Lately I've been wondering what's been going on
I've been here before but I don't remember when


March 5, 2005

Dear Diary,

I feel like this is going to be my last entry.

I just can't do it anymore… if I'm going to die, it's going to be on my own terms.

You weren't my longest diary, but you were the most eventful for a diary of your size.

Thank you, for listening to my musings.

(Damn, I'm cheesy.)

- Aubrey


* Letter to Dean *

Dean,

Thank you for teaching me how to have fun again. I really did enjoy your company while mom was gone. I'm sorry I didn't kiss you. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I just couldn't live in fear of dying anymore, so I took my life into my own hands. I'm leaving this stuff with you, because I know you'll appreciate it. Just promise you won't laugh at the cheesy diary entries.

I'll see you on the other side.

Love, Aubrey

PS: I finished your bracelet. I hope you like it. Keep mine safe for me.


And every time we get to where we're entering
I feel my beliefs and hopes surrendering