Damon's POV
Shit! Well that didn't go as I expected. Damn that woman is so fiercely fine, I wish she would've at least sucked me off or lent a hand seeing as she gave me a full hard on. Women.
Why was she so pissed anyway? Is she really surprised that I'd want to sleep with her, she is perfection! I love her rocking bod, her curves get me all hot, and her breast are just right, and that ass… 'Slow your roll Salvatore' I remind myself, before I start getting aroused just thinking about her. Elena.
I know she is turned on by me, but how is it that she stopped, when she clearly didn't want to? Or did she? No she was clearly into me… I think.
Ugh, women drive me insane they are all lovey dovey, and want to talk and think and rationalize things, when it only makes it more complicated.
Was it so bad for me to want to get in her pants? I've been thinking about this woman for the past 2 years ever since I overheard Stefan mention a girl Elena that wasn't giving him the time of day. Of course I had to check it out for myself and then I saw her, Elena. She was stunning, absolutely gorgeous. She looked so innocent with her big brown eyes, but there was something different she had a spark, a fire within her and like a moth to the flame I was attracted to her and it became the death of me, or my 'relationship'.
The woman I was sleeping with regularly told me, that she knew I wanted someone else, but I told her there wasn't and she believed me for a while, then a couple of weeks ago I found her cuddled up with two of my business colleagues Elijah and Klaus Mikaelson. It sickened me to my core, when I confronted her, she had the nerve to tell me that I was boring in bed and a waste of her time. That bitch. So I went to my baby brother's room and took the business card for BFG Intimate Therapy and called, hoping to spice things up, and an added bonus Elena worked there. I mean it was like a godsend, and I relished in taking the opportunity.
But now, I have to talk about my feelings and open up, something I don't want to do since I've practically never have been in a committed relationship, just a long never ending road of one-night –stands.
I only hope by the end of the 'sessions' I get to rock Elena's world. Oh and she turns me on so easily, the only sad part is that six sex sessions will not be enough, I just might have to make her my committed -no strings attached -fuck buddy. I don't think she'll take it well.
Elena. That's all I can think about her, her body, her beautiful brown eyes, long chocolate brown waves, long tan legs, plump succulent lips… I won't last a week let alone a month.
Shit, another hard on.
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Elena's POV
It's a Monday, God I Hate Mondays and now I hate them that much more, because I have scheduled sessions with him first thing in the morning at 7:45 no less. I need to get a grip, so we made out, who cares? Oh I should just stop this because my head keeps screaming at me 'You care!' even though I wish I didn't. What is it about him that makes me want to care? Was it the way he looked at me? Touched me? Made me feel? What was it about this man that made me care more than I have for any other client before? I didn't know, but I was going to find out.
"Good morning Mr. Salvatore." I nearly yawned, but tried my best to sound professional, but it was not working at all.
"Good morning Elena and I thought we agreed you'd call me Damon?" He reminded me with a glint in his eye as he walked into my office and took a seat on the miniature suede sofa in my office sitting area.
My office was of reasonable size, it had a chestnut desk and matching coffee table, side tables and shelves, two tan suede arm chairs, a tan suede sofa, and a tan suede lounge chair. My office was a lite coffee color and off set white, I had French windows that over looked the small town, and my office was filled with photos and books. I loved my office and it made me comfortable, but I wasn't feeling comforted with Damon Salvatore intently staring at me from where he sat, I felt like I was living in a fishbowl.
"Of course, Damon. Shall we begin?" I asked in the most professional voice I could muster, but it was coming out casual and uncaring, but what do you expect I'm tired and having session at 7:45 in the morning with a guy who almost jumped my bones less than 3 days ago.
"Yes, why not." He half joked. Oh my god, this is going to be the longest month of my life, at least I don't have to see him weekends. It's hard enough to see him five days a week, but if it were seven I'd just lose it.
"Then let's begin." I say as I pick up my notepad and pen and take a seat in one of the tan arm chairs so I'm directly across from him to best pick up on his tells and emotions while we talk. I like looking at my clients while we talk and I can always tell when they're angry, sad, uncomfortable, or in some cases aroused. I find it extremely awkward when that happens though, usually it's some teenage boy who can't keep it in, or a couple that after reminiscing about heir sex lives are ready to jump each others bones right there and then.
"Tell me how long has it been since you were intimate Damon?" I question getting right to the point.
"Too long if you ask me." He smirked and smoldered.
"How long is too long, Damon?" I ask, trying to get at direct answer.
"A week." He finally admits.
I nod once and write down, 'tries to use charm and persuasion to avoid answering questions'.
"How many partners would you say you've had, give or take a few?" I ask anticipating a high number. To my surprise he doesn't answer right away. I thought given his directness, he would've been all too eager to announce the number of his conquests, but instead he's just sitting there looking slightly pained, like I've slapped him.
"Damon?" I question, trying to bring him out of his daze.
"Look," he starts "It's no secret that I'm confident with women, and know how to charm a lady, but I'm not all too proud about how I've treated some of the women in my past; I used them for my own personal gain and then I never looked back. It's no secret I've broken as many hearts as tissues were used to cry over me." He confesses.
"But Elena let's get something straight, I do not kiss and tell. During our sessions I will only talk about myself in the bedroom and sexually or whatever, I will not say anything personal about the women I have been with." He means business.
I am in awe right now, so he does have a heart. I love when I get to see these real emotional sides to my clients it just shows me that no one is perfect and we make mistakes, but that doesn't mean we don't feel pained by our own mistakes.
"Damon, I would never expect you to." I say with a small smile on my lips.
"We will only be talking about you, and you share what you wish to share, I am just here to help you with your human sexuality." I promise him.
"Good." He smiles.
"How do you feel about the women, that you bed? Do you feel a connection? Or is it just out of the blue, spontaneous?" I question. He seems to relax to the change of subject back to him and why he's here.
"Well Elena I actually have more one night stands than I do relationships as you might have guessed, so I guess you could say it's spontaneous and I don't feel much for them." He answers. Typical, of course he's not a relationship kind of guy. What was I even thinking?
"Okay," I respond as I write down more notes from everything he's said so far.
"How do you feel when you orgasm? Does it feel different depending on who you are with? Or how you feel about that person?" I ask, getting to the important part of today's session.
"I feel good, relaxed when I orgasm. I feel as if it's an escape and nothing else matters, that's what I feel. And it feels the same no matter who I'm with. Sex is sex." He shrugs.
I know he's lying about how it feels the same no matter who he is with. I can see it in his eyes and his voice got defensive. He's definitely hiding something, something huge.
"Sex is never just sex Damon." I say knowingly. "Sex is passionate, raw, exciting, and filled with consequences if you aren't careful. Sex is very intimate and personal, to pleasure someone in such a way can be emotional. Sex connects two people, and makes them one." I lecture.
"Sex is never just sex Damon." I say reasonably.
Damon's eyes widened at the way I described sex to him. His eyes were alight with new information, and I could tell that he was thinking about what I said. It was like he was just told the secret to life, he was in complete and utter silence after my little speech.
"Wow," he finally said "I never thought of it like that." He mused.
"No one ever really does." I muttered under my breath, so he wouldn't hear, but he did.
"No, no one ever really does." He agreed.
After today I feel like Damon and I came to a new understanding, at least I hope. I know we still have a lot to discuss, and he has a lot he needs to open up about before I can help him in the sex department.
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Damon's POV
Holy shit! Elena is so smart, and understanding. I don't get it why is she working here? She would be so much better off somewhere else. She sees things differently than most, and it shocks me to my very core. She intrigues me, I never know what she'll say next, or do, or feel for that matter. All I know is that I want to know her inside and out.
I want to know her past, what makes her happy, what makes her sad, what her favorite color is, does she like animals? There is so much I want to learn about Elena Gilbert and it frightens me. I've never felt this way about anyone before. Some might even say I'm obsessed. I just want to know her.
I have to know her. I need to know her.
I want her, and I will have her. Soon she'll see that we are right for each other. I know it, and did from the first time, she glared at me and told me to get out of her chair and called me out on my bullshit, now I just have to get her to see it too.
I'm going to drive her wild. I'll see sure to it.
Author's Notes: I thought it would be good to show what Damon thinks and as you can tell he mainly thinks of Elena at this point. In later chapter's things will heat up, I can promise that a couple more chapters of his sessions and him opening up will happen. Although, I have many plans for this story and nothing is as it seems. Remember that for later chapters. Even Damon is wondering why Elena is working there. HMM? Just so you are aware readers- Elena has not made the connection between Damon and Stefan yet! All will soon be revealed. Please REVIEW. No Reviews/No Updates! Be Nice! Next Chapter: Elena and Damon have another session, Elena mentions a previous client. What will happen? Find out soon. I will update every week sometimes more than once or twice. Thank you to those readers who have reviewed it means so much to me, probably not good for my ego, but please continue to review!