE. DIE. I ran to the dufflgrist room which was my ownly home which was empty beaucause everyonue went to the prefects hot springs and I found My Book with the spellsh. I flipped pages with desparate in my heart as I flippes through the pages looking again for the spell to kill myself. Thinking to myself maybe I pronounced it wrong. I would do it this time and because nobody cares nobody would to stop me! I pointed the wangd at my chest and I tried to say the wrods again "romaha skrillexsomeything" I said and as I took deep breathing my last breath to finish the spell then suddenly HERMIONE!

NOI JANIS SDONT DOES IT she screamed and through herself up at me she snatched the book from my hands and through it in the fireplace. Why did you do that" I said as the mysterioos picturew on the covers burts in flame.

"you have so much to life for!" hermonine said to me with urgent "hey I have an idea lets go to the mall to take youer mind of off of your relayionsgip with Harry!"

"okay!" I said with suddenly happiness. And so we went down to the mall that they had built in Hogsmeet. It had lots of cool stores like Dollar Wizard and Wizard Chinese Food and Wizard Claire's where we could get all of the hottest aksessories. Hermoine and I tried on funny hats and she alsmost got her ears pierced but decided to not because it was against her religion… I was feel so much betters! I had the greastest idea! "Hermionr" said I "lets give you a makeover"

"okay she said "as long as not piercing my ears becuz its against my religion and we laughed. "It must be s muggle thing I thought to myself" so we went!

We went to the hair salon and we washed her hair with conditioner and it looked so kawaii just like I thought it would when I first met her. Then we went to try on some cute clots for her better than the school uniform which was kind of geeky and not in a good way. We tried on so many cloths that her hair got messed up again lol so we went back to the hair salon to make it kawaii sugoi again. We walked out a second time laugishiung because we were such happy and freind. But suddenly we saw!

VOLDRMORT! VOLDEMORT WAS THER A TE MALL WITH US T THE SAME TIME! Ehe was carrying A Mysterious package with him and he was walking like ti was really heavy and he weas wearing sunbglasses so nobody would recognize him but I did and I screamed "VOLDMPORT!"

He tunred ar noud na nd saw me and then he looked shocked and stattewed runign innthe other direction with his hugge package under his arm and his sunglasses flew right off of his face because he was running so hard! 'After him, Hermoiner!" I cried and she dropped her shpppoing bag filled with kawaii outfits (I was sad about this) and we ran after him and then the chase started!

We pulled out or wands but he disappearded and then the chase was over jusrt like that. Where did he go? Whar was he doing? What was with his huge pachage?

Hermoine and I put our wands awagy and we were sad about this for a mminute bu then a voice appeared behind us and tappe dour shoulder and we jumped and scereamed becuas it was a surprise!

"Uhhhhhh….here's your bag back" said Malfoy who was looking kind of kakoi and there in his hangd was Hwermoines bag and all of her cloths were still inside ofg it!

"Thank you Malfoy" said Hermoine shyly and then Malfy blushed a little and then everything clicked for me, "OMG ,malfy locves Hermoiner!" And I strove to get them together if it was the last thing I did!

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"Dolvemort" was in his office at Hogwrats necause he apparated there when Jnais and HErmoine started chasing him reall y fasty through Hogsmeadew. "Good thing they didn't get this!" he thought to himself with evil, patting the unopened package thst was next to him.

Nd then despaire overtook him because of his doomed love and how Janis reminded him so much of his lost love and he PINED! IHe PINED there right in his office and pinjed with so much despair that he couldn't come and teach his potions class the next day because ehe was too busy despairing. HE couldn't hekp thinking about that girl and how she ad seemingly become a woman overnight and hw she looked just like the portrait of Janis Jadeapple the first who's portrat copy he kept in his office because he just liked to look at her sometimes. Most of the time he covered the portrait with a towel so nobody would see.

Then he turned back to his evil package, whish was waiting to be opened…

Meanwhile I was having a girl talk with Heremoine about malfoy and her kawaii cloths!

"Hermoineir, do you like him or something? I mena he is pretty handsome…you sould go for it!"

"Ano….I don't know about this…I mean I do like him but if I go on a bunch of dates I wont have enoh time to study for my tests and my grades will sufer!"

"But heoirmne! You should go for it!' I cried because nothing pleased me more than seeing two people in love and it made me feel like I was in love also even though I wasn't allowed to fall in love myself lol. It was thr next bast thing.

"I don't know…..maybe wecna study tofether or something and then I can still be with him and keep my grade sup" Hermione said to me with uncertain but a little ehappy at the same time. "Great!" I said. "I can do your hair again and then you will really impress him with how shiny nit is when you use condialtoner"

I skipped off to the dufflgrist common room but my face was a sad and my heart was unhappy for I knew that I WOOULD NEVER KNOW TRUE LOVE LIKE HERONIE AND DRAXO. I was so devasteated I needed a someone to give me advise and I suddungly knew just the poiernson to go to. But it was dangerous jouerny way way up at the top of the castle at the top of the sitars! All of the many stairs of the castle! I knew thad if I could have stepped on them I would died so insterd I floated over the stairs just to be safe

HEY GUYSS! sorry didn upday for a so looooong time ive been SUPER busy b/c CAPT test but DOT WORRY IM STOLL WRITIBG! :DDDDDD plz reveiw okay i rly want to here what u thnik ~~~~Ashuriii˜3