I peek around the poll and see everyone is gone. I smile to myself and take off my headphones, letting them rest on my neck. I stand after unstrapping myself, I slowly take off the sheets from my mid-section and place them under my seat. I quietly make my way to the ladder that leads to the bottom of the ship. When I see the large door is open and teenagers are running around everywhere talking, I tilt my head sideways.

I wish I could do that.

I thought to myself You can. Just go find Murphy.Sally appears next to me, she softly rests her hand on my back and pushes me along. I slowly walk out of the dropship. I stand in the doorway when someone walks up to me.

"Hi!" I jump back surprised. I look over at Sally who is now on the ground, I giggle quietly.

"Whatcha looking at?" the girl asks again. I smile and shake my head, she holds out her hand "I'm Octavia."

I grab her hand and shake it "I'm uh, I'm Roxzanna, but you can call me Roxzie." Why don't I feel nervous around her? I ask myself, I simply shrug it off, a situation I will deal with later.

"Do you want to come meet my friends?" I shrug and smile "But just so you know, the spacewalker is mine." This causes me to laugh "I'm fine with that. I'm not looking for anyone anyways." I look down at my shoes. "Come on," she says, pulling my hand. I follow her down the ramp to the ground.

It's squishy, dirt is squishy I guess. Sally jumped up and down for a few seconds out of excitement.

"Hey, spacewalker!" Octavia calls to a boy with long hair who is facing away from us.

When he turns around I feel my legs become like jelly. I hold onto Octavia for support. "I did not see that coming," Sally says with an open mouth. I break away from her when he stumbles too. "R-Roxzie?" He says, staring at me. I let a sob escape and nod my head. I break into a run, he does the same and we crash into each other. I let the sobs escape my mouth as I grip onto him for dear life. "Finny..." I whisper. "I thought you stayed up on the Ark. I thought I was alone here."

I pulled away from him and touch his face "You're really real..." I stood and waved Octavia over to us. She smiled and walked over to us. "This is my twin brother, Finn," I explain to her. Her eyes become wide as she looks between us. "Yeah, I can see it." I grin at her joke, then look around "This place is beautiful." I say to Octavia and my brother. "Come on, we need to set you up a tent." He says. Octavia looks at me and nods "We can share a tent." She offers. I nod and look around to find the perfect spot. I point to an empty spot, next to the dropship.

"You should meet Clarke after this," Finn says. I shrug, why not?I see Sally crossed her arms with a smirk on her face, she knows something and isn't sharing. "What?" I ask aloud.

Octavia and Finn stop walking and stare at me "Hm?" they both ask.

My eyes widen, and I shrug "What? I didn't say anything." I try to brush it off but Octavia stares at me. When we get to the spot we quickly make the tent and two beds. "Let's meet Clarke now."

I frown "I need to meet someone else first... Do you guys know a guy named Murphy?" I ask, looking around the camp.

"Why would you want to meet him? He is nothing but trouble, he's mean Roxzie," Finn says harshly, I look down and shrug. I hear Sally scoff "Say that you met him in the skybox." I roll my eyes

"No," I reply.

"No what?" Finn asks.

I shake my head "Fine! I'll go freaking find him myself!" I huff and walk off. "Hey Murphy!" Someone yells, I follow their eyes and see a teenage boy. He turns around, looking unimpressed with life. I frown "the Murphy I know is nice and happy." I say to Sally who is staring at Murphy also. I shrug "Give it a shot Roxzie," she replies. I walk to the teen that the other boy called Murphy. I stopped just short of him This was a bad idea. Nope. Run, run very fast. I tell myself, just as I am about to run away Murphy walked around and stands in front of me.

"What do you want?" Yeah, that's him. I smile and look him in the eyes

"I was just saying hi Murphy... I don't think that you remember me, so, it's fine. I'll just go... Over there. Yep, bye." I try to make my escape, but he grabs my arm softly and looks at me with wide eyes "Roxzie?"

I nod. "Yeah, it's me," I laugh awkwardly.

He smirks "You're even more beautiful than I thought you were. I didn't think that they would let you come down with us." I chew on my bottom lip softly and nod, "You're pretty handsome too. Are you going to be nice? Cause I heard that you're mean." I tease him, grinning from ear to ear.

"I will only be nice to you." He says as he wraps his arms around my waist. I hug him tightly "Thank you for talking to me, for not making me go mad. Without you, I might have gone insane." He pulled away from our hug, keeping his arms placed on my hips.

I jump when I hear a deep voice from behind me I turn around and look up at the male.

"Hey, kitten..." He says softly. I blush, and wave "Um, hey, officer Blake." Bellamy raised his eyebrow "Um, kitten, call me Bellamy now, I'm not part of the guard anymore."

I nod and say a quiet "Sorry." He laughed and wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me out of Murphy's hold.

I frown, why did he do that? I ask Sally. She shrugged, I groaned and walked away from Bellamy "I'll talk to you guys later!" I call, then go to find my brother.