What started as a whisper,
Slowly turned in to a scream.
Searching for an answer
Where the question is unseen.


February 28, 2005

Dear Diary,

Dean and his dad left earlier today.

I hate to say it, but I think I hurt Dean's feelings.

I never meant to do that. I like Dean. (Maybe like is a weak word, but it's the one I'll use.)

He leaned in to kiss me, but I turned away. I turned away! What the hell is wrong with me? Dammit, Aubrey, if a gorgeous guy leans in to kiss you, YOU KISS HIM BACK!

I'm feeling kind of down lately, so I doubt I'll write much.

I doubt I'll get much sleep tonight without hearing Dean's snoring through the walls.

- Aubrey


I don't know where you came from
And I dont know where you've gone.
Old friends become old strangers
Between the darkness and the dawn