AN: Heyyyyy everyone sorry about the long wait...I had my sister come into town then a had dance practice...so sorry XD BLAME IT ON SCHOOL AND JUNIOR YEAR.

Onward

Disclaimer: I don't own naruto

Warnings: see first chapter

IMPORTANT PLEASE READ: For those who have been wondering where my story 'Age is just a number' has gone off to...well fanfiction took it down...Yup just took MY story that I wrote straight off MY page...like what the heck! They say 'o its too explicit'...BS...if you had a R-rating then maybe that wouldn't be a problem...DUMB ASSES (probably shouldn't have said that) *nervously checks to see if fanfiction account was deleted*

*whispers* I'm gonna put it back up Hehe and just pray they don't find it XD

Srry you guys had to see that Hehe so...

SHORT CHAP.

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Little blessings and muffled screams
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"Well are ya ready?" Sakura asked after showing naruto the dozens of baby outfits she had gotten from some expensive store with a name that naruto couldn't even begin to pronounce.

Naruto nodded slowly as he stared off into space.

He was lying, he wasn't ready. He never was.

How could he be, when all he would see on that ultrasound screen would only be a dream of love that once again will never come true.

This deep pain was squeezing his fragile heart to the point of breaking it, This deep pain was killing him.

This pain was excruciating, and he wasn't sure how many more reminders (that he would never be loved) he could possibly take.

"SASUKEEEEE BRING YOUR ASS DOWN HERE IT'S TIME TO GO!" Sakura yelled out as she faced the stairs, waiting for her Father-to-be brother to come downstairs.

Sakura could feel the thick suffocating tension that filled the house with it's heavy pressure. She knew something was about to give, break, or bend and soon.

Though she knew this, she really didnt want to be around to experience it, but how could she dodge it when it was happening right in her own home.

Sasuke soon showed up in his black jeans, a plain black short sleeve shirt, black sandals, and apparently talking to someone on the phone.

He pulled his sunglasses down over his black orbs, then proceeded to walk out the of the house without so much as saying a word.

Sakura felt a sting of slight hatred to her brother for not even showing that he noticed the mother of his child. She stood there thinking about how much that baby would probably change everything, Hopefully for the better. Sakura then jumped at the vibrations that went off in her small gold purse.

"Hello...o hey papa bear...no way...really...ok I'm on my way." Sakura ended her call and turned to naruto with a big smile that only displayed excitment along with a hint of guilt. She really wanted to be there to see the baby, but her papa bear came first.

"I'm so sorry naru naru hun, but my BF just came into town and he needs 'release' if your catching my drift and I'm not one to deny, sooooooo get many pictures of the baby okay bye byeeeeee." Sakura said, and just like that she was out of the house and leaving a shocked naruto behind.

'no No. NO! She can't leave me here with sasuke like this.' Naruto thought. He didn't want to be alone, not yet. He didn't want the feel that hatred.

He was scared, going with sasuke to the doctor together... ALONE...just the two of them.

What was he suppose to say, what was he supposed to do.

Sasuke hated him.

Though that was a fact, naruto still still felt a wave of excitment flow through him, he would be able to pretend again just like he did on 'That night'. He could pretend that sasuke wanted to take him to the doctor to see their baby, he could pretend they LOVED each other, he could pretend that they were.. happy.

Naruto was broken out of his thought as he heard the rattling of keys, indicating that someone was unlocking the front door. He quickly spun towards the door with his hands tightly squeezing the front of his spaghetti strap pink and yellow knee length maternity dress.

His heart was beating so fast and hard he could hear it ringing in his ears, he feared it was probably the loudest thing in the house.

THU THUMP.

THU THUMP.

THU THUMP.

Sasuke walked into the house, closed the door, walked passed the blonde teen without sparing him a glance and headed towards the stairs.

"Hey." Naruto called out as he began putting on his yellow six inch open-toe wedges.

Sasuke ignored him and kept on walking.

Sasuke just didn't want to face the truth, he could just pretend it wasnt there. Out of sight and hopefully out of mind, but that wasn't the case.

He was scared... Yes, SASUKE UCHIHA was scared, he had seen those dads on the magazine covers that look so happy while holding their child.

They where so...'Dadly', but those were dads that, quite frankly, knew what to expect when their WOMEN (not men or wanna be women) were expecting.

Sasuke wasn't 'Dad' material, never was and never will be. He never even wanted kids. For God sake he wasn't even gay!

So why the hell did this have to happen to him. Sasuke fucking Uchiha.

"HEY!" Naruto shouted when sasuke was unresponsive the first time he called out to him. He was sick of being ignored.

"WHAT NARUTO, WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT HUH?" Sasuke yelled as he turned around and being walking towards a stunned naruto who began quickly backing up.

"TELL ME WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! YOU WANT TO FUCK ME AGAIN IN MY SLEEP IS THAT IT! YOU WANNA GET KNOCKED UP AGAIN LIKE THE LITTLE FREAK OF A SLUT YOU ARE, OR IS IT THAT YOU JUST WANT ME TO FUCK YOU WHILE YOUR AWAKE? BETTER EXPERIENCE RIGHT!" He yelled, he was at witts end with holding everything in.

He had never been this stressed in his life, and that was a big statement considering he was a busy and hardworking Uchiha.

Naruto felt tears well up into his eyes but then quickly blinked them away, this was why he didn't want to be with sasuke alone. The man was to quiet like a pistol that was cocked and ready to blow.

Naruto was tired of being treated like this. He was human right? He tried to be a good person, but life seemed to not want him here.

Well, if life didn't want him here then he would just have to shove what life thought aside and just...live like he should've been doing from the start.

"I...ot...ut..." Naruto whispered as his hair covered his teary blue eyes. His body was lightly shaking was built up rage.

He was tired. Yes, he made a mistake.

Yes, he did wrong.

No, he wasn't mad that the family was mad at him for what he did. He got it, what he did was a disgusting act, but he was done with not speaking up when sasuke called him out of his name. HE WAS ONCE AGAIN DONE WITH CRYING.

No, he didn't regret it.

"What did you say?" Sasuke asked because he honestly didn't hear the pregnant boy.

"I said I'm NOT A SLUT!" Naruto shouted out and stepped up to sasuke so the he was nose-to-nose with him ( thanks to his six inch heels).

"For fucks sake sasuke grow up. I know what I did and I'm sorry, but what's done is done." Naruto said, whispering the last part while frantically searching the raven haired teens eyes for any indication that he was understanding that naruto was truly and deeply sorry.

Sasuke's teeth clenched, and he began his sentence with a harsh whisper that gradually raised in it's volume until they were deep growling shouts.

"Grow up, GROW UP! IF YOU HADNT NOTICED I WAS IN THE PROCESS OF 'GROWING UP BEFORE YOU DECIDED THAT ME GROWING UP WASNT ENOUGH AND THREW A BABY ON ME."

"I SAID I WAS SORRY!" Naruto yelled feeling tears of frustration trickle down his red (with anger) cheeks.

"Yeah well tell that to the kid who would be disgusted to have you as a mother." Sasuke said, rearing naruto shocked, hurt and speechless.

Sasuke stared deeply into the pained teary blue eyes.

'Fuck.' Was sasuke's only thought, as he felt a Sharp stabbings of guilt because he was the cause of those precious tears.

His hand began moving to wipe away the single tear that fell from Naruto's eyes and hit his rosy red cheeks, but the moment sasuke saw what he was doing he quickly caught himself dropped his hand and began slowly backing away from the blonde teens who's eyes held a strong hurt in their depths.

Sasuke was done. He was done, with crossdressing boys, he was done with having to face being a father at his young age, he was done with having to think of the beautiful boy that pledged his mind day in and day out. He was just done with it all.

Sasuke was conflicted, even though he treated naruto like invisible crap when he was around, many times when sasuke was by himself he would often have to catch himself when his mind began to decide that everyday of every hour was the best time to think about how beautiful the blonde boy was.

"No." Sasuke whispered still back away from naruto.

He would often wonder what life would be like if he was to accept both naruto and the baby.

"No."

He found himself thinking of Helen less and less.

'O God no.' Sasuke thought as he dropped on the stairs.

'No, this new revelation didn't change anything, naruto was still a disgusting freak of a boy.' After that thought sasuke couldn't help but notice that the words lacked their usual bite.

The words almost sound doubtful. What was happening to him.

"Fuck. What was happening." He whispered and rested his head into the palms of his hands.

OMG is sasuke finally coming around. Hahahaha

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