A/N: howdy here is chap. 6...O AND AGAIN SO SRRY for the long wait my computer decided to throw a bitch fit...so I had to throw a bigger one...I mean get it fix...so that's y I couldn't give you your healthy serving of lemon please forgive me.
NARUTO: Your still here *rolls eyes*
ME: uh yea
NARUTO: Well I was hoping that sumhow-
ME: *SNAPS AND GRABS NARUTO BY THE THROAT AND SQUEEZE*
NARUTO: sasuke help call anime protective services
SASUKE: *SIGH* enjoy
WARNING: flashback SOME OF THIS SOME OF THAT...O AND SAKURA'S MOUTH XD
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MY GUILTY PLEASURE
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1 MONTH LATER
This is what I get...yes...I'm being punished.
Nothing has happened since 'that night' and I've been going out of my way to avoid sasuke when I leave the room (which is rare now). I pretty much stay in my room and let guilt have its way with me because come to find out *sigh* sasuke was a virgin and was waiting to lose it when he got married. I mean how the hell was I supposed to know a guy that looks like him was A VIRGIN, but then again that's what I get for moving to quick.
I feel my stomach turn itself inside out and I make a mad dash to the bathroom.
*FLASHBACK TO the convo I had over breakfast with sakura the day after that amazing night*
'My ass feels horrible I don't think I would be able to even stay seated for to long.' I thought to myself as I looked down at my colorful Fruit Loops floating in milk, not even the steaming hot shower I had when I woke up remotely soothed the pain.
Its time for the man made inventions to help
" umm sakura" I look across the glass table over to sakura who has on just her pink fluffy robe and her hair is much like mine is right now, in a sloppy bun.
" yea whats up naru naru?" She ask as her green eyes look up from pouring syrup on her blueberry waffles.
" umm I was wondering if you have any advil or any kind of pain medication?" I say without looking up as I gently swirl my cereal.
Sakura looks at me suspiciously and I can feel my heart beats going into overdrive.
"Its for a major headache I'm dealing with." I say quickly and she smiles and heads over to very beautiful black and gold cabinets.
" I feel ya i fucking hate those...o and where is sasuke he should be woke by now I should go see if he is dead yet...I pray he is" she said mumbling the last part while she poured two red advils into her hand and walks over to me.
I was pretty tensed from when she mentioned the name 'sasuke'. Im still unsure of what came over me last night, I have never done anything bad in my life except the occasional stealing of food when push came to shove but that was only because I would have starved without it. Now I feel abit dirty and I only have myself to blame, sasuke is innocent of that night, that only helps remind me of how vindictive, trashy, and unelegantly I behaved and the worst part about it is that I have no one to blame but myself and only myself.
" so what do you think?" She asked sitting back into her spot and returning to stuffing her face with waffles.
" about what" I ask as I began my nervous habit of twirling a strand of my blonde locks trying to ignore the self hate my brain was ruthlessly pounding me with.
" about me checking on him" she says slowly.
" maybe he just wants to sleep in" I say quickly still looking down at my now soggy cereal, I couldn't possibly look sakura in the eyes after what my desperate and disgusting self did with her sleeping brother. I'm beginning to wonder if I can stoop any lower because as of now I feel like I hit rock bottom.
" yea that might be the case but Helen is coming over today and I'm not going to be stuck with her, I swear if he wasn't a virgin and promising to wait till 'the right one' and all that church bullshit (AN: no offence to anyone) that Helen is feeding him I would swear they where fucking on the regular, its almost like- whoa naru naru are you ok."
When she said 'virgin' I began choking on a big spoon of cereal I put into my mouth and of course sakura just sat there laughing. Once I was good again I looked up at her like WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU HELP ME?
" o I'm so sorry naru naru " I roll my eyes then I remember why I choked in the first place.
" umm sakura you- you said sasuke was-i mean is a virgin you where just joking right." If she wasn't then that means now I really hit the very bottom of low.
" who me joking nooo I know its hard to believe but Yup he said no one should have his golden V-card if they didn't work for it, only way he won't be a virgin is if someone raped him, which I doubt because he is a black belt, or if someone just snatched up his virginity in his sleep because to him no one is good enough not even Helen, well at least for right now." I tense while she laugh at her own ironic joke.
Then I hear her mumbling something along the lines of, helen...slut...sasuke...virginity.
I can feel my palms getting sweaty as I gripped the silver table spoon.
" y-you know what sakura I'm going to go back to bed to hopefully sleep off this headache."
I say while my blue orbs are looking everywhere but into sakuras green emralds. At least it wasn't a lie I do have a serious headache coming on.
Sakura looks at me with concern. " Ok naru naru but get better because I like talking to you k love ya" she yells as I head into my room where I have been for two weeks now.
* END FLASH BACK*
This is torture.
I'm starting to seriously think I'm being punished through bouts of sickness, headaches, cravings for foods that I'm sure will ruin my digestive system times 10, constantly having to pee, and don't forget my raging guilt.
This suck on a whole nother level, I can't eat anything without me vomiting out all my organs which is exactly what I'm doing now, sitting on the floor with my head over a red and gold toilet and what makes it worst is that sakura' s parents are coming home for the rest of the summer today.
I slide down the wall and bust into tears all I want is a McDonald's burger with whip cream and sprinkles on top. I wipe my tears and get my sorry self off the bathroom floor and got back to admiring my PhotoShop made craving on my APPLE LAPTOP, I swear this is torture. My guilt really doesn't compare to not having my craving sad isn't it.
As I'm torturing myself sakura bust in my room ( I could've sworn I lock the door).
She is giggling and panting but then she turns to me with a look of concern.
" MY GOD! Naru naru look at you, you're all pale with dark circles under your eyes, well there's nothing a little concealer won't do, anyway why the hell are you always in your room with the curtains drawn like ur mourning the fucking dead." I look up and see sakura wearing a hot pink strapless long flowing dress, pink flipflop, ginormous silver hoops in her ears, her hair in what was probably neat bun before with designer sunglasses on top of her head.
I just shrugged my shoulders.
She walk over to my hot pink and Orange thick curtains and opens them. I hiss a little as the light ruthlessly claw at my eyes. Then sakura turns around facing me on my bed again.
I stare at her for abit and she has this look on her face where she really want me to ask what happened, but the thing is on one hand if I ask that question then she will begin talking non- stop but on the other hand if I dont ask then she will assume that I don't care about her. I sigh and secretly put one earplug into the ear facing away from her. Here we go.
" what happened" I ask dryly
" you mean right now or everything" she says as she sits on my bed. Should've known.
" whatever is most important" I say and look back at my McDonald's burger with PhotoShop whipped cream and sprinkles on top. To me it looked like paradise.
" ok so as for what happened right now last month sasuke" that got my attention pretty quick "Woke up with what I'm guessing was a shit load of cum on him and his bed and of course he blamed it on me saying I need to stop my disgusting pranks and at first I was gonna deny it because it wasn't me I swear but then I was like why the hell not so I just went with it and said I did and now he wants to kill me funny right." She said and even though I should've I couldn't bring myself to care. All I want is what I'm craving.
"Sakura do we have any whipped cream and sprinkles in the kitchen" I ask still staring at the computer screen.
Sakura crosses her arms under her breast and frowns.
" damn naru naru way to change the subject you could've at least fake laughed or something and I think so but I'm not sure, I'm kinky so it should at least be whipped cream in there not sure about the sprinkles though."
" TMI (1) sakura I just- " my sentence was cut short when I smelt something that made my stomach do flips. I grab my pink trash can and hurl. Then sakura does the worst thing, she come up to me with that horrid smell.
" o my god what's wrong naru naru? " she ask rubbing my back. I briefly looked up to see what was making me sick. My enemy... A honey bun.
I hurl again and the fact that I freaking love honey buns still hadn't crossed my mind I just want that damn thing away from me.
" sakura go..go out" I say with my head still over the trash can. I can feel that she is offended.
"Well sorry I tried to help anyway I'm leaving out with my babe on a date and mom and dad won't be home today so I told the maid to make you and sasu dinner but I want you to eat something now because a vampire can't quite pull of the un dead look like you're doing right now so ill leave this bunny bun here I even warmed it up for you." She said feeling proud of herself for finding out how to use a microwave today, I couldn't let her down.
I force the best smile I can make while my stomach is turning in on itself.
"Thanks sakura ill see you- " I was cut off by another hurl attack.
"Well yea...umm naru I'm going to call sasu in here so he can take care of you I would feel bad leaving like this" she says and I try to protest while vomiting and I'm guessing she thought that was my ok.
"Ok" she say and leaves out the room. I can faintly here her calling sasuke.
When sasuke finally turns up in my room he grimaced at what I'm guessing was me or the lingering smell of vomit and I'm pushed up in the furthest corner away from the honey bun.
" Hey uhh sakura sent me-"
" get that honey bun out of my room" I yell cutting him off, I have my hand over my nose so I wouldnt smell the honey bun but as of now the scent is starting to get through my hand.
He looks at me strange and then comply's to my request.
1 HRS. LATER
'He still hasn't came back I thought sakura told him to take care of me' I though to myself as I finger comb my blonde locks.
I sigh.
' what the hell was he doing taking the honey bun back to the factory, although I wouldn't mind getting that smell as far away as-' my thoughts were cut short due to knocking on my bedroom door.
" its open" I call out now putting my hair into a lose ponytail.
Sasuke opens the door while holding...HOLD THE FREAKING PHONE is that...Lo and behold its what I'm craving McDonald's.
I'm sure my face looks like Christmas lights had been put inside it.
I stare, because if he say that that's his and only his then to hell with guilt this will be war. I guess I'm just really hungry from all the hurling.
" well the maid called in sick soooo" sasuke said holding up the bag.
" what did you get" I ask
"2 big macs large fries I figure since its just us that we should have a little heart 2 heart brother...s-s-sister-" I cut him off.
" sasuke don't get me wrong, just because I dress like this doesn't mean I think I'm a girl because I don't. I know I'm a guy and the plan proof is that I go to the bathroom daily so yeah...one question before this conversation goes any further do we have whipped cream and sprinkles?" I ask smiling sheepishly while scratching my cheek and averting my eyes.
He looks as though he is thinking a abit then nods and leaves out.
5 MINS LATER
Sasuke enters with an arm full of whipped cream and sprinkles.
" I didn't know what brand you wanted so I just brought them all" he said calmly.
I giggle
He halts and looks at me with one perfectly shaped black brow raised.
" you are forgetting that i wasn't born rich so brand names really don't matter to me the way I see it is whipped cream is whipped cream and sprinkles are sprinkles they all taste the same to me sasu." With that said I began covering my burger with whipped cream and sprinkles.
" Hn" sasuke says and I look up to see him looking at the burger.
" what" I ask
" nothing its just my mom used to eat the same thing when she was pregnant with me.
I looked at him shocked.
"O well...nice...I guess...but this is my first time eating it...just want it for some reason"
" Hn"
We sit on my bed quiet for a minute while we eat, but for me the silence became to overbaring.
" you must cant wait till you're mom comes home huh?" I say right before nibbling on my thumb to get off the extra crumbs.
" she is not ever coming home" he said quietly and his bottomless black orbs seem to be swarming with three powerful emotions.
Sadness/ regret/ hate
I look at him in confusion.
Yeah this was going to be a long night.
TMI- to much information
READY FOR SOME SASUNARU HISTORY AND FLASHBACKS...WELL YOU WILL SEE IT IN THE NEXT CHAP YAAA.