I closed the book and put the pen on top of it. "Gelus I would like to keep ownership of this death note. I plan on eliminating all of the criminals from this world. If you have any objections then please go ahead and tell me now before I start." I say calmly turning to face the Shinigami.

He smiled at me. "I've got no objections as to whom you kill."

I smiled looking back at the large room. I couldn't continue living here by myself. I had to find a new place to live or all of my check will wind up sucked up into this place. I sigh getting up and grabbing a black pajama set that has lace trim. I needed a shower to help me think this all through.

"Gelus I'm taking a quick shower feel free to take a look around and make yourself comfortable." I say looking at the Shinigami playing with my makeup. He would be fine as long as he stays in here and doesn't try to follow behind me.

I walk to the bathroom and lock the door, I needed my privacy now. Putting my clothes down I take a long look in the mirror. I had grown since their deaths, I couldn't change that fact for them even though I wanted to. I sigh looking back up into my eyes, my deep brown eyes.

I smiled underneath the hot water that was running over me relieving the many aches and pains that were running rampant across my skin and muscles. The main purpose of this shower was to think though so I stopped with the pleasing sensations of water. I exchanged it for cleaning myself. Is it alright to kill humans because they harmed another? Yes. They should be punished for their actions even if they are a well-recognized idol. People shouldn't be hurting others without some harm befalling them right? Yes. Criminals shouldn't be allowed to roam the earth free.

I sighed pulling my fingers through my tangled hair pulling out the matted mess before applying a thin layer of conditioner. Why did my family have to die? Why did a man have to say that my family, my parents, my brother were no longer fit to walk this earth with the rest of us? I felt tears starting to mix with the water from the shower. Why would someone kill another human's family right in front of them? Why didn't they take my life also? Wasn't I good enough to die with my family? "Am I doing the right thing?" I ask quietly, closing my eyes and just letting the healing effects of the shower work.

"Who is to decide who is right and whom is wrong?" I heard a voice suggest. I knew the voice, but who was it.

I opened my eyes to see Gelus standing right in front of not a drop of water on him. My eyes grew wide as I realize that he was standing in the shower with me. "What are you doing in here?" I screamed looking for something to cover myself up with.

Gelus looked at me tilting his head ever so slightly to show his disinterest with my question. "Does mistress think she did the right thing? Mistress Misa can always change her mind and relinquish ownership of the death note." He said as his eye fell on my chest.

I felt blush covering my cheeks as I realized where his eye was. "Gelus out! We'll talk about this later, but you cannot come in here with me. Showers are something that we humans use to get clean, but we do it by ourselves. Understand now?" I ask crossing my arms over my chest trying to cover my exposed breasts.

Gelus nodded averting his eye. "He understands. If it pleases mistress than I'll be waiting in the other room for her."

I nod before I realized that he couldn't see my face. "Go ahead Gelus." I said as he started out of my shower, "And one more thing, please just call me Misa."

He nods before he flies through the wall not caring that it was a solid wall. I blink, so that is how he did that in the store. He was flying.

I get out of the shower and dry myself off from top to bottom as usual and changed into my clean, dry pajamas. When I walked out Gelus was standing near my desk where the death note still sat.

"I'm sorry I walked in on you, mistr… Misa." He says with a sincere look in his eye.

I nodded walking over to him. "It's fine Gelus. I should've been more specific about it." I say giving him a smile. "I've decided to keep the death note and use it. I hope that you don't think less of me for it, but it isn't right to have deadly criminals roaming the earth free with barely slap on the wrist."

Gelus smiled slightly. "That is perfectly fine mistress Misa. Gelus isn't going to think less of you for holding onto my death note, but I do have to warn you that if you are to die I shall be the one to write your name in the death note. Causing you to die of a heart attack within minutes and you shall be caught in between Heaven and Hell for all eternity."

I nod. "I understand. Everything has a catch even something as simple as a notebook." I say facing Gelus picking up the death note. I would rid the world of all humanity with evil intentions. I would rule this world with the death note as my method of punishment.

"Humans are so interesting." Gelus laughs watching my face changing into a smile. "Always something new with you people."

I check my clock and see that taking the life of my family's murder took a lot longer than I expected it to be. It was almost midnight and I had school in the morning. "Gelus, it's late. I'm going to bed and you should do the same." I yawn quietly.

Gelus shakes his head at my statement. "Shinigami don't need to waste time with sleep like you lazy humans." He said getting up and following me to my room anyway.

I sigh curling up into a ball underneath the covers. I had done this for ever, trying to get rid of the cold and to rid myself of the dreams that will plague my sleep. I glanced at the photo of my family one last time before I slipped into sleep's tight unrelenting grasp.

A/N: This is where I realized that I don't really control my characters anymore. They control me. I'm just the lackey giving the information out. Please R&R.