Wow hey everyone how's it going...*long ongoing Dora the explora pause*...good I think so 2 now I give chap 7 * fangirl squeals*
NARUTO: depressing past* pouts* I want lemonade
ME: FLASHBACKS YAAAYYY
SASUKE: *smirks at naru* I got your lemonade right here * pats lap*
NARUTO: *GRIMACES*
WARNING: THIS may cause *speed talking* vomiting, nausea, liver pain, kidney failure, absence of sight, stomach ache, emergency tear duct removal, and heart failure of heart break...O-0...hahaha..jk flashbacks and sakuras mouth ENJOY
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FLASHBACKS PART 1
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I stare at sasuke for abit, I don't understand what he means by his mom is not coming back I mean she is just in Paris, as a matter of fact she is coming back sometime soon. So what does he mean?
It seems as though sasuke can see the confusion on my face.
He looks at me with a frown of concentration as if trying to read me.
"Me and sakura are only half siblings" he says as if it was a surprise that I didn't know.
"Wait so-" I was cut off
"Me and sakura have the same dad but different moms." He says frowning at the floor but not really looking...almost as if he is reliving a memory.
" so what happened to your mom, I mean of course that's if your comfortable with telling" I say the last part quickly.
He seem to be contemplating to tell me or not, then he sighs.
"No its fine I haven't told anyone the real reason my mom is not here not even sakura only my dad knows."
I looked at him in confusion "What, I mean where...where did your mom go."
*FLASHBACK WHEN SASUKE WAS 5 years old*
THIRD PERSON POV
As sasuke colored a picture for his mama and papa in his room with the door closed, his mother closed it before she went to have an 'adult discussion' with his dad although he began to hum really loudly he couldn't ignore the yelling and screaming going on in the next room but he could only hope that mommy and daddy were playing a fun game like daddy always played with him and he would scream to. So they were just playing a fun game...right?
Just when sasuke finished his coloring he jumped as his mother bust through his door, it frightened him because mommy had always said privacy was important and she would always knock on his door to teach him good manners, so why didn't she knock this time?
She slammed the door closed behind her and sasuke watched from his ToyStory covered bed as his mother frustratedly ran her fingers through her raven wavy hair.
She took a deep breath and looked over at him with a smile but sasuke could tell this smile wasn't as warm as the one she usually gave, this one was different this smile seemed pained like it hurt but why would it hurt her to smile why did it seemed forced did she not love sasuke anymore?
Sasuke didn't like this smile one bit he had to get mommy to love him again. Sasuke was always a child that stayed to his self and didn't smile much, not because he wasnt happy but because he just didn't feel the need to but right now he put on the biggest smile and showed his mother his picture of him his dad and his mom they were all smiling because they were happy...right?
His mother looked at the picture and burst into tears. She rushed over to sasuke and held him tight, sasuke's eyes began to water he never seen his mother cry and he never felt her heart beat so quickly it scared him so he began to cry to.
Sasuke knew his mother would eventually tell him what was wrong because sasuke's mother believed that telling him how it was without beating around the bush would make him an honest person who will be able to handle bad news better then others.
Once the crying was all done Mikoto sat sasuke onto her lap she took a deep shaky breath and smiled and although it was filled to the brim with sadness and fear to sasuke it was her sweetest smiles yet.
"My sweet strong and courageous sasuke" Mikoto said and sasuke put on his bravest face because when she called him strong or courageous that meant that the news wasn't good but he had to be strong.
She smiled and giggled at sasuke's ' brave face' then her eyes began to water she looked away and then back at sasuke.
"Ok sasu cakes mommy has two very important things she has to tell you ok" sasuke grimaced at the nickname, he was a big boy now not sasu cakes anymore but right now he had other things to worry about so he nodded firmly.
"Ok well for the first part...you have a sister named sakura" sasuke looked at Mikoto with wide innocent eyes that resembled hers in more ways then one.
"Is mommy pregament?" Sasuke said poking his moms stomach.
Mikoto giggled " No sasu cakes mommy is not pregnant but you see daddy got a bit bored with mommy so he had to find another lady and she got pregnant by mistake but sasu you will love that baby girl like a big bro and protect her ok" she said firmly with a sweet smile but sasuke didn't understand.
" why would daddy get bored of mommy...I don't get bored of mommy I think mommy...I think she is the best mommy in the wor-"
" yes sasuke I know but when people love eachother they really can't help it and your dad found love with e-e * sniff* Elizabeth and they are having a baby" she said tears trickling down her rosy cheeks.
" but...but mommy said that when people marrbried then thy can't have no one else." Sasuke watched his mom frown and nibble on her cherry red bottom lip as if contemplating an answer.
"Yes I did say that about marriage...mommy did but when you find love you can't help it." Sasuke slowly nodded his head, he didn't want to talk about this anymore it was to confusing.
"So what else did you have to tell me." Mikoto looked as though she dreaded that question, she pulled sasuke close to her breast and held him there and when she spoke it was in a whisper as if she was trying to comfort what she knew couldn't be comforted.
She whispered "My sweet sweet boy my everything my sasu my love my baby...sigh... Mommy is g-going on a journey yeah, m-mommy has a super power called c-c-cancer and my superpower is spreading through my body and there is nothing anyone can do about it because its special it travels through my blood so when I'm full of my superpower the planet D.I.E will call for me and I have to go then and umm..." she stops and hugs sasuke tighter and cries abit more then continues.
" so when I go to planet D.I.E your not going to see me but ill still be here ill just be like an invisible superhero that saves the world in silence yeah would you like a superhero as a mommy?"
Even though Mikoto never beat around the bush she couldn't possibly tell her sweet baby that she would die soon and he would have to stay with her cheating husband, his new lover and there child. Of course she felt bad for lying but sasuke will understand when he gets older.
Sasuke looked at her contemplating.
" you can still make me yummy food and rub my tummy before I go to bed even though you're invidable." Sasuke began playing with his moms hair, he was beginning to get sleepy and as his eyes dropped he barely heard the last words that still haunt him til this day.
Mikoto looked at the sleeping sasuke and smiled.
"No I won't be here but I think I'm going to go to planet D.I.E today so I can get the early special training." As Mikoto said this she began to sob and cry because it was hard she didn't want sasuke to see her gradually dying in the hospital so suicide was the best option, quick easy and painless and if it so happens that sasuke found her he could find a more healthier looking mommy instead of finding her while she was in the hospital because she was sure she would look worst, she didn't want to scare him with her looks she wanted to stay the mommy he knows and loves.
So that night she sang one last song before she goes to take her own life tonight:
Hush now my baby
Be still love don't cry
Sleep like your rocked by the streams
Sleep and remember my last lullaby
And ill be with you when you dream
Sasuke never found his mother that morning but what he did see was his dad mourning trying desperatly to hold on to a body with a white sheet over it, the police everywhere and sasuke knew then that his mother had went to planet D.I.E or what he now hoped was heaven.
* END OF FLASHBACK*
" so yeah then I came to live with sakura and her mom" sasuke said as I cried silently mourning his mother in my own way, yes I didn't have parents but I could tell that losing one was really hard.
I began crying anew, I saw sasuke turn his head and I knew that he was going to cry as well but was ashamed. I turned his face towards him and shook my head as if saying no we will cry together.
Sasuke pulled me close and began to unleash silent tears while I tried my best to hum the last tune his mom sang him that made him seem to cry more but this was good for him he needed to let it all out.
Once he was done crying he quickly composed hisself quickly as if it never happened. I didn't say anything about because during my time here I knew sasuke wasn't one to openly share his emotions. I guess I can consider myself lucky.
"So after that I went to school like any other kid you know fooled around and experimented here and there then went away to college and met Helen then began going to church with her and when I came home sakura said I wasn't the same but I guess people change."
I nodded sadly in agreement ' yes people do change but you need a reason to change and I never had a reason I was on my own' I thought.
"So what's your life story." He asked bring be back from my thoughts.
Yeah this is going to be a long and very depressing night ending in tears and probably new found respect.
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Any questions commits or concerns please ask o and feel free to flame me because your flames make me a better writer yay! Until next time.
READY FOR FLASHBACKS PART 2 NARU'S TURN
NARUTO: *anime tears* wasn't this depressing enough
ME: NO
NARUTO: there is a place where people like you go its called jail
ME: HEHE well I guess i will meet you there because you are worst then me.
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