After Envy left the room, I take the liberty to sleep for a few hours since I woke up early this morning. At some points I would wake up because feel like I want to wake up but I can't. I wake up at 12:03 p.m and I go to the bathroom to shower up. After my shower, I sit back on my bed. It was way too quiet in here without Envy around. Speaking of Envy, I'm still wondering why he acted like that when I told him that I was half Ishvalan. He must not like them or something. But will that change our relationship? I'm not so sure. As I make my way to the kitchen to get a glass of water, Envy comes back to the hotel room bring me some food.
Envy: Hey, babe. I brought you brunch.
Me: *stares* You really didn't have to sound like that. I mean seriously...
Envy: Sound like what?
Me: Like you're so damn happy and knowing you, you're too damn happy when there's so much bloodshed. Plus, you would've picked a better word than babe. It's used too much in relationships.
Envy: Yeah that's true. Anyway, I got you food.
Me: Thank you...
I take the food from Envy and then I go to a round table to eat there. I take my food out from the bag and I ask Envy...
Me: Where did you get food?
Envy: I was going to your friend's hotel room to talk to Lust and there was some food which was still hot on the stove. So I got it for you...
Me: Well, that's nice of you. Thanks again, Envy...
Envy: After you eat, what do you want to do today?
Me: I'm not sure what I want to do. Mustang told me that I have to stay inside the hotel room. I can't get out for any reason at all.
Envy: *sighs, sits in front of her* You know, even though you sort of break the rules, you don't always have to listen to Mustang.
Me: But I must. He's way too overprotective to me. So if he sees me with you, if Ed sees me with you, or if Bradley sees me with you, I would be in so much trouble or dead...
Envy: Yeah true, but we're both bored and you know that. Disregard Mustang's instructions and lets just go out like we always do.
Me: *sighs* Okay, but one condition...
Envy: What's the catch?
Me: You can't fuck me...
Envy: Damn it!
Me: Face it. Your name is Envy. Not Lust...
Envy: Well, I guess you're right. So, where do you want to go?
Me: Well...I want to go this lake that I purify myself in. I haven't purified myself since my kidnapping.
Envy: Then the lake is...
Me: I want to go at night though. I'll be still vulnerable in the afternoon.
When day turned to night, Envy and I sneak out of the hotel room and we head to the lake. Instead of wearing my normal garment of baggy pants, a big jacket, and a tank top, I wore a long black dress which I only wear to swim and some flat shoes. The lake was in the forest and had a mango mangrove nearby for people to eat. Barely anybody comes here, so I this is MY private spot. Envy and I got there, I kick my shoes off and jumped in the lake. The coolness of the water cooled down the heat of my bones and it relaxes every tensed muscle.
Envy: Does that feel better?
Me: Very much...
Envy: So, this is your spot huh? *throws mango*
Me: *catches mango* Yeah. It really helps me relax from very serious situations like the Hughes murder.
Envy: Oh does it?
Me: Yeah. Envy, can I ask you a question?
Envy: Either you ask or don't ask, so might as well ask.
Me: Is there something wrong about me being half Ishvalan? *bites mango*
Envy: Oh uhh...uhh..no. Nothing is wrong. Why?
Me: Are you sure? I mean you were thinking about how you want to answer...
Envy: No I'm serious. And why would you ask me that?
Me: Its because that I don't want another person to mistreat me terribly. When I was younger, people threw rocks at me, spat on me, and even try to burn me alive.
Envy: Burn you?
Me: Yeah. When I was twelve years old, a man got behind me and lit my shoulder on fire. I was with and she left me alone for a bit, then the man just takes his lighter and he lit me on fire. After I got burned, my skin began to split and I had to get three stitches.
Envy: That would explain the dark mark from your shoulder to your chest. *touches the burned spot*
Me: That why the citizens of Central despises me. I'm a half and half. They treat me like shit to this day. This is why I'm coming off as tomboy. I'm trying to be bad and scare them off.
Envy: You don't have to be tomboy to scare people off. I would've killed them all anyway since humans don't make any sense whatsoever.
Me: If I didn't meet you at all, Envy, I would be dead too even if you didn't know that I was a mixed breed.
Envy: True, but listen, I still would've felt something if we fought at a different time.
Me: No. I would still be dead...
Envy: Would you be dead if we still wanted you alive in order to find out what Mustang was up to?
Me: But if you didn't, I would be dead. But since it didn't happen, this happened. *points at her and Envy*
Envy: Yeah. It did happen did it? *strokes her hair*
Me: *chuckles* It really did.
Envy gives me a wicked face and the attacks my neck with kisses. I know that we can't do it again because we did it just last night. Envy begins to lick my neck and I had to stop him right there.
Me: Envy, get off. Get the fuck off.
Envy: Uugh! Come on!
Me: No. Sorry. Maybe next time...
I swim out to purify myself for a little, so I float on the water enjoying the feeling. I'm glad I came out tonight. I'm beginning to realize that Envy is helping me live a life. A life better than the horrible bully years I had. I love Envy so much. I love him more than anything in the world...even though he can be insane in the brain sometimes.