Hey everyone.

Sorry I haven't updated in so, so long, but here it is.

I hope you like this chapter.

Enjoy!

Cat's POV

1 more hour left, though it feels like an eternity, we've been driving for like 2 hours, though it feels like forever.

I want to see Jade again, I need to see Jade again, if we dont find her, I will never forgive myself..

Tori's fallen asleep, she looks a lot paler than usual, if I wasn't so focused on finding Jade, getting Jade back, safe, with me, than I would be worried about her, but I need to make sure Jade is alive first, she has to be alive, she can't die, I won't let her, I won't!.

I dont want her to die.

Sinjin has ruined everything! I hate him! I hate him!

I just want my best friend back, I want everything to go back to normal, I want my sister back, I want my Jadey back.

"we're gonna find her Cat" Tori's dad says, noticing me in the drivers mirror thing and seeing that I am very upset and crying, I realise when I touch my cheek and am greeted with the wet feeling of salty tears.

I dont trust my voice right now, so I just nod quietly in response.

We're coming for you Jade, we are going to find you.

Jade's POV

Everything is dark.

I feel numb, disconnected from the world, I like it.

I remember passing out, my head's bleeding, hmm, maybe I'll bleed out and die, I hope I will.

I am so tired, I know that they will never find me, I will die here, alone and in pain, drenched in my own sweat, tears and blood, half naked and broken.

And I've accepted that, I dont think I have ever wanted to die this much.

I miss Cat, I wish I could see her cute, innocent face one last time, and Beck, I wish I could kiss him one last time, I even miss Andre, though he got on my nerves occasionally, I didn't hate him as much as I hated everyone else.

Even if, I mean, when, I die here, I hope that Sinjin gets caught and gets given the worst punishment available, of course life doesn't work like that. Life. Isn't. Fair. End of story, well mine anyway.

I remember I pact I made with Cat, I just hope that when I die she doesn't kill herself, she has so much to live for, she was always gonna be famous, she was born to shine, and she will, she'll just have to do it alone now.

I just wish I could write a letter to everyone I've ever known, the people I hate, the people I love, and say one last thing to them, oh well, that's never going to happen now, I hope Beck knows I love him, even though I never told him that often and I hope that Cat knows that she is the best thing that's ever happened to me and that given the chance, I would die for her, in a heartbeat, no question, and I hope she eventually realises that Robbie loves her just as much as I do and that he is perfect for her.

My head hurts, all of this thinking is taking a toll on me, banging on my head repeatedly, I just want all of this to end.

I want to die, I want to die.

I feel so cold.

Ok, that is it.

Even thought this chapter was so, so short, I hope you liked it anyway.

Dont forget to review.

Bye everyone.