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WE MADE IT TO CHAP. 12 OMG CAN YA BELIEVE IT *LE GASP* (PINKY RAISED) XD
DISCLAIMER: DNT OWN NARUTO
Warnings: see first chaps
The faded smiles and unborn innocence
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It's a funny feeling when you know something you love so deeply will be taken away from you in the end, just to know that you won't see it ever again, to know that it would never know you or love you back... It's like a starving person being given a warm meal, then just before they took a bite it is snatched away. No, this went deeper then that, a mother's love always goes deeper.
Naruto sighed and put his small silver spoon back into the yogurt bowl, this was his latest craving.
Strawberry yogurt.
He sighed again and grabbed his laptop to see if his friends where online, though it was a big chance that they weren't, since it was only 1:23 p.m. and people had work and lives that they had to attend to.
Naruto had been in his room every since 'The Dinner' which was now two days ago, he went into a small depression where he closed the thick curtain to his big bay window so that the room had a mourning-the-dead look to it, and he severed all contact with the human race except his child and the maid. Because true to his word Itachi had a maid come to give him his meals and other needs everyday.
Today was the day that he was going to the doctor to see the sex of the baby and if the baby was healthy. The doctor's name was Tsunade. He wasn't sure how good the woman's work was, but he had seen some pretty good reviews on her.
This would be his first time seeing his baby, so he was pretty excited yet also saddened and scared because he knew that once he saw what it was that he loved so unconditionally, it would only make his love stronger. Maybe so strong that it would make it impossible to part from the child. That would only cause a problem and there was no way he could win against people who had money to buy two small countries and then some.
YOU HAVE 12 UNREAD MESSAGES
Naruto read once he logged into his account. His eyes gaze softened and he smiled, he could bet it was Iruka being a mother hen.
It felt nice to feel cared about for once.
FROM: LOVErOfKAKAshi
He was right, 12 messages and all from iruka. He wasn't surprised It was much like Iruka to be worried sick. He clicked on the first message then went back to delete the others, because one message was enough to get the jest of what Iruka was trying to say.
Once he deleted the rest of the unknown messages he then went back to read Iruka's first message.
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HEY NARUTO,
I just want to make sure you were ok,
I didn't really know what was going onBut it seemed pretty intense and relatedTo you. So please call me so that I know you are ok
O and I'm off on Monday so feel free to call Me so we can maybe talk this over burgers or watever ur craving is.
Xoxoxoxoxox love you please call naruto.
Love Iruka and the book pervert. 3
Naruto let smiled then his blue orbs scrolled to the lower right hand corner of the screen.
Monday Sep, 17 2012 1:34 p.m.
Naruto reached over the side of the bed and just when he was about to retrieve the Orange iPhone from off of the charger to give Iruka a call, the bell rung and naruto froze.
He knew that the maid had called in sick and it wasn't anyone else here but him, so should he answer?
DING DONG
'He wasnt family anymore since he was disowned, so technically this was no longer his house but what if it's impor-' naruto was broken out of his inner thoughts when his phone began slowly sliding across the floor due to it vibrating.
He reached over the side of the bed and quickly grabbed the Orange phone, hoping it was Iruka.
1 new text message
From: Sasuke
open the door
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Naruto jumped when he saw it was sasuke, he hurried out the bed and was about to make a mad dash to the bathroom to check his hair and maybe add a bit of lipgloss to his slightly dry lips, but then he remember what sasuke thought of him.
Disgust.
He halted his trek to the bathroom do to a sudden pang in his heart, he was thought of as disgusting, what if his child will think of him as disgusting when he or she found out the way that they were conceived. Naruto had to swallow down the urge to hurl at the thought of his own child hating him.
DING DONG, DING DONG
Naruto force himself to forget that horrid thought as he unconsciously held his stomach while he made his way down the stairs, it had seemed like forever since he been out of his room, so when he opened the black and gold front door he let out a hiss as his blue eyes were ruthlessly attacked with afternoon sunlight.
"Naruuuuuu." Sakura yelled and naruto flinched thinking that he had done something wrong. Sakura seen this and laughed, she had no problem with the boy.
"I left my phone here at home so I had sasu to text you." She continued.
So people made mistakes, they had moments of weakness. So the fuck what, get over it.
The way she saw it was that it was life to make big mistakes and learn from them beside it wasn't all bad she had a niece or nephew on the way and she couldn't give a damn about what anyone thought of it. She was fucking happy to be a aunt.
Naruto stared at sakura who had a quiet sasuke standing beside her.
"Well move aside Frankenstien, I got something to show ya, o and when was the doctors appointment again?" Sasuke asked bouncing with excitement.
"It's at 4:15 and sakura I don't think you should be talking to me." Naruto said quietly, he really just wanted to call Iruka so they could just...go. Anywhere would be fine right about now.
"O shut up naru naru my parents are gone besides who gives a fuck I sure don't, now let me in, it feels like God's forsaken oven out in this bitch and I don't want a tan because I happen to like my skin tone thank you very much." She said lifting her sunglasses to the top of her head.
Yeah, leave it to sakura to lighten the mood.
As soon as he stepped aside sasuke walked in the house and went straight to his room, as if the boy that carrying his child wasn't standing there.
As sakura entered the house she couldn't miss the hurt look naruto displayed on his face at her brothers actions. There wasn't much she could say to make it all better because that was sasuke's job, all she could do was her part, which was to help naru naru through this.
What her blinded family seemed to miss was that naru naru was only 14 with a child on the way and she knew she would probably get an abortion, but naru didn't, so that's got to count for something right?
Her eyes softened at the obviously struggling child. Naru naru had the weight of the world on his shoulders yet he was able to bury it deep inside that small and now pregnant body of his. He was the bravest person she knew.
She also often thought of how it was even possible for a man to get pregnant, but then again there where so many strange things happening in this world, so it wasn't exactly surprising. Now when someone would be able to shit jewels, then she would be surprised.
Yet even with all of that emotional strength naruto displayed, she knew that taking naru naru's child will be the breaking of him and she didn't want to see that happen, she could only hope that if he did break then someone would be there to pick up the broken pieces for him because she didn't think she would be able to see the boy broken like that. She wouldn't be able to take it.
When they met in middle school naruto was the first person that caught her attention, he was like a diamond amongst rubble, always smiling always happy without a care in the world, or so she thought at the time.
FLASHBACK TO WHEN SAKURA AND NARU FIRST MET
"Ino, why is that kid over there with the long blonde hair, always smiling even though she's always by herself." Sakura asked as she shamelessly stared at the pretty blonde girl who was smiling contentedly as she sat by herself in the lunch room.
"I don't know sakura, that girl Naruto is a freak and a weirdo. She keep claiming she is a boy, like what the hell! why would she want to be a boy and her clothes are always too damn big or have holes in them. Like what the fuck! She needs to ask her mom for some money or something." Ino said with a grimace as she stared at the poorly dressed girl.
Sakura couldn't help but think that naruto was an odd name for a girl and she did dress rather, poorly but Sakura's mother always said to never judge a book by its cover because some people weren't as fortunate as others.
Taking her mothers advice, Sakura stood up and walked over to the smiling blonde child with a shocked Ino in tow.
She quickly took a seat at the empty table startling an unaware naruto in the process while Ino chose to stand.
"Hey why don't you ever ask your mom for money so you can get new clothes. Like so you can look better in stuff." Sakura said, getting straight to the point and naruto blushed because he wasn't used to people asking him questions, usually they would just assume and go about there business. So why was this girl asking him stuff, it was rather embarrassing, though he didnt know why, it just was.
"Because she is a freak." Ino said with a grimace and sakura witnessed the boy flinch but laugh it off.
"I'm not a girl! and I dress like this because my parents are teaching my about appreciation dattabayo!" The girl shouted excitedly. Which in turn made sasuke smile with excitement as well, she didn't know why she was smiling but it seemed like the girl's or boy's smile of excitement was contagious.
"Wanna be friends?" Sakura asked in the mix of excitement.
"Ump." Naruto responded and nodding his head in a very adorable way.
"Ok naru naru friends." She exclaimed wrapping her pinky around with naruto's pinky.
"Friends." He repeated happily.
END OF FLASHBACK
Sakura smiled softly at the memory. After their declaration of friendship her and naruto began to do basically everything together, leaving Ino to sulk in their shadows.
She turned to look at naru naru who's face now only displayed sadness, shame, and worry.
'Where did that beautiful sunshine smile ever go.' Sasuke thought with a sad sigh, well she would just have to give him something to smile about. She would make he brother see the good naruto had to offer.
She quickly closed the door and gently shoved naruto over to his seat.
"Okay so since we got out of school early today, I decided drag sasu along with me to do alittle BABY SHOPPING!" She yelled the last part excitedly. Naruto smiled softly. His baby.
His everything.
Tears began to well up into his eyes but he forced them back down. He knew that his child would never know him, he knew that his child would never love him, and he knew he was eventually be all alone in this world, just like the way his life started...ALONE. Yes, he knew all this but he still agreed to conditions and consequences of his actions.
He knew but that didn't mean he didn't want to grieve the fact that the only thing that was this precious him, would never know him, but it wasn't the right time to grieve. Not now.
He could only pray that he made the right choice. God, how he hoped he made the right choice.
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Not much happening here lol Haha so doctors appointment is nxt yayyyyy r we excited
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