I am so thrilled about the reviews I recieved and some amazing ideas that were presented to me. To Pinklady34: I started this about two years ago. I can't believe its taken me this long to give it any attention, but my views on the whole Bella forgiving Edward situation match yours. She gave in too easily in the actual series and in my story. If I went back and fixed it now, I might have to redo like three chapters haha. I'm lazy. But I love your ideas, and I plan to incorporate them. Thank you so much. :)

To .amazing01: Yours and Pinklady34'sideas were very similar in nature and I plan to sort of combine the two. Thank you as well :)

To everyone else who submitted reviews, I absolutely love that you love this story. To everyone that reviewed ideas, Pinklady34, .amazing01, andFakin'it, thank you guys. I really really do appreciate it.

And finally, to Rose, the guest: I love Theo as well. He was mostly based on my boyfriend, both in looks and personality. Thanks for reviewing :)

"Bell, are you sure you're ready for him to be in your life again?"

Theo and I sat on my bed. We've been looking through old photo albums, laughing and joking about the things we did before the twins came into our lives. Like the time when we went to New York, unbeknownst to us fashion week was in full swing. Alice had been on my mind and with my new body, I was more curious about clothing and different styles. We snuck in and with my luck, we walked right into the models' changing area. A grey haired man grabbed my hand and pulled me into the group of half naked girls.

"What are you doing? Are you trying to ruin this for me? Get dressed!" he screamed and threw a emerald green silk dress at me. I looked at Theo, panicked. He was laughing at me and it immediately infuriated me. But, I didn't let him know that."I'm gonna go find a seat Bell!" he hollered over the group. I just waved my hands behind me as I started to strip. They lined us all up to go out onto the runway. I had made up my mind. I was gonna rock this shit.

It was my turn and when I walked out, everyone in the audience went silent. I searched them- all open mouthed like fish out of water- for Theo. When I spotted him, I had to stifle a giggle. He looked just like the rest of them. As I made it to the end of the run way, readying myself for my pose, the cameras suddenly came to life. Flashes and the clicking of camera shutters were the only sounds to be heard. As I turned and made my way back to the beginning of the runway, I heard Theo's booming voice. "Hell yeah!" The crowd went nuts and then I was out of view.

"Theo, I'm not really sure of anything that has to do with him. My life has been turned upside down in a matter of one day. Remember this?" I held up the picture of Theo, me, and Mark Vincent, the designer who shoved me into his show. He ended up giving me the dress as a thank you gift. He said I made his show a success, that it must've been fate that I showed up and wore his most valued piece. It was a masterpiece and I was proud of it. I've been saving it for a special occasion. (A/N: pic of dress on profile)

"Oh my God, Yes! That was a great, yet, unexpected night. You were an absolute natural. You still have the dress don't you?"

"Yeah, I don't want to wear it unless the occasion is special enough though. Its too magnificent to wear just out to dinner or to formal party." I slid the picture back into its slot in the album. "I'm sorry Theo." A wave of emotion crashed over me and I knew that if crying were possible, I would have tears streaming down my cheeks.

"Oh Bell, its okay! What are you apologizing for?" He wrapped his arms around me in a hug and rubbed my back. I felt stupid. Like a hypocrite. How many times have I preached to Henley about never letting a man rule her life? I'd probably told her three hundred times until she finally dumped that damn mooch-ass vampire from Europe.

"I just feel like a hypocrite. Like I'm doing exactly what I never thought I would do: let a man rule my life, my thoughts. He left me Theo! He put me through pain no doctor could ever fix. And I'm just letting him back in! I know he apologized, admitted his lies. I feel like I need to be furious, tear off a couple of his limbs for the pain he caused me. But, dammit I still yearn for him. I still love him, maybe even more now that he left for my safety. My mind's running a billion miles a minute and I'm so confused between my head and my heart." I pulled away from him and ran my hands through my hair, flipping it up behind me so I could lay back on my pillows.

"Are you serious right now?" He looked at me like I was an idiot.

"What?" I snapped.

"Sweetheart, you're mates. Your gonna love him, yearn for him no matter what happens between you. I swear I don't know how he managed to leave you. I could never leave Hendrix. Maybe your bond wasn't as strong while you were human. I don't have all the answers right now, but I know that you'll figure it out with time. Spend time with Edward. You're both very different people now compared to when you used to be together. Try to have a fresh start. You're a vampire now, sweetie. Anything's possible."

I absorbed everything he said and it put me at ease. He was right. He was always right. I could do it, right? A fresh start? We would always have our past, but as of right now, I'm imagining our future.

"I love you, Theo."

"You too, Bell, always."

Okay so if this seems kinda jumbled, its because it is. Its been a very long while since I've written anything other than poetry. This was basically just a filler to get my head back into it and I'm obviously a little out of practice so I apologize. This chaper may not even end up being a main event that you have to remember in my storyline, but I think it gives a little insight into their lives before the twins, before Forks. Please don't think this is me at my best because its definitely not. Reviews are always welcomed! They encourage me!

Much love, Samantha :)