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Clary's POV

Two Months Later

I cry out in pain as he drags me by my hair. I tug and hold the hair were he is pulling me by. I kick my legs to try to stand, but it just makes it worse.

I could see blood trailing from where he was dragging me. He's dragging me to the bathroom so I can clean up.

He doesn't have a shower for 'us' so he just gives up a bucket of water and a rag.

We turn another corner and we then stop. He pulls me up to my feet by me hair. I would ask him if I could just walk but I don't want to be punished.

"You got five minutes. As always," Sebastian hisses and pushes me through the door of the bathroom.

I stumble through and fall on my hands and knees. I look at my bloody hands and get up.

It hurts so much so get up. I can feel the cuts and bruises ache every time I move.

I stand up and look at the sad room Sebastian calls a bathroom. The ground is cement and stained with dark spots, which was blood from all of us. The walls were also cement and depressing. The only thing in this room was a toilet and a mirror across the toilet on the other side of the room, the size of a cereal box.

And there also was a orange rusty color bucket right by the door with a old gray rag. It was clean but it still smelt like garbage and stench.

But if there's a chance of me getting all this blood and dirt of of me, I'll take my chance. I don't move the bucket but I pick up the rag.

I will not go across the room and see myself in the mirror. I've been avoiding the mirror ever since I got here. I don't want to see how ugly, nasty, pathetic, and broke I am.

I don't want to fully give up yet. I need to have a little strength for my baby. And if I look in the mirror I will give up on myself.

Five minutes later Sebastian comes in to say times up. I quickly move out the door so I can try to avoid getting dragged to my cell.

Fortunately he didn't touch me the whole way until he pushed me into my cell.

I stumbled but didn't fall.

I sat in my spot and put the manacles on myself. I was used to putting on the manacles myself and so was Sebastian. He shuts the cell door and walks away.

Ten minutes later Sebastian's demons come through with are food he usually made his demons give us around this time.

The demons slide two trays of food, one for me and then one for Isabelle.

I look at the metal trays and see what I always see: a whitish pinkish chunky soup and a big chunk of stale, hard bread, and a little bit of water in a metal cup.

I turn my head in the other way so I don't have to look at the disgusting food.

"Clary, you need to eat," I hear Izzy say and push the tray towards me.

No I don't- I began to tell myself but then I remembered I do have to for my baby. My baby needs food so I am forced to eat.

I don't answer Isabelle, I just pick up the chunk of bread.

I haven't talked to anyone since we got here, except for me begging Sebastian.

I'm not mad at them. I'm mad and ashamed at myself. They don't deserve a person who ruined everything and probably made their rest of their life a living hell.

I take a bite of the hard bread and force myself not to throw

"Clary, honey? Please say something," I hear my mom say. They all usually try to talk to me but I ignore them.

I can feel eyes on me so I look the other way. They all tried to help me by talking to Sebastian, but Sebastian said if they kept talking I'd 'get it worse'. So they all eventually shut up-

Oh no.

I feel throw up rise in my throat. I try to turn my head so everyone doesn't see but it's no late. I puke on my right and try to breath for air.

Damn, I hate it when people are pregnant and they have to throw up.

I bend over and puke again. I wipe my mouth and look down.

I gasp so loudly everyone started talking.

I see blood mixed with puke. I threw up blood? That never happens.

"By the angle," I hear Izzy say.

"What's wrong," I hear everyone ask in unison.

They could see I threw up but they couldn't see to good where you can see blood. The bars were so thick.

"Clary threw up blood," She says sounding worried.

"Why," I hear Alec ask.

"Uh I'm sure we're all wondering the same thing, Alec," Simon said, obviously irritated.

"You guys just shut the hell up. This is serious," Jace says at first.

Then he goes on and asks," Magnus do you know why?"

I also wanted to know but this wasn't there problem. It was mine. I don't want them going through anymore because of me again.

Then the silence broke by Magnus clearing his throat.

"It's because..." He started but stopped.

"Because what?" I hear my mom ask impatiently.

There was an uncomfortable silence and I wanted to get away from here and hide.

"Well let's just say, angle and demons don't go good together, when she's pregnant," he said sounding uncomfortable.

The word 'together'. I knew what he meant. It didn't mean together , it meant when a half demon and half angle have sex when she is pregnant.

But the only difference is that I don't have sex, I get raped.

I whimper at the horrible thought.

Everyone got what Magnus meant because there was a silence for awhile.

"Will she be okay and the baby?" I hear Jace ask.

"For now," I hear Magnus say.

For now?

I put my head in my knees and silently sob to myself.