Hi,
My name is Leonard Church, and I would like to take the time to tell you about someone who is very close, and very special to me. You see, she may not know it yet, but I have come to believe that our paths have crossed numerous times before and are destined to cross exponentially. Why do I think this? Well, because, every time I die, bite the dust, get shot by my own team, I always end up back in the same spot afterwards; looking up and seeing her smiling down at me, before being shoved back into another memory, where I have to work twice as hard to get her to remember me. The only difficult thing about this, I always manage to get killed right before she finally begins to believe me again. Tis makes it extremely painful when it comes to that final look at her while my mind fades away into the next reality. Regardless of where I end up, it's always about her. It has always been about her. Writing this, I can safely say that she doesn't know what's going on as well as the idiots that are around me. I just hope that someday, maybe she'll understand. Maybe she'll remember who I am before I bite the literal bullet and end up having to start all over again. The only big pressing issue, what happens when I run out of lives? What happens when I run out of chances to see her again. I don't think I could handle that; her leaving me forever, my mind slipping away into that dark place, having to say goodbye to the person I love most.
I really hate goodbyes.
"What in the hell are you doing?" Tex looks at me with an annoyed stare.
"Nothing important. What's up?"
She sighed. "Caboose ate another crayon and Tucker won't shut up about his nonexistent love life."
"Alright, I'll be there in a second." She stormed out without another word.
As serious as always, I thought to myself, as I stalked out after her, ready to take on another shitty memory.
A/N: Okay, so this one is a bit short, but I felt that this relationship can be EXTREMELY one sided and was best shown through a Church monologue. Stay tuned as we work through the rest of our stories today as well as stay tuned for tomorrow's finale (Tomorrow is my Christmas so I apologize if it comes out late or others.)
See you in the next one!