Laura: Sup, mah peeps
Yuki: Sorry, what?
Laura: Baka
Kyo: What did you just say?
Laura: *whimper* nothing
Disclaimer: I don't own Fruits Basket
Author's note: I have nothing to say
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Recap:
"Hey, guys! What's going on!?" A familiar voice came from behind me. I unwillingly turned around to see who it was. It was Haru.
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Tohru's POV:
"Tohru... are... what's... ...Tohru?" Haru raised an eyebrow "You okay?"
I growled under my breath "You jerk!" I kicked Shiro in the nuts. He fell to the ground whining "Tohru!"
"We got her out of her cave!" Zuzu squealed "I knew the real Tohru was in there somewhere!"
I snapped my attention at Zuzu staring at her and slowly walking closer and closer to her while she keeps backing up "Oh, you're not getting away that easily"
"What's happening to Tohru?" Haru's jaw dropped
"Ahhh!" Zuzu was on the ground resting her hands on her bleeding head and squeezing "Ahhhhhhh!"
"You had it coming" I snorted. Her knee cap was busted so was her lip, broken fingers, black eye, broken nose, bruised leg, and deep cuts all over "Tohru! Ah! IT HURTS! TOHRU! WHY!?"
"You made me angry..." I bluntly put it then smile my sweet little angelic smile, I cocked my head to the side and looked at Yuki who was staring at me. I walk up to him "Hey..."
He gulps and backs up a little "Yes, Miss Honda?"
"Sorry..." I apologized to all of them
Kyo looked confused "What are you apologizing for?"
"I'm sorry to all of you... for you seeing this side of me, you probably hate me now... but I don't blame you. I would hate me too if I kept secrets from me... but anyways, I'll just go pack my bags now..." I gently brushed by Kyo, it took a couple seconds but he turned around and grabbed my wrist so I didn't leave quite yet.
He tightened his grip and got my attention "Don't apologize"
"But-"No buts." He interrupted me "Don't apologize when their's nothing to apologize for. You don't have to hide anything from us but we don't blame you if you do, it's none of our buisness in the first place so... don't apologize"
"Then why do I feel the need to?" I furrowed my eyebrows "If I don't need to then why do I feel like I have to? Why do I feel like I did something wrong? Then why on earth do I feel like I deserved to be punished?"
"What he's saying is we forgive you so don't waste your breath on us, we'll always forgive you" Yuki gently smiled at me "You can always count on that"
"No I can't" I said bluntly
"What do you mean?" Momiji asked as he looked up to me with sadness in his eyes, pure sadness
"What I mean is, someday... I'm gonna mess up so horribly that you'll hate me. Someday... I'm going to do or say something unforgivable. Someday... sometime in the future... my nightmare might become a reality" I trembled "If it becomes a reality, we're all in trouble"
"I understand your fear... I understand what you're going through" Zuzu cut in "Tohru, I think you should tell them your secret"
"Secret?" Momiji cocked his head to the side and stared at me with confused eyes "What is she talking about?"
"Zuzu..." I muttered under my breath
Shiro finally stood up "What? You scared they're gonna leave you like Hanajima and Uotani did?" He smirked
"They didn't leave me! They moved away... they moved away..." I kept reassuring myself but it wasn't working "...They left me and I didn't even realize it... I'm a terrible friend"
"No you're not" Zuzu put a hand on my shoulder "You were a wonderful friend to me... I'm the one that betrayed You"
"Zuzu..." I looked up at her
"Don't... this is all just part of life! So live life to the fullest each and every day! Life is too short to spend worrying so much! Have fun once in a while and just enjoy yourself!" She smiled up to the sky
"No... Zuzu-"Tohru!" She interrupted me "It's completely fine! Just go out! Step out of your comfort zone and explore a little ways! Live, laugh, and love! The three keys to life! That was our life motto, remember, Tohru? We used to make a song about it. Live! Laugh! And love! Be free and smile! Just relax!"
I sweatdropped "Zuzu, that's not the point-"What did I say?" She interrupted me again "Be happy! Don't cry! Live life without regrets! Tohru... I know how you feel, but try to shake it off for a while, kay?"
"Zuzu! That's not what I-"Stop!" She interrupted me yet again "I don't want to hear it! Do what I say or you'll regret it for the rest of your life! Stop worrying so much! Just be happy!"
I felt a tick on my forehead "Zuzu..." I muttered in a devilish demanding tone "I don't want this-"DO WHAT I SAY!" She keeps interrupted me "DON'T LIVE YOUR LIFE LIKE THIS!"
"SHUT UP!" I eventually yell in her face. I get up and glare at her "Zuzu! That's not the point! I was going to say that you didn't betray me! I understand! It's not your fault! Stop blaming yourself! A long time ago we made a promise... do you even remember what that promise was?"
"Of course! How could I forget?" She gently smiled
We both took a deep breath "Live life without regrets" (A/N: I did not take that from One Piece so don't think I did)
"Live life without regrets?" Momiji asked
Shiro growled "You've regained consciousness"
"Regained?" I took a deep breath "Regained!?"
"Sorry, Tohru..." Zuzu put her hand on my forehead "This is for the best"
"Wait! What's going o-" I everything went black. The last thing I remember is falling into someone's arms... then I passed out
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Soooooooooooo, you likey? I made Uotani and Hanajima bad guys! You'll understand more in the next couple chapters! Peace!