*+* Well this is my story now, hope you lot like it!*+*

That Jade, always trying to make me look bad, *sigh*. But I did love her so. Though this isn't a twilight book so, let's start this!

It was just me and her, at the time she never really knew me. Oh, but I knew her, her friends, the way she acted, the way she dressed. You may call me a stalker, but I'm just being observant.

My idiot friend Corvo (who I presume to be very gay) tried to get me to go out with several women, believing that I couldn't do it on my own. Of course I could, but things happen as you never want them to.

We were in high school, that's a good place to start. She and I would hardly ever talk, but I knew all about her. I always remained observant, but there was something about her, different from others. She…. Well I don't know, it was hard to explain.

The day we actually started talking was one of the most memorable moments of my life. We had just come back to school after one of the worst field trips of my life. But, something gravitated me towards her, most likely Corvo pushing me there. We sat down next to her and immediately started talking, more Corvo to Jade, but I would occasionally jump in.

Then Corvo did something that I will never forget, he left, with Selina, Jade's best friend, leaving just me and Jade. We did talk, until she started talking about sex and among the things of the sort, I had never seen such vocabulary crawl out of the mouth of one of the female gender.

After that day, everything changed. We considered each other boyfriend and girlfriend. Though we didn't express it very much, since I am and always will be a shy person. But, eventually people found out.

Then what happened on one of our final days changed it all. We were in an assembly, and she introduced me to nervous, luckily she explained that. She always went and never could get me nervous, until that last play, she grabbed my member. I started coughing then I said "Look down" she looked down, she turned so red, pulled her hand away and could not stop saying sorry, until I grabbed her arm and said "It's fine, it was only an accident" then she calmed down. Then I went, and I accidentally did the same, she was so wet. She moaned softly, and I chuckled a little, I said sorry. Then we exchanged numbers and did not stop texting each other for at least four days.

After, my mother became very snoopy with my new love interest. She said it was very bad to pay so much attention to one girl (jealous!). We didn't talk for at least a year, she assumed I didn't love her anymore. But I did. Then we started talking again, just as friends, then she got sexy again, and came over and, well you know the story.

Don't get me wrong, my life was pretty bad before Jade killed me. I didn't know what to do with my life, become a marine, archaeologist, videogame designer. Most required school. And I was in IB, so there was lot expected of me. Not to mention my sister was nearly graduated high school. So, everyone said I take my own path, but I see beyond their lies! They wanted me just like her!

I have killed, so many. Because of my ignorance, my stupidity, and even more ignorance! So many, lost.

"I'm sorry Clock, I just get….frustrated…." I sit in the corner of my new room in silence, Clockwork sitting on my bed. "I….I…its ok Balv…we've all gone through this, why do you think we're here?" "Because we're all freaks, that's why."

"Yes, and because we see each other as family, now get up Balverine." I smiled a little "Ok, where we going?" I say as I get up from my corner. "We, ,my friend are gonna help you, looks-wise, and psycho-wise as well." She takes my hand and we walk down a long, dark hallway. "What's wrong with my psycho?" I say as I pull my hand away. "That's just it, you aren't." she said, I rolled on the floor with laughter.

"Get me mad, and you'll see my psycho." I said. She smirked and took me into a room to the left. It was dark, and the only thing that was able to be seen was a large green orb, glowing a radiant light across the room. While I gazed at the orb, she walked out the door, and locked it.

"Ok, now what?" I said aloud. Right as I say that, the orb displayed a screen, it was only an image, of Jade, she was sitting on the floor, appearing to be crying, but it was only a still image. Across the room, was a broken phone, a cracked wall, most likely she threw it. There was a text on the screen, it said "It's over, Jade, we are done" she had cuts on her hand and wrist.

I fell to the floor, I started crying, my sorrow was too great to bottle up. Then that sorrow turned to anger, that turned to rage, that turned to infuriation! I felt it shoot through my body, all I could see was red. I felt those changes, the changes I had only felt in a dream. My body changed to colossal proportions, to almost 10 feet tall. My skin turned a dark grey. My muscle mass grew. My spine shot out into spikes from my back, my mouth changed into four pieces, compared to the original two. My eyes turned red, with black slits instead of pupils, and my skin turned to scales. I was now Balverine.

I looked at the door, and I charged into it, it broke into thousands of little pieces. But, as soon as I left the room, I reverted to my human state, except my skin was still scales, same color, same mandibles for a mouth, same eyes, all that changed was my size and strength. I fell to the floor.

"Quite the little tantrum you pulled in there Balv" said Clockwork, as she hovered over me. Jeff and Smile dog opened another door in the hall and rushed over. "First time eh? Don't worry it won't happen too often." He said as he hovered too.