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Elena's POV
In the last few hours I've learned so much, 1.) I care deeply for Damon. 2.) Damon is Stefan's brother. 3.) Damon had no clue about what Stefan had done. 4.) I'm more confused than I've ever been.
Why is everything complicated? Why can't things for once just be plain and simple, and easy? Is that too much to ask for? For things to be uncomplicated? I really don't know at this point.
I can't stop thinking about Damon, though. I know that he is my client and it would be unprofessional but I want more. I want more with him not just some sessions and meetings, but I actually want him to care about me and see me as more than his therapist that helps him overcome problems so he can be fulfilled sexually, not that he needs help in that department. I mean, he had my head spinning and he definitely knew how to pleasure a girl, so that just makes me wonder why does he need me? He doesn't seem like the type to go see anyone and talk about his problems, or someone who needs to learn about anything involving finding your sexuality. I know, I still don't know him that well, but that's just the vibe I got from him, and I'm usually pretty good at reading people, however my best friend Bonnie is better.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
Ah, speak of the witch.
"Hey Bon." I smirk as I answer the phone not that she can see me.
"Hey Len," she replies back in a knowing tone. Hum what's that about?
"I was just thinking about calling you." I tell her, well sort of.
"I figured just as much," she starts, "So Lena, what's going on with you? What's on your mind?" she asks getting straight to the point. How did she know I had something on my mind? I swear she really is a witch sometimes.
I sigh, "Oh not much, just work… and a guy." I admit.
"I thought so, when you haven't really been in touch with me this week." She says.
"So tell me about this guy," She continues, "Is he hot?"
"Bonnie!" I shout, "You're almost as bad as Caroline." I chide.
"That means he's hot." She says proud. "Well, what's he like, go on don't leave me hanging." She eggs on.
"Fine," I sigh, "He's amazing, totally hot, and has the most hypnotizing blue eyes I've ever seen, that I could just drown in them." I confess since there's no point trying to get anything past Bonnie, like I said she reads people well.
"Wow, you must have it bad, for me to only ask you twice before you spill, usually it takes longer." She giggles.
"Hum, totally hot and hypnotizing blue eyes huh? I guess I'm going to have to see him for myself." Bonnie laughs.
"This isn't funny Bonnie," I say seriously, "It's really complicated."
"Just how complicated is it Lena?" she asks serious this time.
I sigh, into the receiver.
"That serious, huh?" she questions.
"Pretty much."
"So what are you going to do about it, Len?" she asks straightforward.
"Way to beat around the bush Bon." I say sarcastically.
"Hey, someone has to give it to you straight, it mind as well be me." She deadpans.
She has a point there. I honestly haven't thought about what I was going to do and that thought alone scared the shit out of me. I Elena Gilbert had not thought something though. What a shocker this is turning out to be.
I always had a plan, a next step; I always had another go to option. For once I had no idea what I was going to do about Damon Salvatore and his crazy younger brother.
"To tell you the truth Bonnie, I haven't thought about it."
"Really?" she asks shocked.
"I know it's quite out of character for me. I guess this whole situation is throwing me for a loop." I respond aloud more to myself than Bonnie on the other line.
"Elena, it really is. Now I'm starting to worry, should I be worried?" she questions me with panic in her voice.
"No Bonnie, you shouldn't have to worry. I'll be fine. I always am." I tell her in a reassuring and comforting way.
"That's good, I don't think I could handle worrying about you too." She admits.
Wait me too? What?
"Me too?" I question.
Bonnie sighs over the line. "Yeah Care is going off the deep end right about now."
Wait Caroline why?
"Bonnie, tell me what's going on is Care ok? Did something happen?" I ask worriedly.
Bonnie sighs again. "She's fine, physically anyway."
I sigh of relief.
"Wait physically?" I ask confused.
"Yeah, Elena physically she's ok, but emotionally I can't be sure." She says cryptically.
"Bonnie, stop with all the bull shit and tell me what's going on." I say angrily.
"Fine! She likes Tyler Lockwood, the newest employee, and it's not going well."
Tyler? I knew that but why is it not going well?
"What do you mean it's not going well?" I ask.
"Caroline has decided on her own she doesn't want him to be a sex surrogate for females, but only work as a sex therapist with the male clients." She says.
Oh my God!
"I'm sorry she did what?" I ask shocked.
"Yeah, and Tyler has no idea that we even have sex surrogates at our office. She left him completely in the dark about it all in the interview." Bonnie tells me hurriedly.
"I can't believe she did that?" I gasp in yet again shock.
"I know, so you can see why I'm worried." She asks.
"Hell yeah I can, I'm worried about her too. I knew she liked him but I had no idea how far she was willing to go for him." I say still in shock over the new revelations.
"Yes, well now we both need to, as Caroline would say, give her a 'Frientervention'."
I giggle along with Bonnie on the other line. Yeah Caroline would so say that. In fact she's said to me once before.
"I'll help in any way I can Bon. Keep me updated."
"Will do." She promises.
"I'll talk to you later, I have to go. Bye Bonnie."
"Bye Elena." She says tiredly. And then the line goes dead.
I end the call and put down my phone.
Then I head to my bathroom, to get ready for the night, God I'm Exhausted!
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