AN: HEY I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE THIS CHAPTER WAS MY BEST SO I'M RE-DOING IT
DISCLAIMER: DON'T OWN NARUTO
WARNING: TEARS AND HEARTBREAK...THIS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK MINDED.
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FLASHBACK PT2
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FLASHBACK TO TEN YEAR OLD NARUTO
Naruto stood there shivering, his feet and hands already frozen and numb, they were the first to go numb actually.
'I'm going to die.' He thought and though this thought alone might have frightened most he couldn't help but smile. The pain would go away...FINALLY.
The caretaker came out with a pot filled with freezing cold water and dumped it onto naruto's naked pale body. He didn't make a sound as the water connected with his already frozen skin, he was already so dreadfully numb.
He began to pant in what he knew was his body fighting to stay alive while it was standing naked in the snow in mid-December weather.
Yes, he was outside naked in the freezing mid-December weather and with the cold water from the pot freezing his skin off. He never knew what happen if the body was left in these temperatures but now that was quiet easy to figure out...IT. DIES.
Why would he be dealing with such a cruel punishment well because he cooked breakfast a minute to early. As his breath came out in thick balls of fog he watched the gentle snowflakes fall onto his shivering body as if they wanted to warm him but this was a cold world and he lead a cold life.
"Now get your stupid ass back into this house dog!" He heard one of the caretakers sneer and o how he wanted to listen but he was frozen, literally frozen.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST SAY!" She yelled when the boy didn't respond. Naruto could feel his tears instantly turn to ice as it encountered the frozen skin that began to lose it's color. He was beyond frightened because the caretaker Brittney was the worst.
Naruto was small for his age but had an amazing immune system, but even that surely couldn't ward off any type of sickness after this. Naruto's body was wrenched from the snow which in turn caused some of the skin to his feet to rip off do to the fact that it was frozen to the ground but even still naruto didn't make a sound because he had experienced worst much much worst.
"YOU STUPID ASS USELESS DOG WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU DIE ALREADY DIE!" The caretaker shouted.
'I'm trying naru though.' As tears began slipped out of his eyes in copious amounts though still freezing on contact with his skin.
He was cold, so cold.
What could he have done to deserve a life like this, he was only 10, he listened, he didn't talk back...so why.
"Are you cold." The caretaker asked smiling that sickly sweet smile, and naruto (thinking she had changed for once) nodded but then he knew his mistake as she lead him over to the red hot stove.
"Well let's warm you up shall we? We wouldn't want you to get sick now would we, right kids." Naru then heard the sick little orphans answer positively with a sick amount of enthusiasm.
The moment She grabed naruto's ice cold hand he began pushing, pulling ...fighting, anything just to get away. Naruto wasn't stupid he knew what fire did it burned and destroyed.
But alas he was a weak ten year old and that woman was a strong middle aged woman, and as his hand connected with the red hot eye of the stove his screams and howls of pain echoed throughout the small orphanage.
"It's that sound music to our ears kids." The caretaker said loudly enough to project over his screams of pain. The pain became so intense that naruto leaned over and would have hurled if he was fed anything but all he could spit up who bits of stomach acid.
The kids cheered at his pain, it didn't bother them because they didn't look at him as human, he was a lower then an animal and to them this was sheer entertainment.
As he felt edges of his sight become black with pain she let him go and he tumbled to the ground. They never let him go unconscious...NEVER. They wanted to see him suffer through the pain..they wanted to see the child die slowly and painfully.
END OF FLASHBACK
I pulled my sleeve over the hand that was scarred from the burn and turned to look at sasuke who's eyes were wide.
"That happened the day before I ran away, they did many more things to me like, letting the kids use me as a pinata, chaining me up after they pretty much starved me then sat a hot meal in front of me knowing that I couldn't reach it. You know just stuff like that." I said feeling beyond ashamed of how his life went.
"No naruto, no I don't know." Sasuke hissed through clenched teeth.
"Why didn't you kill them or take revenge." He asked, it was just hard to believe that after all of that naruto was just sitting here so...normal. Doesn't stuff like that mess people up.
"Revenge isn't always the answer sasu besides they are ignorant, and that type of stuff comes around to bite you in the butt, trust sasu karma will handle revenge for me." I said softly.
"Hn." Sasuke answered still anger as fuck that naruto was so calm about it. With that followed a deep intense silence that was eventually broken by sasu.
"What happened after you ran away?" He asked looking down at naruto's damaged hand and I in turn quickly covered it, it only reminded me that I was damaged good just like my hand.
"Well after I left a nice old man gave me a small job, let me sleep in the back of his shop and treated most of my wounds. Then one day he said me being there was bad for business and he clamed I needed an education to go as far as I wanted and he put me in school and that's when I met sakura in middle school." I said feeling more and more ashamed of how my life used to be but all turned out well now, I'm sure nothing else would go wrong.
Just as I thought that statement I felt a small flinch in my lower abdomen but put it off as gas.
"So what about elementary?" Sasuke asked calmly.
" huh?" Was my o so intelligent response.
"I mean what about elementary like did you go there?" He said
"O well no I didn't but the old man owned a bookstore so I was pretty smart by the time he transferred me into Golden Wood Middle School." He just nodded slowly taking everything that I said in.
Then he suddenly turned to me.
"I'm sorry, I mean about the way I treated you I mean...Hn." he said not finishing.
"Not much of a talker huh?" I ask.
"No" he said standing up and gathering all the McDonald's bags and trash off the bed.
"But it was nice talking to you." He said and I nodded with a smile and waved him a 'bye' then he left out.
TWO MONTHS LATER
These last past two months I have been very stressed. To put it simply I think I have a tumor.
'That has got to be the only reason why my stomach is constantly bloated but the symptoms aren't matching Up!' I thought scratching at my now tangled hair vigorously.
'These months have been hard for one I'm tired of vomiting, and I want sushi and syrup but everytime I would eat it...it comes right back up' I wrote out anonymously to one of those sites where you have a problem and people comment and help you with the solution and I became nervous when more then half of the comments say the same thing.
You might be pregnant ( they think he is a girl.)...I know I'm not because of common sense and I'm a boy but to give them the benefit of doubt I'm going to take a pregnancy test, hey it could be fun.
What I didn't know was that making that move changed my whole on look on my life and life itself.
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