A/N: Hey people! The so waited chapter is here!

PS: Have in mind this is my first time writing this, so it might not be to everyones taste.

Second thing, there probably will be a slow on the chapter in a few weeks! I got a big person job and so I'll have way less time to write. Yey. Maybe…hehehhe.

But I'll try to write several in the next couple of weeks before that so I can have more chapter and there avoid a too long gap in them.

Also those new one are not being beta, so be nice, I'm trying.

So here it is!

Till next time.

Season 3 Episode 10 = True Night (Hotch's POV)

I have always being a family man, my parents raised me and my brother in a solid household, with rules and punishment if you broke then, but also a love of love and care for each other.

When I got married that was what I had followed, the serious and important part of the provider of the home. Haley and I had dated all through high school, and eventually I popped the question and we waited until we were married to have any sort of physical relationship. I was not going to be one of those pregnancy scare's living teenagers.

My mother always said she was proud to have two gentleman man as son's, and besides the carrier and more singular personality traits Sean and I were very much alike.

But after going over that in my head I had no idea how I had gotten so obsessed with a co-worker. I knew divorces were hard, even when the parties knew the bond was over. I knew people often looked for someone else, hell Haley had gone to someone, but what the hell was I doing looking for her like a puppy?

I had come to her apartment to see if she was okay after Garcia's shooting, only to find out she wasn't there. I had being worried, but after going over at Garcia's to make sure she and Morgan were okay for the night they had informed me she had just left.

I stayed with them for a while, no reason to go back to a empty house where your stuff is all boxed in. Moving out was going to be a hard experience that I was not in the mood of doing it. Haley had told me to take more time, that she didn't need to move back to the house so soon, but we both knew the best thing for Jack would be to have a "normal" kind of life again. And that was getting into a more substantial routine, hence living in a house with mommy and going to daddy's on the weekend and appropriate dates, even if it sucked for me, Jack was what mattered.

I decided to go back to her place after leaving Garcia's and this time around was no different, she wasn't there or was ignoring me. I knew I was starting to evolve some stalking tendencies having come so often after her, but I needed to make sure she was okay, she was important to me.

I had being so ashamed of what I had said to Rossi. She had offered me support and friendship and I, in my pathetic state of panic, had thrown it all in her face. She was probably still mad at that, and I couldn't fault her, after all I was good at making the woman in my life mad at me.

Garcia was mad because I was putting us all off rotation, JJ was still upset about the whole Rossi and the media episode (apparently I hadn't handled it like she wanted me to), my ex-wife for obvious reasons. But now with Emily, things had just gone downhill in a matter of minutes.

I seriously had to start paying more attention, it was impossible that I could piss so many women off in a matter of just a few weeks, it was probably a record or something.

When Emily offered me a ride I almost refused, after all I still had to tell her about moving, not just moving, becoming her freaking neighbor. I actually thought I had gone insane when I decided to rent that place, it had being a moment's decision, and I was never impulsive.

The realtor had taken me there as a last resort, I had complained and refused all the other options she had, and I knew the reason was my reluctance to move. So when I realized the building was close to Emily's, I had said yes, without a second thought.

But the night had being far from over, she decided to go upstairs with me, and after talking to her about moving she once again made me feel better about it. She made me feel like I was doing the right thing and that everything would fall into place and that it would start to feel normal soon.

How she did it I had no idea, Haley couldn't never get me. And most people now barely tried. But Emily knew exactly what to say in less then two minutes after knowing what the problem was.

I brought her to my room, I had being rehearsing and planning and trying to make her see me in more then just a stoic broken man. She was in my mind most of the time, and I had have her. I lusted for her, for a while now.

"Emily" I took a step forward, I was acting out of character, ever for myself and she probably wasn't even aware I could be like this, but the intensity of this thing between us was driving me crazy.

"It's late, I have to get home." She said backing herself up against my wall.

"It's not that late." I took another step closer to her, if she really wanted to leave I would let her, but not without making my intentions clear.

"Hotch." She said as if trying to remind me or to just jostled me to stop. But from the way her eyes kept going back and forth from my mouth to my eyes I knew she was having the same problem as me.

"Emily, say stop and I will." My warning was clear, I wanted her and I did everything I could to make her see it. My eyes looked into hers, trying to find any protest, any indications that she didn't want this, that she didn't want me. Because if she did I would stop, if she didn't want this I would never cross this line.

But what looked back at me was the same want that I had being feeling for the past weeks, the same burning desire that had being consuming me. I had only had one woman in my life, but I had never experience desire like I was now.

My hand came to take a firm hold on her hip, hard, demanding. I wanted her to know what I intended to do, how I intended this would go, the will to slow down never came to my mind. I wanted her, and I would have her.

My other hand came to her waist, I wanted to memorize the curves of her body, the sinuosity of her form. She was perfectly sinful. My hand went up, dragging her shirt along the way, I passed her breast without much contact, I wanted to build her desire to match mine.

My hands caressed her chest area, her neck and her face, I wanted to touch her lips for a long time now. I couldn't care less if the whole world was ending right about now, because this woman, this oh so flawless woman was saying yes.

"Last time. Say stop" I asked reminding myself that she hadn't said yes yet, and if she truly didn't want this, or if she decided it wasn't worth the repercussions I would stop, I would go back to all the other things that were happening and try to forget this. But if she let me, I would make us both forget anything else.

As she shook her head I only gave her time to realize I was smiling before I took her lips to mine. She tasted sweet and I could barely contain myself. I was finally getting her, she was going to be mine.

I didn't give her time to protest or think about it. My tong was demandingly inside her mouth fighting her before I could ever think, my body knew what to do before I had to think. She moaned in my mouth and it didn't make anything for my situation, I was already so aroused by her that the sound only made tighter the confinements I was in.

Her hand went up my arms and to the back of my head, I was so into the kiss that by the time I felt the pull on my head I growled and put my mouth in her neck. If she was going to tease I would show her I meant business, marking her so that people knew she belonged to someone.

It was like I was loosing my mind and was taken by another personality. I wanted her, intensely, I had never wanted someone or something else as bad as I wanted her right then and there.

My mouth went back to take it's place on hers before willed myself to look at her face. We were both panting and her mouth was red and swollen, and I was happy with the fact that I had done that. I could also see the mark I had made on her neck, it would stick for a few days.

My attention was brought back to her face when she licked her lips and I swear I twitched, she was playing with fire and she didn't even know, god she was beautiful. I looked at her and smiled.

"The things you do to me agent." Her response smile was everything I needed to put my hands in her tights and wrap her legs around my waist. I pressed her back against the wall and as I pressed on to her we both groaned at the feeling. "I want your clothes off, right now!" I left her to cling to my arms as mine made a quick job of getting her shirt off.

In kissing her mouth I could feel her hands untucking my shirt off my pants and dragging her fingernails across my back. I went to her breasts and after moving her bra aside I changed my mind and just tore them from her, I got a glare in response but as soon as my mouth connected to her nipples her head was up and I give her breasts the attention I had being dreaming of.

As I sucked and pinched her nipples she arched her back, surprising me at how responsive she was, how sensitive and clear she was at what she wanted. I wanted to take my time with her, getting to know her body and what made her gasp, groan, moan. But right then and there we were too desperate.

As I took her off the wall she made a quick work on my shirt and by the time we reached the mattress I was shirtless and she was about to surprise me once again. She was the one to push me down and climb on top of me, making sure to rub herself against my hard on.

"Come on Hotch, so much control has got to be annoying, give up a little." She dragged her fingernails on my naked torso, teasing, playing and then moved a little so she could massage me without taking my pants off. We were going to be very sorry if she kept it up.

"You want me to give up control?" I turned us over again and secured both of her hands in one of mine, my body preventing her from moving her legs too much as she struggled, and so she finally opened them to accommodate me, and probably to get me distracted. "But I was sure you would enjoy my commanding ways."

I unbuttoned her pants and took them off, foreplay had gone long enough, at least if we wanted the finish line to be satisfying, for both of us. She kept grinding herself to distract me and get more contact where she most needed it.

I made a quick work of taking the rest of her clothes off and I went back to holding her down, she tried to fight me for dominance again, but when my fingers made contact with her wet center she stopped fighting.

And fuck was she wet, as my hands worked, my mouth found it's way to her nipples and soon she was rocking in sink with my movements.

"Hotch"

"Aaron."

"What?" Her head went up and she had a pretty confused look on her face.

"Call me Aaron and I'll let you come."

"No way, there isn't how this works pal." I stopped all the movement an raised one eyebrow at her.

"Hotch…" She said warningly

"Emily?" She sat down and got her face close to mine, since I kneeling half on the bad and half on the floor. She got her mouth to my ear and her hand went straight for my belt buckle, as she undid it she also cupped me.

"Hotch, you better keep going or else, I swear I'll take matters in my own hands and leave you hanging." I got up and as I went to take the rest of my clothes off she pushed my hands away. She started undoing it, her hands working fast, but her head was looking up and her eyes glued to mine.

After my pants were down she grabbed hold of me and before I could blink I felt the moisture and heat of her mouth. My legs felt heavy and ready to drop, my hands went to her head and I couldn't stop the grown that left my lips.

She kept it up for a while, working me like I hadn't felt before, but I knew we were both anxious for something else. And if she got me a treat nothing more fair then her getting one too.

I kneeled down and taking her legs I laid her down again, but this time with her legs up and opened for me, I kissed her thighs and ghosted my fingers down her side, leaving chills as I went.

"I want to try something." Was the only warning she got, before my mouth got to taste her. I didn't have much practice but her moans and the way her thighs had a firm hold in my head I knew I was doing a fine job She pulled me up with the hand that had being caressing my hair by pulling at it, her breathing very much affected as were her red cheeks.

"Now, I want you inside now Hotchner, NOW." She pulled my shoulders so that I would go on top of her and for the life of me I couldn't care less if I was on top or if she was. "Condoms, you have them?" She asked breathlessly, it took me seconds to go back to my pants and take out the new ones I had being caring.

"Come on Hotch, on your back, I would like to do the honors." She used her teeth to open the package and made a show as she put the damn rubber thing on me. And I could honestly say I had never seen something as sexy as this. The amount of lust I had being feeling for the past weeks were ridiculous, but if they got me here I only had to thank them.

She mounted me and we both groaned at the wonderful sensation, but as soon as we were connected I could see she wasn't very comfortable, so I tried very, very hard not to move.

She slowly started to adjust and move a little, my hands went to her breasts massaging a little and pinching, distracting her as we started slow moves. Hold her hips, gripping, demanding we started going faster, she leaned down for a kiss, but I had other ideas and my mouth went to her breasts.

We stayed like that until I could tell she was finally okay to have more strenuous movements. And just like that she was riding me full force, and as I sensed her tightening I stopped her yet again.

"COME ON." Before she could tell me just how much of a dick I was, I turned us over and pounded freely into the woman, getting her us both the satisfaction we were seeking. As I felt both of us approaching our orgasms I kissed her, wanting to taste her as she came in anyway I could.

She went over the edge first, screaming and shaking and making more marks on me with her nails, I wasn't far behind and came biting at her neck and gripping her wait and legs, we were both going to have marks tomorrow.

My body relaxed on top of hers, and before I knew I it tiredness took over so I just rolled over and fell asleep