Difficulties

by Annah Woods

Adrien, a model. He longs to be loved by his father and win Ladybug's heart. But what's the point of living when all of those things can never happen? His thoughts drag him down and he feels alone. As if no one can help him.. (Self harm and suicide in later chapters. Adrienette and Ladynoir shipping included)

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This story is more in Adrien's point of view because I like the way he views things. I can just feel and empathize him. Thanks for the reviews and being patient.

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"You don't really think of me that way, do you Chat Noir?" Those very words echoed through his mind after the event with Sandboy. He had his fears as Adrien and Chat Noir, but what he couldn't believe when he thought about things more, his own father didn't even care about his safety when he was locked in the endless bars that let him not be free.

He stared out the window. He missed his mother and all his father had told him was that she went away for a long time and never returned. Ever since then, he was miserable without her. Things were so happy with her around. Those hugs she'd give him. Playing hide n' seek, but she'd go easy on him and be playful when he was the one to hide.

Those memories made him miss her even more and he longed to feel that love again. Maybe his Lady could help him with that if only he could tell her.

Secrets held that back. To protect them at least.

His father locked him away from what a life he wanted. To have a normal teenage life. He felt like an animal. He wasn't allowed to hang out with his friends and had to stay in his room to video talk with them.

School was pretty much about it of what he could do, and the only freedom he could ever have was being Chat Noir.

But the rest of the night, he was over thinking once again. He was trapped in his mind.

What he also felt was that there was a reason why his father would put him through all of this. Though he had figured out maybe one or two reasons of why his father turned out like this.

One, grieving for his mother. Gabriel could be taking out all of his pain, frustrations, and anger at him. He felt be was just another sick reminder of her and that he was only a human too.

There had to be secrets that he could be holding back from him. His father was distant and they never really spent any real time with each other.

Gabriel was always busy.

And for Adrien, he felt he was the one at fault. Maybe..