The next morning, everything started off swell. I had no nightmares to begin with, but there was a bit of a problem last night. Mustang came to visit around the same time Envy and I returned to the hotel. We had to think acrobatically and climb up to the roof. Luckily, we got there before he did. Anyway, I woke up in the morning feeling just peachy and I made myself some breakfast this time. But yet like any other day, it just gets worse and all hell breaks loose. Before my day started, I woke up with a prayer to my parents. I prayed that I will live the life the gave to me and live it with confidence. Even if they died physically, they're not dead mentally. They are in the peaceful pictures of my dreams and the warmest spot of my heart. I can care less of the people who wish death upon me and those who wish to kill me themselves. I'll live the life that they gave me and live it well. So, I'm eating my breakfast, and Envy is being bored...on purpose...
Envy: Serenity, hurry up and finish your food. I need you over here.
Me: I'd rather be at this table still since you're being so impatient.
Envy: Don't make me turn into Greed.
Me: Oh no. I really don't want that...
Envy: So get over here.
Me: Fine, but I'll have to eat on the bed.
I take my breakfast and sit on the left side of the bed. As soon as I did, Envy gets closer to me and says...
Envy: Now I feel a whole lot better now. *put arm around her shoulder*
Me: I'd rather have my space, but it's alright.
Envy: So, what's up with me and you today?
Me: Mmm. I don't know. We might just relax by the pool tonight. If you're a good boy, I'll give you a special treat after going to the pool.
Envy: Oooo. I like the sound of that. * nibbles her neck*
I chuckle from being tickled by Envy's breath and lips. I continue to eat my food until I was finished with it. I make my way to the kitchen, put the plate and fork in the sink, and go back to the bed. I was planning to relax in the room today, but with Envy around me, I won't be relaxing as much as I usually do. I'm fine with it no matter what. Just as long as I'm with Envy, I'll be safe. I look at Envy, who is laying on the bed with his hands behind his head and his eyes closed. I want to ask him a question, so I call out his name.
Me: Hey, Envy.
Envy: Hmm? *opens one eye to look at her*
Me: What's it like being a homunculus?
Envy:*smiles* Better than anything in the world.
Me: Is it?
Envy: Trust me. It's better than being a clueless human.
Me: Coming from you, I believe you.
Envy: Like I told you before, we do always instigate and we manipulate you human in the blink of an eye. I got one soldier court marshaled before and one I almost got her court marshaled.
When Envy said her, it got me thinking a moment. Envy continued to talk without noticing that what he just said might get him in trouble. So, I asked...
Me: Envy, who is "her"?
Envy: Her?
Me: Who is it you're talking about?
Envy did not reply to my question. That moment was when I realized that he had something to do with Lieutenant Ross' accusation.
Me:*gets off the bed* So you're telling me that you made Maria get accused of Hughes murder?
Envy: No. Well...
Me: Well what!?
Envy: I first turned into her, but then he found me out, so I turned into his wi-
Envy slipped the truth out from his lips. My eyes widened as if they were about to pop out of my sockets.
Me: Envy, did you kill Hughes?
Envy: No. Of course not. *nervously laughs*
Me: Envy, I don't have time to fuck around! DID YOU KILL MAES HUGHES!?
Without answering me, Envy jumped off the bed, grabbed me by the shirt, and had my back against the wall.
Envy: You will, I mean you will keep your mouth shut about this murder! Do you understand me!?
Me: *gets him off her* I can't believe it. You killed Hughes and you never told me this. So, you lied the whole time!
Envy: I never lied to you. Just because I never told you, doesn't mean that I lied!
Me: Well, to me, its lying.
Envy: So, is this relationship a lie too? If so, I will let you meet your end.
Me: Go ahead and kill me, Envy! Just realizing that you killed my friend, makes me want die than spend another minute with you!
Envy runs up to me again, turns his arm into a blade, and points it where my pulse beats. I patiently wait for him to kill me, but he won't impale me.
Me: What are you waiting for, Envy?
Envy still doesn't make a move and then, his facial expression turned from anger to calm. Looks like he won't kill me...this time...
Me: I figured you wouldn't. You've grown soft. And I know that your Father will be very disappointed in you, Envy. If I were him, I would've killed you myself.
I put the clothes that I usually wear outside and then say...
Me: I'm leaving.
...and as soon as I said that, I exit the hotel room and slammed the door behind me. I decided to take a walk around Central and it doesn't feel right without Dex. I hear the whispers of the critical citizens who dislike me. To clear my mind up a little more, went to the park and sat underneath a shelter.
Me: I can't believe that I dated a homunculus who killed my best friend. And I slept with him. I even did things that I don't want to speak of anymore. But...
I have a couple a of flashbacks with me and Envy together. They were good times and I wasn't living the shitty life I was living weeks ago. I would've never had a good birthday without him
Me: But...but I...loved him. *begins to cry* I loved Envy. *wails* I loved Envy!
I wail while saying, " I loved Envy" trying to get rid of the pressure and heat that was locked up within me. My face was wet from my tears and my hair dangled in front of my face. While I was crying, I hear an unfamiliar voice say...
Kimblee: Aww, what a very sad young woman.
I look up to see a man who was in a white suit and hat. He had black hair which was in a ponytail and...he look kind of cute.
Kimblee: Tell me what's wrong. I'll be sure to help you out.