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Clary never understood how people committed suicide. She never knew how people could have such horrible lives that just pulse with resounding sorrow. She never got how people were so sad they thought that ending there life was a better alternative than living. She never understood because she had never been in that place.

But now, as she stood before her father she finally understood. As the realization of what he did seeped through her veins to chill her bones she shared the ultimate sadness those people must have felt. Because that demon in front of her reflected her perfectly. So perfect it had to have tricked her father. And she swallowed hard as she looked at the dead creature on the ground. Her dad must have known it was a demon someway. Somehow he must have been watching it change. Valentine wouldn't kill her. But as she looked into her fathers eyes and saw the ultimate shock she knew right then and there.

She was wrong.

Her hand was still bent behind her with a knife prepared to strike. In a moment of total fear and confusion she let it fly.

It spun, straight and true in its path, glinting slightly as intruding rays shone out on the horrid scene. Time seemed to slow down as it hit its target and sunk hilt deep in his chest.

Just below the left shoulder, a little to the right, and directly over his fowl, evil heart. She looked into those black eyes one last time before darting through the trees.

Behind her she heard a shout and a cry of anguish. She felt a crystal tear slip down her cheek. Once again it was a miracle she remained sane. She just killed her father.

She stumbled blindly through the trees as she ran, tearing a path of destruction. Numb with realization. She just killed her father. She broke through branches as they slashed vigorously at her hands and neck. She felt one snap back hard across her cheek and watched her blood trickle down her face in the edge of her vision. Like the blood she spilled of her fathers.

She kept running. She just killed her father!

Now only the sound of her ever constant heartbeat thrummed in her ears. She didn't hear her breathing, shouts behind her, or even the crunch of leaves as her feet slapped tiredly against them. She only heard the 'thump thump thump' slamming against her chest.

And she ran. Ran and ran and ran until the tall, towering, black trees turned to evergreens and ferns and until the dank damp earth gave way to pebble walking paths and trails.

She made herself stop and follow one.

She didn't know how long she walked but she estimated a long time before she met the sight of people. They were a couple obviously and sat on a bench kissing passionately. The girl had on a tight skirt and an even tighter top and the boy had on just jeans. They were too caught up in each other to even notice her.

She was disgusted and seeing as the path led to nowhere she headed back into the forest. She yanked the hood of her cloak up to keep out of sight. Her hair was unforgettable. The hood fell over her eyes as it was Jonathon's and two sizes too big but she just lowered her head and watched her feet as she ran. Staring at her feet as the slapped against the leaves of autumn.

She just killed her father. And suddenly the thought wasn't revolting or terrible but...relieving. He was gone. 2 more to go.

And as she finally came to the realization that this actually helped her- that she was...happy- she ran head first into something warm. Warm and solid and strong and comforting.

Strong arms caught her as she colapsed backwards and her hood fell back. Clary's unruly curls tumbled out and pooled on the floor because of their length. She opened her eyes in surprise and was met with the sight of twin shining stars.

Golden eyes.

There you go. Please review and tell me what should happen next. Thanks for reading and I hoped you liked it. I know it was a bit repetitive but... SHE JUST KILLED HER FATHER! It's worth it. R and R thaks! Lovestory112:)