*Back! This chapter is from Jade's POV! Hope you Enjoy!*

I think I'm going a little more insane. But hey, that's just what Balv does to me every once in a while. But this is one of the longest silent treatments we've had. We fought because when I thought we may be getting back together, he chooses to CONSTANTLY flirt with Clock. And since Jeff wouldn't get off me, it looked like I was doing the same. Every time I tried to talk to him, one of them interrupted us so... I gave up. We got into a few fights and here we are. A month after I killed my boyfriend and me and Balverine have barely spoken to one another.

Like I said, I'm going crazy... or should I say crazier. I barely made contact with anyone around me. I didn't want to. I shook constantly. My body was never at rest. I needed him to function. It was awful without him. I didn't understand how this one guy could be the center of my universe. But I do.

And I will always remember the day we came back.

Always.

I was lying on my bed, being too lazy, and sad, to get up, when I heard my door slowly squeak open. Looking towards the door, I saw a stuffed Giraffe head peek in.

"Guess who..." Before I could guess, Clock popped in my room. She frowned when she me turn my sight back to the ceiling. Even her face couldn't cheer me up. the only the one that could would be Viktor's new, pale face. Teeth in all "Aw, what's wrong with you SM." She plopped herself down on my bed and rubbed my feet. It was strange how that helped a little.

"It's just... Balv..."I sighed and threw a pillow over my face to stop me from crying. It didn't work. Tears just soaked the linen cover.

Oh, why do you have so much drama?! You heard what he's been doing right?" I shook my head still under the pillow.

"Well... I heard..."

Slendy had seen that Balv was acting weird. So he went to talk to Wolfie. And apparently, he didn't say your name, but he told old suited-up that he missed a girl. And he started talking to Sally. You've seen them hanging around right? Anyways he confided in her like a little sister, and he offered the little girl protection. Well Sally told me that he talked about you a lot! and that you were jealous of me. I don't if that's true but thanks. Anyway, she also said he missed you. I believe it. By the way sorry for flirting with him. It's a habit. But yeah, he's been in the real world a lot more. I think i heard him say he was stalking some guy named Aaron.

"Aaron?" I said popping up.

"Yes, he said he maybe his next kill!" She said smirking evily. I barely noticed because I was screaming in my head. Aaron was my first boyfriend. That piece of shit ruined my life. I lost any innocence I ever had because of him. He was my downfall. The worst thing that has ever happened me. I hated him. And as much as a nice thought it was to imagine him dead...

I wanted to be the one to kill him. Or at least help. And as Clock rambled on about how his fans would've liked it better if he killed someone else for me, I walked out. I feel bad but I needed to catch up to Balv and apologize so I could help.

"SM!" Clock followed me out of my room and held me back. "Where are you going?"

I pulled my arm away and observed my surroundings. "I need to help Balv kill Aaron. He was my first boyfriend. He's the one who helped my insanity the most."

"But, girly, he already left to the real world." Once she said that, I ran to my portal and went to Aaron's house as fast as possible.

I snuck around the house just in time to hear the last scream and ripping of flesh. I ran in the house and saw Balverine himself standing over the lifeless, mangled body of what was once a live idiot.

"That's what you deserve you piece of shit... What you get for ruining her!" But he soon dropped back to his normal size and shuttered. He didn't even notice me when I walked in front of his face. I slapped him and he came back. "Hey! What was that for?!" He said rubbing his cheek and standing up to look me in the eye.

"Well... You stole my kill! I said pointing to the body on the floor. He smirked and shrugged. But before any words could leave his lips, I kissed him roughly. I quickly jammed my tongue in his mouth, and he returned the favor. Our tongues wrestled for a while before I took us back to the real world.

"Hey look, J- I mean, SM. I'm sorry for all the drama" I stopped him again, this time with my finger.

"Never mind it, let's just get you cleaned up." I took him back to my bathroom in my room and cleaned his face. He blushed as I stroked his cheeks. I noticed his hood was covered in blood as well. "Here, let me wash that." I began to tug it off, but he held back.

"N-no it's fine trust me."

"No just let me" After some more tugging and pulling I won and got it off. However, to my surprise, he was wearing nothing underneath. Not even underwear we both blushed deep red and looked away from each other. We were in silence for about ten minutes until I finally turned to him and spoke. "I was thinking, the rules of outside world don't apply. If you took my virginity," Now, I started to blush, "you wouldn't need a condom.

He stayed silent so I walked over to him and kissed him again. But it wasn't until I put his hands on me that it began.

His beast came out. He didn't change into his wolf self (not into that). But he acted like an animal as he nibbled at my neck. He pinned me down and ripped off my clothes, one piece at a time.

How could I have contained myself...

*CLIFF HANGER! BE BACK SOON BYE!*