I don't own BLEACH

I'M ALIVE AND BACK!

I'm sorry I haven't been updating in forever. But I'll try to type all the time and publish at least every other week but I have memory issues so I might forget.

"Karin." Momo called out in a bitter voice. "I will not be out done by you." She stabbed her sword into her Karin dummy. Man does she have anger issues.

"You called little bitch." Karin smirked as she approached behind her.

"I hate you. Besides you stole the first man I ever loved." She started to seethe and shook in anger. "Aizen was also mine and you took him."

"Wait?" Karin said flabbergasted. "THAT'S WHY YOU HATE ME? You pffft oh god-" Karin started laughing and rolling on the floor."I thought you were dense not blind and retarded. I mean come on he's 236x my age and evil. He isn't Toushiro who is maybe 12x my age. Are you sure the war didn't leave you mental?"

Karin had seen many people and their tastes in guys or girls some times both but never in her 15 (IF I HAD ALREADY STATED HER AGE ITS CHANGED) years of life had she ever seen someone with such weird taste in men.

"It's not funny." Hinamori pouted.

"No," Karin was still internally injured and shouldn't have been rolling on the floor laughing at all but she decided to take the chance,"It's hilarious. I mean come on he's evil. Not to mention has that damn bitch curl. You know while under his control I would run up to espada and ask them what was up with that stupid curl down his forehead."

"I think he looked more handsome with it and you deserve being put under his control and almost killing all you love." Momo sneered viscously.

"Putting aside our differences," Karin started to sound serious,"How could you love someone who had left you. I mean he stabbed you, Momo, twice." She was really upset. How could someone as smart as Momo be so okay with that kind of abuse. Deep down Karin knew Momo was like her and always felt alone and Karin felt a small amount of respect for her, even if she did try and steal Toshiro from her.

"He could have killed me but he didn't." Momo said in a defensive way.

"But he left you Momo," Karin's voice raised,"Did he really love you Momo or were you too in love to realize the mental abuse he put you through. I would know. My best friend's boyfriend would always say sorry and buy her stuff after he would yell or beat her then would repeat the action again. Do you know what happened to her? She killed herself." Tears started to stream down her face, "I could have gone home after I got off the wheelchair since I was fully healed but I didn't because every time I leave and go look for her I know I'm getting closer to finding her. I don't want my brother's fukutaicho to kill herself over the villain."

"You think I'm going to kill myself. Please I'm not weak like some pathetic human." Karin slapped her.

"If you kill yourself, you'll have let Aizen win in his little mind control game if word gets to his prison cell. Don't let the villain win. Ever." Karin started to cry as Ichigo and Toshiro walked by discussing the just released captains meeting as they saw Karin slap Momo and now they heard her. "Don't let Aizen beat you. He is still mentally abusing you if you think about what happened. I was forced to work and it still gnaws at my insides. I'm afraid of becoming a half hollowfied monster. Their was a white sakura that looked like a head band and that's part of a mask." Ichigo's face dropped as he heard this.

"Kurosaki do you think we should tell them right now?" Toshiro whispered. He shook his head.

"I'll tell her at dinner tonight." He responded quietly and the two walked away.

"You know Karin," Momo said,"If you weren't my captain's sister I-I-I'd probably strangle you." She fought back tears.

"Selfish, needy, greedy bitch. That's what you are Momo. You want what you can't and shouldn't have you'd walk over people if necessary." Tears flowed freely.

"Don't talk like you know me best." Karin received a slap to her face as Momo spoke to her.

"Momo," She responded quietly. Karin's tears wouldn't stop no matter how hard she was trying, "Oh my god." Realization hit her. She was in love with Aizen. She gave him everything he needed. EVERYTHING. Karin finally composed herself and sat on her knees as Momo glared at her.

"What?" Momo sneered again.

"You're..and he's...and OH MY GOD. Are you ma-" Momo put her hands over Karin's mouth.

"Shut up." Momo removed her hands from Karin's mouth.

"Maternally expecting." Momo face palmed herself.