What you got going on?
High notes, eyes closed, holding on
January 5, 2005
Dear Diary,
Dean is going to be staying in town for a few days. He's staying here to "stay safe" while my mom and his dad go on a hunt. Of course, John would get her back into hunting. She wants Dean to stay with me, but she didn't tell the men why – thank God. I don't need a week of pitying looks from someone I hardly even know.
I just can't believe she's hunting again, but she knows more about these monsters than any other hunter. I've been trying to stay angry – it seems logical – but I'm just too tired. I can't spend whatever little time I have left being angry. Mom would kill me herself if she heard me using that kind of talk, but I'm just trying to be realistic.
Plus, Dean makes it impossible to stay angry. He's funny – I haven't laughed so much in such a long time. His attempts to flirt with me are comical, but he is cute.
One good thing about mom not being home is that I can break out the chips and cakes. She prefers it when I eat healthy, but I just miss junk food so much. I haven't had a burger since the last health scare, and I miss them. Dean isn't complaining about the fact that I eat junk food all day, every day.
Maybe I should throw an apple or two into the mix, though.
- Aubrey
January 9, 2005
Dear Diary,
Dean has never heard of the band "Bread".
The self-proclaimed 70's lover has never heard of Bread. I'm shocked. I told him he has to listen to them, and he promised that one day he would consider it.
- Aubrey
And I don't want another day to break
Take our, steal our night away